Monthly Archives: July 2011

The Truth that will Piss You Off

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What is Truth?

I mean really, in a made up world of make believe, wtf is really true? Nothing is real, so if everything is false, what truth can there be to it?

That everything is made up, that IS the truth. You create and maintain this entire reality, everything you experience and know of, in your own imagination.

THAT is the truth that will piss you off and then set you free.

Truth means we can drop the blame game that’s keeping this world in conflict and suffering. Nobody has ever done anything to anyone else so you can stop blaming the world around you for what you endure… YOU’RE DOING IT. You can also stop feeling guilty for what you’ve done to others that you’d never do to yourself… you ARE doing it to yourself.

I’ve heard all the arguments against this, both internally and externally. Without exception they are based on emotional vestments in, and attachments to, a reality that isn’t even “real”.

I’ve also done the math, I know what MUST be true by way of cross referencing all available data. It is the only reasonable conclusion because it is the only one that makes sense.

Look at your world – who is at the center of it? Who else could be creating it?

Even once you accept it in an academic sense, applying it is a bitch. Your mind is fighting it’s own inertia. You want to believe it because it means the power to control your world if it is true, but then you don’t want to believe it because it means completely going against everything you know. Going against everything you’ve come to believe in to try to figure this out is hard, really hard. It’s a bit like grabbing your own belt and trying to lift yourself off the ground with it, it seems futile but you just have to keep trying.

You’ll get frustrated and want to give up plenty of times, but if complete control of the world around you is enough incentive over living whatever life you’ve been living here, you won’t. You’ll keep pressing, keep looking for evidence to support the math and bit by bit, you’ll find it.

It takes constant internal coaching and you will fail over and over at first. If you’re like me you trust your math so you press on even more determined. My mind KNOWS it is capable of figuring ANYTHING out. If you tell me something is possible but not achievable that’s game on for my mind.

You’ll start paying a lot closer attention to what you’re doing trying to figure out the mechanics of how it works. You won’t be just dropping the blame game like a hot potato at first, your own trigger time prevents you from interceding. You’re so quick to blame the world around you for literally everything (good and bad) that it’s impossible to stop it in the act. The deed is done before you’ve had a chance to intervene in your own actions.

It seems to take forever but eventually you become like a mental athlete, constant coaching hones your agility and skills and you start winning those matches. You’ll start “catching” it here and there, noticing what you’re doing and how it is affecting your world. The more you notice the harder you work to figure it out and put it into practice.

As you stop fighting (blaming) the world around you, it actually starts helping you, sharing her secrets with you and supporting what you’re doing. Now at least, the warrior bold is no longer so staunchly defending and protecting ignorance. He wants to explore strange new worlds, to seek out new life and new civilizations, to boldly go where no man has gone before.

That’s kind of where I’m at right now. I haven’t figured it out, but I’m figuring it out and know I will. I haven’t proven it yet, but I’m proving it and know I will. Never underestimate a highly determined individual with a plan.

 

Disclosure

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People everywhere are screaming for disclosure “We want the Truth!”

Let’s look at what disclosure really means.

What complete disclosure really means is that when you’re by yourself masturbating, EVERYONE is going to know. Not just that you’re doing it, but whatever twisted fetish your mind is engaged in and why. They’ll know every thought in your head. In fact, whatever act you’re putting on that makes you “you”, is probably going to disappear because everyone will see right thru it.

I’m all for it, I believe it’s time we stop hiding from ourselves. This can be done in a way that enhances individuality too, all we have to do is allow everyone else to be whoever and whatever they aspire to be.

Bob Marley and the CIA

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I’m a huge old reggae fan, the original trenchtown guys and movement that started with Bob Marley and that small group of people in Jamaica that apparently hit on something big. They knew about what was really going on here somehow, it’s not like they totally figured it out, but Bob did figure out something so huge the CIA had to do something about it.

There are a lot of urban legends surrounding all this but here’s my take:

I think Bob Marley and some of the others were natural mystics. In other words they had the natural abilities, but never had any official training on how to use them. I think what trained them is the conditions they were living under in trenchtown. Bob was a friend/student of a supposed Rastafarian elder who might have coached him on some things, but it’s hard to say for sure. Marley was clearly the one with the most natural ability, he seemed to be able to look into things much deeper than the others. I don’t think anyone told him the secret, I think he more or less stumbled upon it in a trance.

I’m not just going to come out and tell you that secret, because he already did. The song “Get up – Stand Up” slaps you right in the fucking forehead with it. I think the CIA first tried to reason with him and probably explained why the secret should never be revealed but Bob had a different opinion, he thought it was the people’s right to know.

