If you google it, you’ll find a number of people using the name. I’m not going to call bullshit on anyone. I don’t know what their purpose is in using it and I’m not really trying to figure it out. I have my own work to do, my own purpose for using it and I’m not into stepping on anyone else’s game. I’m going to play my game and allow everyone else to play theirs. My real hope is that they all enhance one another.

What I will say is that my interpretation of what the name means is quite a bit different from theirs, mostly because of what I achieved in a metaphysical sense and the position I’m in because of it.

The name means something, it denotes what I’ve done, the way I did it, and the function or service I perform within the Body of Humanity as a result of it.

It means the same thing as El I Jah, which describes the same thing, but in the other direction. El I Jah – John Peni El = what was done in Egypt and what is now being done in America to reverse it. Egypt meant “black earth = black heart” and what the priests did effectively closed or reversed the flow of the heart chakra. The Earth IS the heart of the universe, literally, the heart chakra of the cosmic man. America is attempting to reverse this flow because it’s a necessary step to achieve resurrection. You’ll know it when it happens, you won’t be able to feel anything but joy afterward. People think they experience love now, we do, it’s just in reverse. What most people think of as love is merely attraction and emotional vestments in an illusion that isn’t even real.

The way that is being done is thru 7000 savants the bible refers to as the Elect mentally controlling the core progression of their own cosmic bodies (stars) turning them into black holes then funneling the power from those thru the Son of Man to turn the Earth itself into a supermassive black hole. Sound far out? It’s already been done. We’re only waiting for the Earth’s population to hit 7 billion, that will give us the gravitational power and rotational velocity needed to create a torsion field that will literally twist the entire universe inside out, or more appropriately… outside in.

I couldn’t help but smile when I read Hawking’s book “A Brief History of Time” and what he theorized about black holes. He was spot on, and in my mind there’s no way anyone that brilliant can NOT put 2 and 2 together.

He was talking about entropy and theorizing about how super advanced civilizations might get rid of entropy by dumping it into a black hole. He said the only caveat was that the black hole would continue to grow in size from all the entropy being dumped into it. It would become supermassive, a black hole this size would have an extremely intense magnetic field “much like that of the Earth”. His own words. There’s no way he didn’t see a connection there, you’d think anyway.

He said this supermassive black hole would eventually expand it’s event horizon to envelope the universe. This is exactly what happened here on earth, we just don’t see it that way. The whole thing is based on the spiritual teaching “the stone that the builders refused will always be the head corner stone”.

Doing the math it says there are two possible ways to avoid that trap of all traps. You can refuse no stone, which may not actually be possible – OR – you can use only the stones the other builders refused, which may require a massive amount of patience.

The Earth is a giant ball of shit, that’s what the scarab symbolizes when he rolls his ball of dung around. Thru the reincarnation cycle, we come here to build our next world (heaven) but in so doing we leave the shit we don’t want in it behind here on Earth. It’s not really that we don’t want it, we just see it that way. It’s because we can’t keep everything to remake the whole in balance so we leave what we can’t balance behind and ascend. The goal however is resurrection, to completely divide yourself, remake yourself in the new image of what you want to be using ALL the parts and leaving nothing behind.

This is essentially what’s happening when Jesus ascends on a cloud with a promise to return to save the rest of Humanity. He fucked up his resurrection and had to ascend leaving some shit behind, with the “promise” that he would be back thru the cycles again and again and again… until he got it right. The first 3 or synaptic gospels are the yada, yada, yada of the reincarnation/ascension cycles and what follows each is yet another gospel with the same fail results. In the fourth or Gospel of John, it’s different. It is followed by everything leading up to and Revelations, which leads to a new heaven ON earth, not a new heaven AND earth. Heaven is the abode of Gods, Earth is the abode of men, Heaven on Earth is the abode of Humans or GodMen. Btw, John of the fourth gospel and Revelations and John Peni El are (at least functionally) one and the same.

Anyway, in a metaphysical and spiritual sense, this is exactly what Hawking was talking about. In going thru the reincarnation cycle here on Earth, we are essentially doing just what he said, dumping the disorder or entropy from all our worlds in the universe into this world. The name “John” isn’t synonymous with a toilet by accident, it refers to the ability to use all the shit everyone else refused, and funnel it all towards the singular goal of resurrection. If you’re patient enough, eventually everything is refused and you have all the parts of the whole “at your disposal”.

