The Apollo Program

What they were doing with the Apollo space program was and is one of the most closely guarded secrets the world has ever known. It was so secret that many of the people who worked on it gave their own lives voluntarily to keep it that way. ALL records of the esoteric purpose of the program were destroyed, there are no written records of this left anywhere to the best of my knowledge.

I’m not sure if they ever physically put a man on the moon with the Apollo program, just as I have no verifiable way of knowing if Jesus or any other mythical figure was ever physically real. What I do know is they were using it to perform the highest ritual magic act I’ve ever seen.

The spiritual correspondences were astoundingly accurate. In order to understand what they were attempting you have to know the symbolic meaning and correspondences of the Earth, Sun, and Moon not just in a mythological sense, but also how they correspond inwardly with your own trinity.

Ever ask yourself why the hell they named it the Apollo program? Apollo was the Greek sun god, wtf does that have to do with putting a man on the moon?

Not a damned thing in the exoteric sense, in the esoteric sense they were attempting to create the Son of Man. E. Pluribus Unum – Out of Many… One. What they were up to is completely outlined by the symbolism on the back of a one dollar bill, including who was/is behind it all.

In this system of correspondence the Sun represents Man as the Son of God. The moon represents God (the old man in the moon or Father). So when they say they’re attempting to put a man on the moon, what they were really doing was magically creating the fertile conditions in America to raise the Son of Man. The spirit of America or her purpose, was always to raise the Son of Man, the founding fathers knew this when they went against their own secret orders to set things in motion.

They wanted to create a man who could communicate with the the All or God. The measurements and specifications for the rocket itself we’re all Earth measures straight from the Great Pyramid in Egypt. The Great Pyramid is also called the “pyramid of measures”. The measures of what? They are the measures of a Whole Man or the Son of Man, an absolutely average human being. We’re not talking what most people think of as average, I mean the precise, on the nuts, absolute mean average of the whole human race. How to apply those measures and achieve this was right out of the the Holy Bible.

Much of this was figured out by savants employed by their secret orders. It was those savants who also realized that this wasn’t something any of their respective orders could ever accomplish. The meekest of men risked life, limb, and everything dear to them to betray their own orders for what they believed in. They were right too, they knew that their brotherly fraternities would continue to fight amongst each other for a prize they could never obtain. They have until this day and it is they who are the top players in the global end game.

Enter the Son of Man, a holy priest after the Order of Melchizedek. I’m not sure what the word Melchizedek meant back then, but I know the gist of their story. They were a sect or order that wanted a priest who could represent all of them, but not of the priestly caste. They wouldn’t put any faith in anyone who hadn’t come from their own. How could anyone who never worked or suffered properly represent them all if he’d never been thru what they’d gone thru. More importantly, how could a priest who is the head member of an order fighting amongst other orders ever represent them all.

Back to being average, it doesn’t sound like much but if you were the absolute mean average there’s a lot you could do with it. The mean average of anything contains the whole of it in a microcosmic sense. It is a miniature of the whole thing in perfect proportion, it isn’t the whole but it accurately represents the whole because it contains everything the whole thing contains in the same proportions. This is what Jesus was talking about in the bible when he declared “what was my father’s is now mine”. It’s what Edgar Cayce meant when repeatedly asked about who Jesus was during a reading and he emphatically replied over and over “he was average”. It’s also what Cayce (Halaliel in this case) was referring to when he was talking about John Peni El meeting god face to face, and it is most definitely what they were trying to achieve with the Apollo program.

If you were average you’d be your own universal observatory, thru a knowledge and study of correspondences you could “see” what the whole human race was up to within yourself. Thru something NASA calls acoustic stepping and gating (essentially coupled  harmonic resonance or sympathetic vibration) you could effectively control the whole world around you.

You’d also be a sort of fulcrum or balance point for the entire human race, you move one way and the whole has to move with you or be thrown off balance (Egypt). Conversely, you could also use that to keep a teetering world in balance. If the mass moves too far one way or the other you can shift yourself as the fulcrum point and re-balance the load and then gradually bring her back to center (America). This is why one of the ancient names for the Sun/Son God was Bal… or “balance point”.

You could also know what the All or God knows which is essentially the entire experiential knowledge base of every human being that ever lived. Another way of putting that is gaining access to the Hall of Records. Another way of seeing it is your conscious mind gaining access to your unconscious mind.