The CIA had no cause to kill him. After being unsuccessful at negotiating with him, they would have just flooded the message with disinformation so nobody would figure out what he was actually trying to tell them. It worked, he told everyone the biggest secret in the world right over the radio and NOBODY got it, at least nobody I ever knew. I’m sure the CIA had figured out by that point that no secret stays secret forever and that killing the messengers wasn’t going to kill the message.

I think the “war” between the CIA and Bob was one of Bob continuing to try to get the message out and the CIA confusing it with disinformation every time he did. What this actually ended up doing was delivering the message to the people that were supposed to get it, and completely missing the ones that weren’t.

I think what Bob noticed is that we all live in separate worlds. Your world is in your head, completely independent of everyone else’s world in their head. These worlds are all different and independent of one another, so how is it we seem to live in a common world? If your world is in somebody’s head (yours) then doing the math, this common world must also be… ?

If you did figure that out, then you’ll also figure out why it was and HAD to be kept secret. Is it time for the world to know? I’m with Bob in that I believe the people should know, it is their right by ownership. I’m also well aware of what a delicate situation it is and the consequences of revealing knowledge to a mass of people who have been deliberately kept ignorant and emotionally overstimulated. The proposition is scary either way, the whole thing could go horribly wrong or wonderfully right.

 

 

Average of Averages

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If you look at the Work the Human race is doing, you can see a bunch of scalar averaging cascading down thru orders of magnitude, like fractal expansion in reverse.

What I mean is this universe seems to be an average of every universe in the multiverse, our cluster of galaxies seems to be an average of this universe, the Milky Way seems to be an average of the galaxies in the cluster, our solar system seems to be an average of the solar systems in the galaxy, the Earth is the middle or average planet in our solar system, America is an average of the Earth, and so on down to a single person being the average person in America. This is what’s known as the Son of Man, the ultimate Average of Averages, the absolute mean average of all life everywhere.

Biologically, man himself is an average of all life on Earth. If you pick up a book like Gray’s Anotomy and start paging thru it, you can see it. You’ll notice in the pictures and diagrams that our human anatomy contains every plant, tree, animal, fish, bird, insect, worm… all of it.

So it’s being done, but how… and why?

By absolutely hammering the extreme ends of the scales. Everything we’re doing here is scalar. We measure everything in this world on a scale, good and bad, smart and stupid, big and small, hot and cold. The “ends” of the scale are opposite extremes and if there is one thing this world is doing, that I did in my life (to an extreme) was hitting those extremes. We hit them hard, as hard as we possibly can without destroying ourselves.

I can tell you from personal experience this is not easy, it was so fucking hard all I ever wanted to do was give up, but my own will and determination would never let me. In looking around, I could say the Human race is pretty much up to the same thing. What makes it tough, is you can’t just hit an extreme and call it good, it’s like a teeter-totter. If you hit an extreme you have to balance it out by hitting its polar opposite or you WILL lose your balance and fall out of existence here.

What this does is increase the circumference or size of the world you’re trying to build. Size in imagined realities has nothing to do with physical dimensions, it’s measured by what your world can contain.

Your mind is constantly in rotation, just like everything in your external world. We are basically rotating thru the 12 octaves of creation as we play the scales. So while you’re hitting your extremes from the center, you are also spinning. Think of a wheel with 12 spokes, each spoke coming from the center of the wheel to the rim represents half a scale. It’s opposite spoke is the other half of the scale. What you’re doing is extending the spokes each time you hit an extreme. When you do this to ALL the spokes, it increases the size of your wheel, but you have to be careful to keep things balanced when you’re increasing the length of the spokes or you’ll end up with Frankenwheel. You have to work as fast and hard as possible and still keep the wheel perfectly round. The reason for craftsmanship and accuracy is to create a more accurate average. The greater the circumference of your wheel and the more accurately centered you are, the more “average” you are. To make it even more challenging, there are actually 2 (or 3 if you count the phantom wheel created by those) wheels we’re doing this with at the same time, counter-rotating at very high speeds. The Zodiac is a 2d model representing all this.

What this really means is a life of constantly racing from one extreme to the other, in every conceivable direction. I used to call it emotional malaria because I felt like I was always bouncing between extreme hot and cold emotionally. For most of my life I was a human yo-yo and I had no idea who was pulling the string.

In doing that, you store up a lot of that emotional energy. Any shrink will tell you this is bad, but everything here that’s bad can be used for a good purpose. It was this accumulated emotional energy that I used to fire my arc and expand my consciousness. I knew when I did it that my “wheel” had to be large enough to contain everything within me, I also knew that if I wasn’t perfectly centered in the middle of that circle, or it wasn’t perfectly round, that what I was trying to do would fail… it didn’t.