John also represents you while you’re here, you’ve left your previous wife (old world) in search of another woman (new world). That’s called a John. This world is called a harlot or whore because she can’t decide which man she wants to be with… this world doesn’t do what you want her to because she is always catering to other individual desires at the same time. That doesn’t make a lot of sense unless you remember that in the world you came from, everything went your way. In heaven, your world caters to you and only you, she is a loyal and loving wife.

Peni means “one” and El means both All and Electricity which are kind of the same thing. What it’s referring to in the best sense I can explain it, is the individual in you meeting the God in you, within your Self. In a biological sense, this means that you will use all the emotional (electrical) energy saved up from all the conflict and suffering in your life to create an arc/ark. An “arc” is electrical and fires thru your pineal gland to connect your two brain hemispheres allowing instant communication between your unconscious and conscious mind. An “ark” is the state of consciousness you will be living in while in transition between worlds. Since the worlds are so far apart, it takes a transitory world to get from one to the other, this is your ark in a spiritual sense.

The way this plays out in your own head is a complete rearranging of your world view, a piece at a time. Your mind is constantly re-ordering stuff trying to come up with a Whole World view that doesn’t leave anything out or unexplained. At some point this should turn into a crystal clear understanding of the whole thing. This is what I think I’m very close to achieving and what I plan on sharing with the world.

What I want to do is put the mysteries of this world into plain English (American) so that they are within reach of everyone. If I’m able to explain this stuff to myself in plainly understandable terms, then all the world really wants or needs from me is to know how I’m seeing things. Yet another reason to be average, it’s the closest thing there is to a reference model in a world that every individual sees differently. Worlds are imagined, there is no reality in the way we’ve come to think of it. The closest thing to a real world is an average of all the imagined realities. E. Pluribus Unum – out of many… One.

Back around late 1997 – early 1998 I used the accumulated emotional energy that I had saved up within me like a capacitor from a life of struggle and conflict. I felt the electrical discharge go off and flood my entire being. I got the mental impression of my mind being a star going supernova, expanding my event horizon (consciousness) to envelope the whole universe. It’s hard to explain what happened exactly but I got a lot of impressions and visuals flooding thru my mind. One was planting a American flag on the moon and claiming it for all Humanity. There was also a gravitational slingshot maneuver using the Sun within my own trinity so I could use my own inertia to change direction and gain velocity in the new direction at the same time. In other words, I did a complete 180 without even having to slow down, I actually gained velocity from it. Sometime after there was also what looked like a tornado or whirlpool of golden glass above my head funneling a torrent of power into me.

In a single moment I knew somehow that I had just done something incredible… I didn’t understand it, but I knew that I had just come into a very serious amount of power. Pure, unadulterated, absolute power. I knew somehow that the best thing, the only thing to do, was to give it right back. I needed a way to take the power out of my hands as a man, and out of my hands as a God and put it back where it belonged. I mentally “gave birth” to the only original thought I’ve ever had… a single thought that could “contain” all the other thoughts in my head – The Advocacy. I founded The Advocacy as a way of containing that power so it was controlled by the Whole, not the One or the All. It is after all, people power, it should be controlled by the people. The people now have at their complete disposal, their very own secret order.

It may not seem like much more than an idealistic fantasy here, but the secret orders of the world know what we have done. They know we occupy a position of power that we cannot be moved out of by any force, and they know just how powerful that position is.

The Advocacy’s creed is “Do what is right for the Whole”. As stupidly simple as it might sound, it goes deeper than you might think. Within ourselves there are always two sides at war, one side “god” represents the All as One. The other side “man” represents the individual as One. They fight thru a medium that we see as the world around us. That’s why when you fight the good and noble fight, it seems like the whole world is against you.

It’s not, it’s the god in you smacking around the man in you thru what we see as a world of circumstances beyond our control. To get it to stop, you need to find out why and how it’s happening and that means talking to God. To do that you need a priest since “no man has ever seen God face to face”. What that really means is that your conscious and unconscious mind each speak in a language the other can’t understand, they cannot communicate directly without a translator.

Your subconscious mind which “resides” in your pineal gland between your two brain hemispheres is the priest, messenger or translator. Jesus was a mythical representation of the subconscious mind becoming a perfect translator and going superconscious… christic consciousness… the awareness of being the All and an individual within that All, at the same time, the awareness of being Whole. You and your God need to become One, not two Ones battling it out thru the real you. This is done thru the Holy Spirit “the Holy Spirit will teach you everything”.  The Advocacy is my way of mythically containing the Holy Spirit or Spirit of the Whole. Spirit is purpose and the purpose of The Advocacy is to “Do what’s right for the Whole”. One and the same see?