You could also control the secret orders of the world, who in turn, control what’s happening in this world. This is clearly what John is telling the heads of the seven churches at the beginning of the book of Revelations. By way of becoming average he has effectively “contained” them because in being average he contains the whole and they are parts of said whole. Possession is 9/10 of the law and he threatens them with the one thing they’re afraid of, losing their power. He tells them to return to their first work, that of resurrection.

We’ll go into Revelations in way more detail later. You may have already guessed I’m talking about far more than I’m actually saying but we’ll leave it at that for now.

Symbolism in the mainstream media tells what happened to the Apollo program. The secret orders of the world took over NASA but their 7 primary initiates crashed and burned (as evidenced by the explosion and 7 deaths in the Challenger accident) as well as their backups or secondary initiates (as evidenced by the Columbia explosion and another 7 deaths).

Apollo was highly successful in spite of all this, there was another candidate that was pulled from the program even as they were taking it over. He was pulled because they thought he was too easily distracted, he couldn’t focus his mind on anything for more than a second or two. What they didn’t realize is that’s how it’s going to appear if you’re focusing on the whole thing. Focusing on any part or detail of the whole for more than a second or two will cause you to lose sight of the whole, which is supposed to be your object of focus.

He continued pursuing the goal of the program without the program or its handlers to support him. However it happened, the goal was achieved, America put a man on the moon in the esoteric sense. This is evidenced by a commercial the AdCouncil did some years back, the E.Pluribus Unum commercial with people from all races, religions and creeds standing up and saying “I’m an American” one after the other. Then at the end of the commercial the message on the screen says “E. Pluribus Unum – out of many… One”

I wonder how many Americans watched that commercial without knowing what it really meant or ever asking themselves “wtf does that mean “E. Pluribus Unum – out of many… One”? I think most people just assumed it was political propaganda relating to 9/11 that meant one nation from many races, like some sort of patriotic rally call. It did serve a purpose there as well, they wanted Americans emotionally “up in arms” but didn’t want that turning into hatred against Muslims in America.

A Puzzle

Most people know that there are some instances of 13 on the back of a one dollar bill, for example…

  • 13 letters in Annuit Coeptis
  • 13 letters in E Pluribus Unum
  • 13 arrows in the eagle’s talon
  • 13 leaves on the olive branch
  • 13 olives on the olive branch
  • etc

There are actually 13 instances of 13, some require a bit of creative thinking to discover but they’re all there. You can google for them, but the most you’ll find listed is about 7 or 8, the five I listed and perhaps 2 or 3 more.

The pyramid and eye are often attributed to the Illuminati, but I’ve never heard of any group or sect claiming any of the symbolism as their own. For the most part the symbols tell what is being done more so than who is doing it. They are describing humanity’s attempt to go for resurrection against all odds and succeeding. In the end, you’re the one doing it.

There is however a notable exception.

Since the human race began there has been a small but growing sect of people that devoutly believe in resurrection. When they were the Essenes they numbered around 200, when they were the Druids several hundred more, when they were the Templar Knights it was in the thousands, since then they have disappeared into the fabric of society. You won’t find them within a single group because that just paints a big red bullseye on their forehead.

The are the Keepers of the Flame, the warrior priests of the 13th tribe. They bear the torch of the Human race, and when one goes down another takes his place. Notice that the 13 instances of 13 are underlying or woven into ALL the other symbolism. That tells me no matter how many secret orders are involved and controlling parts of the Work, the 13th tribe is always in control of the whole Work.

Who is the 13th tribe?

There was originally one single unified human tribe that split into twelve divisions. There was never a 13th tribe in addition to the other twelve, it was all twelve of them together as one tribe. After the division one god became 12 gods, one for each tribe. The whole One God thing was rekindled by the 13th tribe, it may have even started with a single individual “keeper of the flame”. The movement all but died many times, existing like a candle in the wind until it was revived back in Egypt’s new kingdom by the pharaoh Akhenaten. At the time there were 12 mystery schools that taught how to get thru the afterlife (this is the afterlife btw, it’s not after you die here, you’re in it now). Akhenaten sacrificed Egypt itself to establish the 13th mystery school but without that sacrifice the movement would have died. Akhenaten was a true keeper of the flame.