On a deeper note, if you look at the scalar averaging I was talking about in reverse, I think it holds some clues to the actual physics behind how our minds create realities. In other words, I think what we’re doing here is in a sense “uncreating” our previous creation in a way that ensures nothing gets left behind so that when we create our new one, it has everything the old one had… and more. I also think the uncreation of our old world happens simultaneously with the “creation” of our new one. It is the same act perceived from two opposite angles.

Why Bad Things Happen to Good People

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Because things happen FOR a cause, not FROM a cause.

I went thru childhood pretty much getting the snot beat out of me from every available angle, yet I really never did anything to deserve it. I was shy, bright, sensitive, and very much tried to do what the world around me wanted or asked of me. Much like Cain, I tried as hard as I could to do what I thought my God expected of me and was shunned and beaten for it. Much like Cain, I could never figure out why.

The reason we can’t stop all the bad shit from happening in our lives is because we never find the cause. We look behind it to previous events thinking it was something we did wrong. We don’t really know what it is we did wrong so we guess and stop engaging in some part of life hoping that will prevent it from happening again.

We never figure it out because we’re looking in the wrong direction. We need to look ahead of us, not behind us for the cause.

The First Cause:

There are many causes worth fighting for, but the one cause here that EVERYONE fights for, is Holy Resurrection. There are three stages to Resurrection, one of them is generating a massive amount of electrical power. The vital fluid of Life is electrical in nature, it is what animates life, without it everything is like an oak tree in winter, all but lifeless. Adamic/Atomic man is the generator.

When you think of how electricity is generated and look at the world around you, that’s exactly what we’re doing here. It is what ALL the fighting is about, it’s not because we’re stupid headless chickens fighting over grub. We’ve taken everything good and split it into good and evil, black and white, love and hate, right and wrong, up and down, past and future, even life and death. Dual polarity. We then force those opposite polarities into a field of interaction and it generates electricity. We see this as conflict and in this world EVERYTHING conflicts with everything else. Why, because one of the things (among many) we are masters of, is generating power, unimaginably massive amounts of power.

The Earth, right now as we speak, is the Mother of all supermassive black holes. You can’t tell, because you’re within the event horizon, you have to look for the effects like the ones Hawking talks about. Why? Because we are about to create a doorway between this universe and it’s alternate or anti-universe. In other words, we are about to open the gates of Heaven on Earth. The amount of power required to achieve this is staggering, we don’t really have a way to measure it other than saying it takes all the power there is. Now, the Human race doesn’t just have power, we ARE power.

What I’m saying here is, once we do this, there is no CAUSE for conflict or suffering any more, it’s simply not going to happen because the cause has been achieved.

You’ll see all this happen thru your individual self, not like you’re watching some news event on TV. Your world will begin changing little by little, you’ll barely notice at first because it’s the same magic act that got you here in the first place, only in reverse. Your mind will call your attention to something over there so you don’t notice the change over here, but now it’s for the better, always getting better. This is good, otherwise it would be an impossible battle of wills within yourself.

You’ll try to stop the changes at first, because previously in your life changes have meant going from bad to worse. That little voice in your head that always gave conflicting advice is now cocksure and focused on healing the damage done and righting what’s wrong in you. A voice from deep within you tells you that from this point on, everything gets better, not immediately but it will NEVER be getting worse anymore. You don’t trust it at first, but then gradually it proves itself, you look at what’s been happening and things ARE getting better. Not better in the sense of material wealth, although that struggle greatly diminishes, but in your understanding of life and the world around you.

Knowledge is power. If you know how to do it you can create any world you choose in the blink of an eye. That is the knowledge that has been kept from us, that YOU keep from yourself. Why? Because if we “knew” we wouldn’t fight as long or as hard as we have, we would have never generated the power we needed to do what we did. No other race in the universe, no other civilization in the billions lying in the dust of the earth, has ever achieved this. We are the First Ones, the “Sleeping Masters of Ta Meri” and we are about to wake up and reclaim our heritage. You have no idea how powerful you are… yet.

 

The Name John Peni El

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If you google it, you’ll find a number of people using the name. I’m not going to call bullshit on anyone. I don’t know what their purpose is in using it and I’m not really trying to figure it out. I have my own work to do, my own purpose for using it and I’m not into stepping on anyone else’s game. I’m going to play my game and allow everyone else to play theirs. My real hope is that they all enhance one another.

What I will say is that my interpretation of what the name means is quite a bit different from theirs, mostly because of what I achieved in a metaphysical sense and the position I’m in because of it.

The name means something, it denotes what I’ve done, the way I did it, and the function or service I perform within the Body of Humanity as a result of it.

