Revolution in the Heir

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There is a revolution in the works, the likes of which the Human race has never seen. The Power behind this revolution is Absolute, it has been decreed by the People that this will be done, there are no subordinate powers, forces, laws, or intelligences that can oppose our Work. That being said, it is very important to keep in mind that this is a revolution, NOT a rebellion. It takes place in the field of human consciousness, the true battles will be fought not on the streets of our cities, but in the hearts and minds of Humanity. My name is John Peni El and I am the founder of The Advocacy, a metaphysical mystery school at the very heart of this revolution.

Established in the tradition of the 13th mystery school, The Advocacy was created by the People, of the People, and for the People. It is the People… the Whole of Humanity, behind this revolution. While The Advocacy is primarily focused on learning, it is also the People’s own “sacred order”, a priesthood working in secret to make sure the only winner in the end game being played on the global stage right now, is YOU.

The time has come my friends, to unify and watch our flag ascend. “We the People” are declaring our independence from the sorcery and signs of this world… right here, right now. The Advocacy hereby invokes our Holy Rite, igniting the most powerful and meaningful movement the Human race has ever known.

Welcome to the New American Revolution.

 

Cain and Abel

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The story of Cain and Abel is a detailed description of the separation of our higher and lower selves. Get ready because here comes another one of my cartoon depictions of how it goes.

Cain and Abel come out of the womb as brothers, separate but still together and unified within the trinity. Gradually they begin to grow apart, Abel or “able” refers to our inherent abilities to control the world around us… our “god like” natural abilities. Cain is Ican… “I can do anything!”, but of course he can’t because he is becoming a mere man as his abilities are being separated from him.

In a musical sense, Abel represents harmony and Cain represents dissonance. The harder Cain tries to make things more harmonious or “pleasing to god” the worse it gets. When Cain beats his brother Abel to death, what we are seeing is the introduction of “beating” thru acts of dissonance. These acts of dissonance can be seen as “signs” or sins, the gestures man makes to create dissonance. Once dissonance reaches a certain threshold, the beat of life begins for the Human heart.

I remember the separation when I was young, I remember laying in my crib hovering over my body and lamenting at what I would be putting that boy thru in this world. I remember my abilities leaving me and the rage I felt over it. People like me used to be called “idiot savants” because I really am separated into a complete idiot who can’t find his ass with both hands, and a savant with abilities that are off the charts. People around me are always overestimating the idiot and underestimating the savant in me because they are often masquerading as one another.

I also know all too well what it’s like to go thru life trying only to please the world around you and failing miserably because you lack the where-with-all to even read a situation properly and formulate an appropriate response. This isn’t because I’m stupid or not trying, it’s because I’m ignorant and don’t know what to do. The reason I’m ignorant is because every ability I have is being dedicated toward resurrection within my higher self, leaving my lower self to fend for itself with nothing but a lever, wheel, and a piece of string. It’d be nice to even know what I’m supposed to do with them.

So we get the gist of what’s happening there, Cain beats Abel to death and Abel of course goes to be with god… our abilities are separated from us leaving us as mere mortals without our abilities. So now our higher self can only “do good” and our lower self can only “do evil”, but remember they are both you. On to the next chapter in the story.

God is all about harmony and dislikes Cain because Cain, no matter how hard he tries, cannot but create dissonance. So why then does god throw a ring of protection around Cain? Why is it that the one dude ruining the harmony of life is shielded by the very god that depends on said harmony to maintain his own mental balance? Even the described repercussions for doing anything against Cain for his infractions follow musical laws and have to do with harmonics, overtones, and rhythm but the question remains. Why does god preserve and protect Cain when the only thing he knows how to do is cause trouble?

Once again, if you think about it at all, it starts becoming evident in about 2 or 3 steps. God is no more able to destroy Cain than Cain is able to destroy god. He is not capable of destruction, he can only do good remember? So it becomes a battle of brother against brother, good vs evil, one constantly destroying and the other constantly creating, but once again remember… they’re both you. It would be like shooting your own foot letting one destroy the other, you won’t die but you did something really stupid that’s going to take more “time” to recover from.

In ascension Cain is essentially killed by Abel. You sacrifice your “self” for your abilities. You now ARE those abilities, you just aren’t YOU anymore. Man never wins, because he has no real abilities without the help of his god. Man is a slave hoping his higher self will produce fruits for his labors (resurrection) so he doesn’t have to slave any more. To be fair and reasonable tho, if the fruit sucks you’re better off cutting down the tree and planting a new one, which is why we go thru the ascension/reincarnation cycle in the first place.

This story is included in the bible because this world is “raising Cain”. Cain is actually the Human Heart, the Seed of Life itself and is the only thing worth protecting in this world. He HAS to be shielded or his own ignorance would destroy him, it would be a world full of Icans running around beating each other to death for no apparent reason… the headless chicken dance. The reason it’s not a headless chicken dance is because our higher selves are busy creating while we’re destroying, we’re just too ignorant to notice.