The 13th tribe we’re talking about here is really a movement involving a “sect” of rogue members of the 12 tribes collectively working together to reunify them. This movement is “initiated” by the People, the whole of humanity… the real 13th tribe.

The Bible refers to them as the Elect. There is an exact ratio of these people in the global population, 1 in a million. Sometime between now and October of this year the Earth’s population will hit critical mass, the magic 7 billion number. Why is it magic? Because 7000 people of like mind and a single cause can change this world forever… and we will. We are the captain and crew of the warship God and we fight with and for the People against anything opposing the resurrection of the entire Human race. After eons of getting our asses handed to us by the secret orders of the world, we now have them in a position where their only prudent choice is to help us.

I’ve given the challenge to a lot of people to find all 13 instances, nobody has ever found them all and I never reveal it if they don’t find them on their own. It’s possible that the only way to find them all is by thinking like one of us (savants on a resurrection mission) but to be honest they’re all right there in plain sight. I suspect anyone sufficiently interested in knowing what all that rather odd symbolism is really about, can figure it out on their own.

 

Who is God?

In a word – YOU

The real question should be “who are you?

Let’s look at gods in myth. I loved Joseph Campbell, he was the only mythology professor in the entire public educational system that actually got what all those myths were about.

YOU

The oldest name for God in myth is “Hu”. It is in fact where the word “Human” comes from, it literally means “God in Man(ifestation)” Say it phonetically and it even sounds like “you”.

When you talk to God in your head, who are you really talking to? Be simple and honest about it… you’re talking to yourself thru your own trinity.

What do gods do in myths? All they really seem to be able to control in the world of men is circumstances. God only controls circumstances and Man only controls what can be done within any given set of circumstances – what we call free will

You may not want to believe that you’re god (tho no more or less so than anyone else) but you’ll never be able to control the circumstances around you if you keep thinking God is something completely removed from you.

This is the one failing I see in every new age teaching. They all have a different politely correct term for it… god, life force, the source, the universe, the divine, etc. What they never tell you (because they’re afraid to go there) and what makes any other info they’re delivering all but useless, is that it’s YOU.

Pretty clever really, how can you control something you can’t ever find, much less see or touch?

You can and do control the circumstances in your life, when you combine this with the ability to use any set of circumstances to your advantage you pretty much have the tools necessary to completely control the world around you, because the world around you IS you.

Here’s how you’re doing it…

Your mind is rotating thru the 3 aspects of your trinity all the time, just like the Zodiac. About a third of the time we’re playing God. Everyone no matter their position in life gets in positions of authority throughout any given day. It is what you do when your in a position of authority in these moments that controls the circumstances you endure. The reason we NEVER pick up on this and put 2 and 2 together is because we think we’re doing it to someone else. You can actually experiment with this and prove it to yourself.

It’s probably going to be more subtle than you’re expecting, you might not see it as a position of authority. A more obvious example of a position of authority would be one where you’re controlling another’s actions thru your own. We savor it even more if there’s nothing they can do about it. An example of this could be driving 55 in the left lane on the highway and blocking everyone behind you that wants to go faster.

You’re not blocking them, you’re blocking yourself. To look for the effects, you wouldn’t look for someone doing exactly the same thing to you the next day, that’s not how it works or we’d have all figured it out by now. You look for the basic or elementary action, you’d look for it as some type of action that blocks something you want to do in your life.

A more subtle example would be what I’m doing here. There is a part of me that has already figured all of this out. I allow that part of me to occupy a position of authority in order to teach the rest of myself what is going on. I get the gist of all this stuff in an academic sense but I need to teach myself how to apply it and that’s what I’m doing here. It’s not the words you’re seeing that are doing it, it’s the magical or symbolic gesture behind it.

In my life everything I do is a symbolic gesture, nothing is ever what it seems to be on the surface. I suspect that’s true for all of us, it’s certainly true for the human race and what we’re up to here. On the surface it doesn’t make sense, but when you look at the symbolic gestures underneath it all and begin to understand them, it starts making a whole lot of sense.

There are other mitigating factors, like attitude, emotional state, intentions, and the amount of will force applied, but that’s essentially how it works.