It means the same thing as El I Jah, which describes the same thing, but in the other direction. El I Jah – John Peni El = what was done in Egypt and what is now being done in America to reverse it. Egypt meant “black earth = black heart” and what the priests did effectively closed or reversed the flow of the heart chakra. The Earth IS the heart of the universe, literally, the heart chakra of the cosmic man. America is attempting to reverse this flow because it’s a necessary step to achieve resurrection. You’ll know it when it happens, you won’t be able to feel anything but joy afterward. People think they experience love now, we do, it’s just in reverse. What most people think of as love is merely attraction and emotional vestments in an illusion that isn’t even real.

The way that is being done is thru 7000 savants the bible refers to as the Elect mentally controlling the core progression of their own cosmic bodies (stars) turning them into black holes then funneling the power from those thru the Son of Man to turn the Earth itself into a supermassive black hole. Sound far out? It’s already been done. We’re only waiting for the Earth’s population to hit 7 billion, that will give us the gravitational power and rotational velocity needed to create a torsion field that will literally twist the entire universe inside out, or more appropriately… outside in.

I couldn’t help but smile when I read Hawking’s book “A Brief History of Time” and what he theorized about black holes. He was spot on, and in my mind there’s no way anyone that brilliant can NOT put 2 and 2 together.

He was talking about entropy and theorizing about how super advanced civilizations might get rid of entropy by dumping it into a black hole. He said the only caveat was that the black hole would continue to grow in size from all the entropy being dumped into it. It would become supermassive, a black hole this size would have an extremely intense magnetic field “much like that of the Earth”. His own words. There’s no way he didn’t see a connection there, you’d think anyway.

He said this supermassive black hole would eventually expand it’s event horizon to envelope the universe. This is exactly what happened here on earth, we just don’t see it that way. The whole thing is based on the spiritual teaching “the stone that the builders refused will always be the head corner stone”.

Doing the math it says there are two possible ways to avoid that trap of all traps. You can refuse no stone, which may not actually be possible – OR – you can use only the stones the other builders refused, which may require a massive amount of patience.

The Earth is a giant ball of shit, that’s what the scarab symbolizes when he rolls his ball of dung around. Thru the reincarnation cycle, we come here to build our next world (heaven) but in so doing we leave the shit we don’t want in it behind here on Earth. It’s not really that we don’t want it, we just see it that way. It’s because we can’t keep everything to remake the whole in balance so we leave what we can’t balance behind and ascend. The goal however is resurrection, to completely divide yourself, remake yourself in the new image of what you want to be using ALL the parts and leaving nothing behind.

This is essentially what’s happening when Jesus ascends on a cloud with a promise to return to save the rest of Humanity. He fucked up his resurrection and had to ascend leaving some shit behind, with the “promise” that he would be back thru the cycles again and again and again… until he got it right. The first 3 or synaptic gospels are the yada, yada, yada of the reincarnation/ascension cycles and what follows each is yet another gospel with the same fail results. In the fourth or Gospel of John, it’s different. It is followed by everything leading up to and Revelations, which leads to a new heaven ON earth, not a new heaven AND earth. Heaven is the abode of Gods, Earth is the abode of men, Heaven on Earth is the abode of Humans or GodMen. Btw, John of the fourth gospel and Revelations and John Peni El are (at least functionally) one and the same.

Anyway, in a metaphysical and spiritual sense, this is exactly what Hawking was talking about. In going thru the reincarnation cycle here on Earth, we are essentially doing just what he said, dumping the disorder or entropy from all our worlds in the universe into this world. The name “John” isn’t synonymous with a toilet by accident, it refers to the ability to use all the shit everyone else refused, and funnel it all towards the singular goal of resurrection. If you’re patient enough, eventually everything is refused and you have all the parts of the whole “at your disposal”.

John also represents you while you’re here, you’ve left your previous wife (old world) in search of another woman (new world). That’s called a John. This world is called a harlot or whore because she can’t decide which man she wants to be with… this world doesn’t do what you want her to because she is always catering to other individual desires at the same time. That doesn’t make a lot of sense unless you remember that in the world you came from, everything went your way. In heaven, your world caters to you and only you, she is a loyal and loving wife.

Peni means “one” and El means both All and Electricity which are kind of the same thing. What it’s referring to in the best sense I can explain it, is the individual in you meeting the God in you, within your Self. In a biological sense, this means that you will use all the emotional (electrical) energy saved up from all the conflict and suffering in your life to create an arc/ark. An “arc” is electrical and fires thru your pineal gland to connect your two brain hemispheres allowing instant communication between your unconscious and conscious mind. An “ark” is the state of consciousness you will be living in while in transition between worlds. Since the worlds are so far apart, it takes a transitory world to get from one to the other, this is your ark in a spiritual sense.