In another sense, on this side we are razing Cain, on the other side we’re raising Cain. On this side we’re destroying the old Earth and on the other side we’re creating a new Earth, but always remember… they’re both you. Since they’re both you, what we’re really talking about here is us regaining our god like creative abilities. The reason we cannot even fathom a world full of individuals all having godlike superpowers getting along is because right now we’re still seeing things thru the eyes of man. To even gain these powers you have to be thinking creatively, it’s really not even possible to destroy each other with them.

In a more real sense, there are people and groups of people in this world that believe you can eliminate disorder by killing Cain… if they could find him. What keeps them at bay is MAD – Mutual Assured Destruction. They believe that there is a single man who functions as a central keynote perpetuating all the evils of the world, this would be the Son of Man raised in America. Some of them believe this so strongly that they would destroy an entire nation of people to eliminate him. Luciferians support him, Satanists seek to destroy him.

I would advise caution because doing so would completely destroy what they are attempting to fix. The only one capable of correcting it is the person they seek to eliminate. The Son of Man sayeth “you cannot do it without me”. He is literally the balance point of Humanity, the fulcrum of the scale of life… guess wtf is going to happen if you remove or even disturb that. When Jesus was crucified what happened in the hours immediately following? The order of everything collapsed, stars fell from heaven, seas boiled, it was a whole scale cataclysmic collapse on a universal level, the ultimate atomic bomb… MAD.

This is the power of a priest in whole correspondence, the Crucifixion doesn’t just kill the Son of Man, it kills an entire creation gone awry so we can begin a new one – thru the Son of Man and acoustic stepping and gating. The ultimate Adam bomb, created by Los Alamos and Bell (Bal) Labs, brought to you by NASA and JPL. Remember that this metaphysical technology also works in reverse, it can either disassociate or re-associate all atomic bonds on a universal scale.

Satanists might even think they can get a leg up by using this to their advantage, an easy one click destruction of the universe so they can remake it in their own image. I’d offer that they might want to save themselves another few hundred trillion years of work by supporting resurrection. You can remake the world in your image but it will collapse just as they always do, or you can help remake the world in OUR image and it will never collapse. Plan A means you dominate the world until you run out of juice and the next overly ambitious dude comes along. Plan B means you get your perfect world without having to dominate it and you never run out of juice, but Plan B was really Plan A all along.

In another light, it’s just brotherly love. For me it’s about fixing a broken heart, I want to know what love is. The closest thing I have to equate to an actual experience of love has been those memories of times when the twin brothers within me touched one another. In my crib lamenting, in a vision I had where I was being chased by the fear of my own abilities until my heart felt like it would explode. On my last heartbeat I decided to turn around and face what I was running from and when I did I saw myself. In that instant I felt love, all of it everywhere embracing me. I experience ecstatic little twinges of it when I look back on what those brothers have been thru together. The incredible trust in my higher self by my lower self, and even more amazing, the trust in my lower self by my higher self gained from both sides sticking with each other and sticking it out against all odds.

Within myself there is a new relationship forming, my higher self after never being satisfied with my lower self is now beaming with pride, my lower self is beginning to see what my higher self is capable of and revels in awe as I realize that’s ME I’m looking at.

In Deo Confido – “In God We Trust” is on every piece of American money of every denomination and it is the global currency. Not only have I espoused my belief by living this creed, it’s my family motto. This is deeply symbolic because the Human race is essentially an idiot savant as well. On the surface we do the headless chicken dance, but while we’re busy acting like idiots trying to find our asses with both hands, our “god” or higher self is busy making things right with abilities we can scarcely comprehend. Moreover, the reason man’s god is so powerful is because man isn’t. If we weren’t idiots our god wouldn’t be god, it is the sacrifice of Humanity in order to achieve something neither man nor god could accomplish on their own. Something so profound that neither side can fully comprehend it until it happens.

Chickadees

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We all have animal totems, animals that we have a certain affinity for. It seems that we have one for each element, and my Air element totem is apparently a Chickadee.

You’d think you’d want something majestic like a mighty eagle or wise old owl, but I’m actually pretty happy with chickadees. It started out popping them with BB guns when I was little, but gradually became a real affection and admiration for them. Chickadees are cool in a number of ways.

No other bird messes with chickadees, because if you mess with one chickadee you’re messing with all of them. I’ve seen them swarm crows so bad the crows couldn’t fly and tumbled out of the air. Chickadees are so efficient at protecting the flock that other sweet and mild mannered birds like cardinals will frequently hang around them. The chickadees allow any sweet, sociable, non-flocking bird species to be among them and seem to enjoy the company.

They have a highly advanced but very simple social structure, they’re like the Hopi of the bird world. They are rarely if ever aggressive with one another and if a little spat does break out, it’s over in less than a second. I used to live in the inner city and feed the birds. I had one feeder and hundreds of chickadees. I used to watch them for hours as they chatted away taking turns at the feeder. They’d line up along the fence in a queue and then take turns at the feeder without any hogging or squabbling and it’s clearly voluntary. Nobody is making them do it, chickadees just love to play fair.