The Advocacy is also a safe work place for a bunch of savants working toward resurrection. What this literally means is that I create a secret space in my mind for a bunch of savants to work in concert without being discovered, disrupted, or infiltrated by anyone with less than pure intentions. They were apparently “found” by the secret orders of the world in their last hidden work place, so I guess I’m a keeper of the flame too.

This is the kind of “meeting in secret places” that the secret orders were trying to prevent when America’s founding fathers were doing it during the revolution. They were all savants who could, thru their intentions and devotion to the Work “meet” and work together in a non-physical plane. I’m of the impression that they have found and lost these safe places to work many times over the ages, at times with disastrous consequences.

They are safe in my head, nobody gets into my head unless I allow it. A triple counter rotating hurricane of chaotic thoughts makes it impenetrable. There is technology that can read thoughts to an extent, but if anyone really wants to know what’s in your head, they have to go there. I have always been very protective of the work I do in my head and that’s how I protect it. You can enter that melee, but you’re not going to walk away from it a sane individual. Your mind would be flip flopping between states of order and disorder so fast you wouldn’t last even a fraction of a second without going insane.

I let the other savants in because I believe in their song “Give me the beat boys, to free my soul, I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift awaaay…”.

I don’t really let them in, their own intentions do. The Advocacy’s intentions are clear, we are hellbent on resurrection and anyone with those same intentions is free and welcome to join us. Come with any other intentions and you simply won’t find the place. The address is your intentions, if your intentions are wrong, so is the address.

I “assumed” the name John Peni El after what I did that created that arc/ark in me, it just kind of came into my head that I was supposed to use it for what I’m doing here. Not what I’m doing here in this blog, but in the world that’s in my head that’s about to come out of my head into this world. It’s closer to describing me and what I’m doing in the world right now than the name my physical parents gave me at birth, so I just go with it. The fact that I don’t join the Peni and El into one word is also deeply symbolic. Symbolically, I did meet God face to face in a place called pineal, but I didn’t stay there. If I had, I wouldn’t be of much use here to the people of this world and they’re kind of the whole point. I can return any time I wish and when the time is right, I will, with a whole lot of friends.

For your perusal:
R E A D I N G

Time of Reading
11:40 to 12:40 A. M.

1. HLC:  We seek at this time such information as will be of
value and interest to those present, including T. Mitchell
Hastings, Jr. in the next room, regarding the spiritual,
mental and physical changes which are coming to the earth.
You will tell us what part we may play in meeting and helping
others to understand these changes.  At the end of each
fifteen minute period you will pause, until I tell you to
continue, while the recording instrument is being arranged.
You will speak distinctly at a normal rate of speech, and you
will answer the questions which we will ask.

2. EC:  Yes; as each of you gathered here have your own
individual development, yet as each seeks to be a channel of
blessings to the fellow man, each attunes self to the Throne
of universal information.  And there may be accorded you that
which may be beneficial, not only in thine own experience,
but that which will prove helpful, hopeful, in the
experience of others.

3. Many an one may question you as to the sources, as to the
channel through such information that may be given you at
this time has come.  Know it has reached that which is as
high for each of you in your respective development as you
have merited, and do merit; and has accorded and does accord
to the realm of light that which may be aidful and helpful in
thine own experience, and in the experience of those that ye
in your service to thy fellow man may give unto others.

4. Hence, in giving the interpretation, MANY are present;
many of those whose names alone would bring to others awe –
discredit, yet – even a wonderment.  For, not only then must
the information be instructive but enlightening; yet it must
also be so given that it may be a PRACTICAL thing in the
experience of thine own self and in the experience of life of
thine fellow man.  Not only must it be informative in nature,
but it must also be that which is constructive; though
[pause] that which is informative and that which may be
enlightening and constructive must at times overlap one
another.

5. First, then:  There is soon to come into the world a body,
one of our own number here that to many
has been a representative of a sect, of a thought, of a
philosophy, of a group, yet one beloved of all men in all
places where the universality of God in the earth has been
proclaimed, where the oneness of the Father as God is known
and is consciously magnified in the activities of individuals
that proclaim the acceptable day of the Lord.  Hence that one
John, the beloved in the earth – his name shall be John, and
also at the place where he met face to face [Peniel].