The way this plays out in your own head is a complete rearranging of your world view, a piece at a time. Your mind is constantly re-ordering stuff trying to come up with a Whole World view that doesn’t leave anything out or unexplained. At some point this should turn into a crystal clear understanding of the whole thing. This is what I think I’m very close to achieving and what I plan on sharing with the world.

What I want to do is put the mysteries of this world into plain English (American) so that they are within reach of everyone. If I’m able to explain this stuff to myself in plainly understandable terms, then all the world really wants or needs from me is to know how I’m seeing things. Yet another reason to be average, it’s the closest thing there is to a reference model in a world that every individual sees differently. Worlds are imagined, there is no reality in the way we’ve come to think of it. The closest thing to a real world is an average of all the imagined realities. E. Pluribus Unum – out of many… One.

Back around late 1997 – early 1998 I used the accumulated emotional energy that I had saved up within me like a capacitor from a life of struggle and conflict. I felt the electrical discharge go off and flood my entire being. I got the mental impression of my mind being a star going supernova, expanding my event horizon (consciousness) to envelope the whole universe. It’s hard to explain what happened exactly but I got a lot of impressions and visuals flooding thru my mind. One was planting a American flag on the moon and claiming it for all Humanity. There was also a gravitational slingshot maneuver using the Sun within my own trinity so I could use my own inertia to change direction and gain velocity in the new direction at the same time. In other words, I did a complete 180 without even having to slow down, I actually gained velocity from it. Sometime after there was also what looked like a tornado or whirlpool of golden glass above my head funneling a torrent of power into me.

In a single moment I knew somehow that I had just done something incredible… I didn’t understand it, but I knew that I had just come into a very serious amount of power. Pure, unadulterated, absolute power. I knew somehow that the best thing, the only thing to do, was to give it right back. I needed a way to take the power out of my hands as a man, and out of my hands as a God and put it back where it belonged. I mentally “gave birth” to the only original thought I’ve ever had… a single thought that could “contain” all the other thoughts in my head – The Advocacy. I founded The Advocacy as a way of containing that power so it was controlled by the Whole, not the One or the All. It is after all, people power, it should be controlled by the people. The people now have at their complete disposal, their very own secret order.

It may not seem like much more than an idealistic fantasy here, but the secret orders of the world know what we have done. They know we occupy a position of power that we cannot be moved out of by any force, and they know just how powerful that position is.

The Advocacy’s creed is “Do what is right for the Whole”. As stupidly simple as it might sound, it goes deeper than you might think. Within ourselves there are always two sides at war, one side “god” represents the All as One. The other side “man” represents the individual as One. They fight thru a medium that we see as the world around us. That’s why when you fight the good and noble fight, it seems like the whole world is against you.

It’s not, it’s the god in you smacking around the man in you thru what we see as a world of circumstances beyond our control. To get it to stop, you need to find out why and how it’s happening and that means talking to God. To do that you need a priest since “no man has ever seen God face to face”. What that really means is that your conscious and unconscious mind each speak in a language the other can’t understand, they cannot communicate directly without a translator.

Your subconscious mind which “resides” in your pineal gland between your two brain hemispheres is the priest, messenger or translator. Jesus was a mythical representation of the subconscious mind becoming a perfect translator and going superconscious… christic consciousness… the awareness of being the All and an individual within that All, at the same time, the awareness of being Whole. You and your God need to become One, not two Ones battling it out thru the real you. This is done thru the Holy Spirit “the Holy Spirit will teach you everything”.  The Advocacy is my way of mythically containing the Holy Spirit or Spirit of the Whole. Spirit is purpose and the purpose of The Advocacy is to “Do what’s right for the Whole”. One and the same see?

The Advocacy is also a safe work place for a bunch of savants working toward resurrection. What this literally means is that I create a secret space in my mind for a bunch of savants to work in concert without being discovered, disrupted, or infiltrated by anyone with less than pure intentions. They were apparently “found” by the secret orders of the world in their last hidden work place, so I guess I’m a keeper of the flame too.

This is the kind of “meeting in secret places” that the secret orders were trying to prevent when America’s founding fathers were doing it during the revolution. They were all savants who could, thru their intentions and devotion to the Work “meet” and work together in a non-physical plane. I’m of the impression that they have found and lost these safe places to work many times over the ages, at times with disastrous consequences.