I got lucky in figuring it out. Being autistic I was very strongly focused on teaching people a lesson when they offended me. I never wanted to harm anyone or wished them harm, I just wanted to teach them a lesson. Well, it took over 40 years of doing it but I finally figured out who was actually getting all those lessons… Me.

It was the right thing to do, I’ve put them all to good use. There is also a lesson here in messing with your own creative forces. Don’t ever try to outsmart your own God, there is a reason if you don’t know how this works and you should always know why you’re doing something before you go changing it and messing everything up.

Even when revealing the truth to yourself, there is a definite order that must be followed. For instance, I know, and we probably all know at some level that we’re in complete control of everything in our reality. The begging question is, if we control it and can make any reality we want, why create a world that sucks, full of conflict, strife and suffering? You need to figure that out within yourself to your own satisfaction BEFORE you figure out how to change it or you will fuck up your own creative process at a point where it was nearly complete and have to start all over.

There are no cheats, no exploits, no shortcuts, just a lot of hard work. The good news is, all the blood, sweat, and tears are worth it a thousand times over and that’s why we do it.

 

 

What “The Advocacy” Advocates

In a word… Resurrection. More specifically what the bible refers to as Holy Resurrection. We can translate that into Whole Resurrection or resurrection of the whole of humanity. This is in opposition to Ascension, the current way things are done and the way they’ve been done for as long as anyone can remember. We’re going to be talking later about what the difference is, why we advocate Resurrection over Ascension (it’s a no brainer really, once you do the math) and what that all means in a way that’s personally relevant and applicable in your everyday life.

 

Who Am I?

Nobody, somebody, everybody… I’m not sure really. I’m just an individual who has spent his entire life in a highly focused effort to figure things out. I’m talking about this world, figuring out just wtf we’re doing here and why. This isn’t just a hobby for me, I have focused every conceivable aspect of my life towards this single endeavor. The whole point of doing this seems to be to share the knowledge gained with the rest of the world.  I’m not fooling myself into thinking I’ve got the whole thing figured out yet, not quite. I am however most of the way there by all accountable signs and I believe success to be eminent. About the only thing I’ve ever truly “known” in my life is that I can, and WILL do this thing I’m trying to do.

I am I guess, a savant because of what I can do in my head. Many savants are lucky in that they are also adept at some form of artistic expression which enables them to bring their ideas into this world. I’ve never enjoyed that advantage, being autistic, it has all been trapped in my head banging at the walls for the last 50 years desperately trying to get out. I have this huge story to tell and I don’t even know where to start because the story doesn’t really have a beginning or end. It is our story, the story of the Human race and what we put ourselves thru to achieve the impossible, it is in fact the greatest story NEVER told.

Due to the nature of what I’m studying and doing, I’m operating just this side of crazy most of the time and that’s probably going to be apparent here. I make no apologies or promises, but I’ll try as best I can to present things in a way that’s useful. I also don’t plan on telling this whole story by my lonesome either, I couldn’t if I wanted to… it’s bigger than big. I do have a posse out there tho, a small but dedicated group of people with a mind to change the world. Hopefully they’ll be jumping on the bandwagon soon to help present things in a better way when I’m struggling.

Revolution in the Heir

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There is a revolution in the works, the likes of which the Human race has never seen. The Power behind this revolution is Absolute, it has been decreed by the People that this will be done, there are no subordinate powers, forces, laws, or intelligences that can oppose our Work. That being said, it is very important to keep in mind that this is a revolution, NOT a rebellion. It takes place in the field of human consciousness, the true battles will be fought not on the streets of our cities, but in the hearts and minds of Humanity. My name is John Peni El and I am the founder of The Advocacy, a metaphysical mystery school at the very Heart of this revolution.

Established in the ancient tradition of the 13th mystery school, The Advocacy was created by the People, of the People, and for the People. It is the People… the Whole of Humanity, powering and guiding our sacred endeavor. While The Advocacy is primarily focused on learning, it is also the People’s own “secular order”, a priesthood working in seclusion to make sure the only winner in the end game being played on the global stage right now, is our Humanity.

The time has come my friends, to unify and watch our flag ascend. “We the People” are declaring our independence from the sorcery and signs of this world… right here, right now. The Advocacy hereby invokes our Holy Rite, igniting the most powerful and meaningful movement the Human race has ever known.

Welcome to the secret American Revolution 🙂