6. When, where, is to be this one?  In the hearts and minds of
those that have set themselves in that position that they
become a channel through which spiritual, mental and material
things become one in the purpose and desires of that physical
body!

7. As to the material changes that are to be as an omen, as a
sign to those that this is shortly to come to pass – as has
been given of old, the sun will be darkened and the earth
shall be broken up in divers places – and THEN shall be
PROCLAIMED – through the spiritual interception in the hearts
and minds and souls of those that have sought His way – that
HIS star has appeared, and will point [pause] the way for
those that enter into the holy of holies in themselves.  For,
God the Father, God the Teacher, God the director, in the
minds and hearts of men, must ever be IN those that come
to know Him as first and foremost in the seeking of those
souls; for He is first the GOD to the individual and as He is
exemplified, as He is manifested in the heart and in the acts
of the body, of the individual, He becomes manifested before
men.  And those that seek in the latter portion of the year
of our Lord (as ye have counted in and among men) ’36, He
will appear.

8. As to the changes physical again:  The earth will be broken
up in the western portion of America.  The greater portion of
Japan must go into the sea.  The upper portion of Europe will
be changed as in the twinkling of an eye.  Land will appear
off the east coast of America.  There will be the upheavals
in the Arctic and in the Antarctic that will make for the
eruption of volcanos in the Torrid areas, and there will be
shifting then of the poles – so that where there has been
those of a frigid or the semi-tropical will become the more
tropical, and moss and fern will grow.  And these will begin
in those periods in ’58 to ’98, when these will be proclaimed
as the periods when His light will be seen again in the
clouds.  As to times, as to seasons, as to places, ALONE is
it given to those who have named the name – and who bear the
mark of those of His calling and His election in their
bodies.  To them it shall be given.

9. As to those things that deal with the mental of the earth,
these shall call upon the mountains to cover many.  As ye
have seen those in lowly places raised to those of power in
the political, in the machinery of nations’ activities, so
shall ye see those in high places reduced and calling on
the waters of darkness to cover them.  And those that in the
inmost recesses of theirselves awaken to the spiritual truths
that are to be given, and those places that have acted in
the capacity of teachers among men, the rottenness of those
that have ministered in places will be brought to light,
and turmoils and strifes shall enter.  And, as there is
the wavering of those that would enter as emissaries, as
teachers, from the throne of life, the throne of light, the
throne of immortality, and wage war in the air with those of
darkness, then know ye the Armageddon is at hand.  For with
the great numbers of the gathering of the hosts of those
that have hindered and would make for man and his weaknesses
stumblingblocks, they shall wage war with the spirits of
light that come into the earth for this awakening; that have
been and are being called by those of the sons of men into
the service of the living God.  For He, as ye have been told,
is not the God of the dead, not the God of those that have
forsaken Him, but those that love His coming, that love His
associations among men – the God of the LIVING, the God of
Life!  For, He IS Life.

10. Who shall proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord in him
that has been born in the earth in America?  Those from that
land where there has been the regeneration, not only of the
body but the mind and the spirit of men, THEY shall come and
declare that John Peniel is giving to the world the new ORDER
of things.  Not that these that have been proclaimed have
been refused, but that they are made PLAIN in the minds of
men, that they may know the truth and the truth, the life,
the light, will make them free.

11. I have declared this, that has been delivered unto me to
give unto you, ye that sit here and that hear and that see a
light breaking in the east, and have heard, have seen thine
weaknesses and thine faultfindings, and know that He will
make thy paths straight if ye will but live that YE KNOW this
day – then may the next step, the next word, be declared unto
thee.  For ye in your weakness [pause] have known the way,
through that as ye have made manifest of the SPIRIT of truth
and light that has been proclaimed into this earth, that has
been committed unto the keeping of Him that made of Himself
no estate but who brought into being all that ye see manifest
in the earth, and has declared this message unto thee:  “Love
the Lord thy God with all thine heart,” and the second is
like unto it, “Love thy neighbor as thyself.”  Who is thine
neighbor?  Him that ye may aid in whatsoever way that he, thy
neighbor, thy brother, has been troubled.  Help him to stand
on his own feet.  For such may only know the acceptable way.
The weakling, the unsteady, must enter into the crucible and
become as naught, even as He, that they may know the way.  I,
Halaliel, have spoken