They are safe in my head, nobody gets into my head unless I allow it. A triple counter rotating hurricane of chaotic thoughts makes it impenetrable. There is technology that can read thoughts to an extent, but if anyone really wants to know what’s in your head, they have to go there. I have always been very protective of the work I do in my head and that’s how I protect it. You can enter that melee, but you’re not going to walk away from it a sane individual. Your mind would be flip flopping between states of order and disorder so fast you wouldn’t last even a fraction of a second without going insane.

I let the other savants in because I believe in their song “Give me the beat boys, to free my soul, I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift awaaay…”.

I don’t really let them in, their own intentions do. The Advocacy’s intentions are clear, we are hellbent on resurrection and anyone with those same intentions is free and welcome to join us. Come with any other intentions and you simply won’t find the place. The address is your intentions, if your intentions are wrong, so is the address.

I “assumed” the name John Peni El after what I did that created that arc/ark in me, it just kind of came into my head that I was supposed to use it for what I’m doing here. Not what I’m doing here in this blog, but in the world that’s in my head that’s about to come out of my head into this world. It’s closer to describing me and what I’m doing in the world right now than the name my physical parents gave me at birth, so I just go with it. The fact that I don’t join the Peni and El into one word is also deeply symbolic. Symbolically, I did meet God face to face in a place called pineal, but I didn’t stay there. If I had, I wouldn’t be of much use here to the people of this world and they’re kind of the whole point. I can return any time I wish and when the time is right, I will, with a whole lot of friends.

For your perusal:
R E A D I N G

Time of Reading
11:40 to 12:40 A. M.

1. HLC:  We seek at this time such information as will be of
value and interest to those present, including T. Mitchell
Hastings, Jr. in the next room, regarding the spiritual,
mental and physical changes which are coming to the earth.
You will tell us what part we may play in meeting and helping
others to understand these changes.  At the end of each
fifteen minute period you will pause, until I tell you to
continue, while the recording instrument is being arranged.
You will speak distinctly at a normal rate of speech, and you
will answer the questions which we will ask.

2. EC:  Yes; as each of you gathered here have your own
individual development, yet as each seeks to be a channel of
blessings to the fellow man, each attunes self to the Throne
of universal information.  And there may be accorded you that
which may be beneficial, not only in thine own experience,
but that which will prove helpful, hopeful, in the
experience of others.

3. Many an one may question you as to the sources, as to the
channel through such information that may be given you at
this time has come.  Know it has reached that which is as
high for each of you in your respective development as you
have merited, and do merit; and has accorded and does accord
to the realm of light that which may be aidful and helpful in
thine own experience, and in the experience of those that ye
in your service to thy fellow man may give unto others.

4. Hence, in giving the interpretation, MANY are present;
many of those whose names alone would bring to others awe –
discredit, yet – even a wonderment.  For, not only then must
the information be instructive but enlightening; yet it must
also be so given that it may be a PRACTICAL thing in the
experience of thine own self and in the experience of life of
thine fellow man.  Not only must it be informative in nature,
but it must also be that which is constructive; though
[pause] that which is informative and that which may be
enlightening and constructive must at times overlap one
another.

5. First, then:  There is soon to come into the world a body,
one of our own number here that to many
has been a representative of a sect, of a thought, of a
philosophy, of a group, yet one beloved of all men in all
places where the universality of God in the earth has been
proclaimed, where the oneness of the Father as God is known
and is consciously magnified in the activities of individuals
that proclaim the acceptable day of the Lord.  Hence that one
John, the beloved in the earth – his name shall be John, and
also at the place where he met face to face [Peniel].

6. When, where, is to be this one?  In the hearts and minds of
those that have set themselves in that position that they
become a channel through which spiritual, mental and material
things become one in the purpose and desires of that physical
body!

7. As to the material changes that are to be as an omen, as a
sign to those that this is shortly to come to pass – as has
been given of old, the sun will be darkened and the earth
shall be broken up in divers places – and THEN shall be
PROCLAIMED – through the spiritual interception in the hearts
and minds and souls of those that have sought His way – that
HIS star has appeared, and will point [pause] the way for
those that enter into the holy of holies in themselves.  For,
God the Father, God the Teacher, God the director, in the
minds and hearts of men, must ever be IN those that come
to know Him as first and foremost in the seeking of those
souls; for He is first the GOD to the individual and as He is
exemplified, as He is manifested in the heart and in the acts
of the body, of the individual, He becomes manifested before
men.  And those that seek in the latter portion of the year
of our Lord (as ye have counted in and among men) ’36, He
will appear.

8. As to the changes physical again:  The earth will be broken
up in the western portion of America.  The greater portion of
Japan must go into the sea.  The upper portion of Europe will
be changed as in the twinkling of an eye.  Land will appear
off the east coast of America.  There will be the upheavals
in the Arctic and in the Antarctic that will make for the
eruption of volcanos in the Torrid areas, and there will be
shifting then of the poles – so that where there has been
those of a frigid or the semi-tropical will become the more
tropical, and moss and fern will grow.  And these will begin
in those periods in ’58 to ’98, when these will be proclaimed
as the periods when His light will be seen again in the
clouds.  As to times, as to seasons, as to places, ALONE is
it given to those who have named the name – and who bear the
mark of those of His calling and His election in their
bodies.  To them it shall be given.

9. As to those things that deal with the mental of the earth,
these shall call upon the mountains to cover many.  As ye
have seen those in lowly places raised to those of power in
the political, in the machinery of nations’ activities, so
shall ye see those in high places reduced and calling on
the waters of darkness to cover them.  And those that in the
inmost recesses of theirselves awaken to the spiritual truths
that are to be given, and those places that have acted in
the capacity of teachers among men, the rottenness of those
that have ministered in places will be brought to light,
and turmoils and strifes shall enter.  And, as there is
the wavering of those that would enter as emissaries, as
teachers, from the throne of life, the throne of light, the
throne of immortality, and wage war in the air with those of
darkness, then know ye the Armageddon is at hand.  For with
the great numbers of the gathering of the hosts of those
that have hindered and would make for man and his weaknesses
stumblingblocks, they shall wage war with the spirits of
light that come into the earth for this awakening; that have
been and are being called by those of the sons of men into
the service of the living God.  For He, as ye have been told,
is not the God of the dead, not the God of those that have
forsaken Him, but those that love His coming, that love His
associations among men – the God of the LIVING, the God of
Life!  For, He IS Life.

10. Who shall proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord in him
that has been born in the earth in America?  Those from that
land where there has been the regeneration, not only of the
body but the mind and the spirit of men, THEY shall come and
declare that John Peniel is giving to the world the new ORDER
of things.  Not that these that have been proclaimed have
been refused, but that they are made PLAIN in the minds of
men, that they may know the truth and the truth, the life,
the light, will make them free.

11. I have declared this, that has been delivered unto me to
give unto you, ye that sit here and that hear and that see a
light breaking in the east, and have heard, have seen thine
weaknesses and thine faultfindings, and know that He will
make thy paths straight if ye will but live that YE KNOW this
day – then may the next step, the next word, be declared unto
thee.  For ye in your weakness [pause] have known the way,
through that as ye have made manifest of the SPIRIT of truth
and light that has been proclaimed into this earth, that has
been committed unto the keeping of Him that made of Himself
no estate but who brought into being all that ye see manifest
in the earth, and has declared this message unto thee:  “Love
the Lord thy God with all thine heart,” and the second is
like unto it, “Love thy neighbor as thyself.”  Who is thine
neighbor?  Him that ye may aid in whatsoever way that he, thy
neighbor, thy brother, has been troubled.  Help him to stand
on his own feet.  For such may only know the acceptable way.
The weakling, the unsteady, must enter into the crucible and
become as naught, even as He, that they may know the way.  I,
Halaliel, have spoken

 

 

The Purpose of Mystory – Personal Myth

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In doing all this each post is targeting multiple audiences on multiple levels. Each post has a distinct purpose and expected effect depending on the individual reader’s position and understanding. The posts are designed to convey different information to each individual that reads them, based on how deeply they’re able to see into things. How you read (or read into) each post depends on your current position in the progression toward resurrection. Like myth, they are designed to both conceal and reveal the Knowledge of Self.

In reality, I’m trying to establish communication between the various principles, powers and agencies within my Self thru myth and symbolic correspondences. One of the things we’ve done here is “personified” every individual function within our Self. On the world stage, we are each “acting out” one of those individual functions, but each of us also “contains” all of those functions within our whole self. What is about happen on the world stage is the ‘Greatest Show on Earth”. The show is written, directed, produced, and performed by all of Humanity for the sole purpose of teaching you about your Self and all the wonders contained therein.

On a personal level, my old world used my own personal mythos (world view in story form) to conceal knowledge of my true Self for my own benefit. It is no longer to my benefit to keep it concealed so I’m using the same mythos in reverse to reveal knowledge of my true self which in turn brings about my new world. “Know thy Self” – possibly the most famous quote in all mythology and for good reason, it pretty much sums up what ALL mythology is about.

Another way of putting it… personal myth is the story the subconscious mind tells our conscious mind about what our unconscious mind is up to. When that knowledge is destructive it is kept hidden. When it is constructive it is revealed, but ONLY as constructive uses become available. You can’t just start telling a completely new story, your conscious mind would have no frame of reference to comprehend it. You have to use the story you’re already familiar with and reverse engineer it in a way that keeps the story moving forward and not backward.

You can never use truth to reveal the truth when the truth isn’t known. You cannot use what is hidden to reveal what is hidden if you can’t see it. You need to use myth, a familiar story made up of lies, but lies that contain and lead to the truth.

 

 

The Greatest Story Never Told

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Is our own, the story of the Human race.

Look at the world and it seems like 7 billion people all running around like headless chickens grubbing for food and when the food runs out or they get too decrepit to grub anymore… they die.

There’s no story there so it can’t possibly be what we’re really up to.

The human race has always been up to something behind all that – the Work.

The Work is the job of Holy Resurrection. When you do what I did you get to see a glimpse of it. Seeing it for even a brief moment will restore every ounce of faith you’ve never had in the Human race, it did for me.

The reason is, you see what’s possible. Not just possible, I mean out of all the possible things you can do with what we have to build a perfect world, we explored and took every possibility to it’s utmost limit, things you’d never even dream were possible. It is the very pinnacle of what is possible out of ALL possibilities, the absolute grandest achievement any race or world can hope to obtain. By that very nature, it has come to be considered impossible by almost every other race in the universe. They have all tried and failed to the point of giving up… all but one – the Human race. We have never given up, we did the math, we know what is possible and we WILL prevail because that is what we do.

What we’re talking about is a world of Gods, living as free men. True brotherhood in a society of individuals, each and every one of whom control the entire world around them. Now you’d think that would be just like this world, only way more fucked up. A bunch of gods running around all trying to bend the entire world to their own will, that’s pretty much total chaos.

Not in the world we’re moving into. Not only do those god like powers NEVER come into conflict, they actually enhance each other in a harmonic way that builds even higher harmonic orders. What that means is a world where things are not just perfect, they’re getting more and more perfect all the time… for everyone… forever.

This is what all the blood, sweat, and tears were for my friends, the time has come to start enjoying the fruits of our labor. It’s time to stop telling History and start telling our own.

 

Mental Fishing and Hunting

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I used to fish and hunt in the real, physical sense when I was younger and could keep up with it. I had a few hernias and back problems and it got to be more effort than it was worth. The interesting thing was, I didn’t stop doing it, I just stopped doing it externally.

I remember doing it in my head when I was very young, before I could get to the woods or a lake on my bicycle. I was looking for answers, just as I am now and that’s how I got the majority of them. I fish and hunt for information, and it’s just like a real outing with all the same enjoyment, finesse, and nuances, just not near as much effort.

Fishing

What I do is find a clear spot in my mind. This isn’t the same as clearing it of all thoughts like I understand meditation to be. My thoughts are still there whirling around and past me at breakneck speed, I just find the eye of the hurricane so to speak.

Once there I have a neutral field or space to work in, then I go to work. Any question becomes a negative attractor in this neutral field. What makes it negative is your need to know the answer, the stronger your need to know the better the bait. So the question becomes the bait and all the thoughts in the hurricane whirling around my little neutral work space are the fish. The fish are a positive polarity and they very much want to hook up with the bait. Where my fishing skills come in is using the right bait for the fish I’m after under the right conditions. It is just like real fishing and for me it’s fun and relaxing because I don’t have to do anything but sit there and ponder.

It’s kind of interesting to note that some of the best deep sea fishing to be had anywhere in the world is in the eye of a hurricane. The weather is perfect and the big fish are always biting.

Hunting

I’m usually less aware of what I’m doing when I’m hunting than when fishing. I think this is because I’m trophy hunting very dangerous game much of the time. Many of my mental hunting trips have a distinctly military nature and feel to them. They can be enjoyable but it’s in a more “barely make it out alive by the seat of your pants” over-stimulation kind of way. I’m often completely exhausted afterward. It’s very much like remote viewing but I think my targeting parameters and protocols are different.

It’s a lot like fishing, except I don’t have to clear a space. I still make what I’m looking for the negative attractor but instead of making myself the question I make myself the answer that’s chasing it. The field is still neutral but it’s not calm, I’m in the melee. I set myself up as the positive “hunter” and use what I “need” to know about the target to locate it. I don’t do anything to identify the target itself because I can’t, it’s more like identifying the purpose for for which I seek it. The target then becomes a negative attractor that identifies itself in a neutral field of non-targets. All I have to do is bag it and bring it home, often times easier said than done.

Not every fishing or hunting trip ends up with a wall-hanger the first time around, many times they end up being mere scouting trips but you ALWAYS learn something about your game.

Anyone can do this, you just have to stop asking other people for answers and start asking yourself. Nobody knows you better than you. Personally, I like to skip the middle man and go right to the source whenever possible.