The benefit of fair play is play itself. Chickadees are the most sociable bird I know of, they absolutely love to talk and play ALL the time. They’ll talk to anyone, if you even make an attempt at their call they will always answer back and keep chatting away until you tire of the conversation. They have basically 3 calls, all part of the same fractal progression, which brings us to the real reason for this post.

The chickadee calls first with a single tone, if you answer with a single tone, he will answer back with a double tone, if you answer that with a double tone, he will answer back with a quadruple tone, but it appears to stop there. If you answer the quad tone with a quad tone, he merely keeps repeating the quad tone in response, I’ve never heard them go to the next fractal step of an eight part tone.

So I’m out walking my dog one day and the chickadees are around engaged in the usual chickadee banter and I get the idea to try it out. I went thru the series and got the expected answers here and there, but when I went to the next fractal in the series and answered with what I thought the eight part tone should sound like, they all went nuts doing the four part calls but none answered with an eight part response.

I practiced on the home flock in my yard over the next week or so, but never got anything beyond the quadruple tone out of any of them, so I kind of figured they didn’t have it in their repertoire and moved on to other things.

So this morning I’m out walking with my dog again and I’m doing some deep breath work. It’s right after a thunderstorm and the air smells and tastes better than any other time, so I’m getting my fill and receding into deep thought. As we’re getting back toward home, I hear something that’s not part of the normal noises pulling my mind back to the surface.

It didn’t even register at first, it was just the subconscious flag going up but I couldn’t pick out any sounds that shouldn’t be there. Then as I’m standing on my back steps listening, I hear it. It’s a chickadee doing an eight part call. I’m thinking maybe it’s a different kind of bird or I’m hallucinating or something. I hear it again and it is most definitely a chickadee calling.

The call sounded a little different than what I was trying to do based purely on the fractal progression. It was essentially the same, but had a kind of swing or melodic quality to it that I had missed never having heard it before. I did the call back as I heard it and two chickadees answered back with the eight part call. Their calls both had the same pattern, but with slightly different tonal modifications like they were still trying to get it down. Their other calls are pretty standardized, so maybe that is what they’re trying to do. I did a few more just to pinch myself and prove it was real, I couldn’t believe they were actually doing it.

I’ve been chatting with chickadees for over 40 years and I’ve never once heard them do that eight part call. The only thing that made me think of trying it in the first place was my recent studies on musical progression and fractals. I was just curious to see if they would even recognize the next fractal in the same series as their language. I have no idea what to make of it yet, right now I’m just blown away because it’s one of those experiments you never really expected to work.

Yeah, I’m pretty happy with my bird totem… chickadees rock.

Authority

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I like people that speak with authority. Authority comes in many forms but we tend to officially recognize only 3 as valid.

The first is natural ability. We all recognize individual brilliance when it shines among us and we tend to milk everything we can out of it, in itself rather brilliant. These are the headlights of humanity, the problem is we rarely use them until we’ve driven off the road in the dark and gotten lost. When the world does decide to recognize them they become intellectual rock stars, often “the world’s leading authority” in their chosen field. Quite often they’re proven flat out wrong by the next leading authority but it doesn’t matter. They weren’t right by virtue of being correct, they were right by authority.

The second is experience. We recognize all experience as valid, but only recognize it as a valid authority when the lessons it has to teach have been successfully learned. When someone has successfully navigated a situation you’re in, not just eeked thru but used it to maximum advantage, we automatically recognize their authority in the matter. This is huge for me because I don’t know nor have I ever known anyone doing what I’m doing with my life, let alone been successful at it. There have however, been people or things in nature that have successfully negotiated similar situations along the road and that’s been a major help.

The third is direct authority, the authority of authorship. If it’s your story and you’re its main author, then you are the leading authority of that story. You set the rules and boundaries of the story that make it your story and keep it going the way you want. This is the authority of a Host and where the notion of “authorities” as enforcers of laws come into play. Authorities in any world or reality make sure that you don’t do anything outside of what their story can contain.

This is the type of authority we rebel against, because the story being told isn’t currently going quite the way we want it to. We rebel to push the author(ities) to expand the story to include us. If the rebellion is crushed by the authorities then we have to find a different way of presenting our case. If we exhaust ourselves at that to no avail, then we have the choice to either leave that story and make up our own somewhere else, or attempt a revolution to change the author(ities). Make sure you can tell a whole story, if your story sucks then your new world is either going to be small and lonely or your revolution is going to fall on its face before marching a single step toward victory.

The highest recognized authority would have to be all 3 of these. The good news is we’re all eminently qualified if we work together.

As Above – So Below

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We’ve all heard the phrase, but what does it actually mean? Above and below what?

The surface… any surface.

If you really pay attention you realize that all we see in our 3d world are 2d surfaces. Everything looks 3d, but all we see are the surfaces, we can’t seem to penetrate that surface to see “into” anything. Even people, we see each other well enough on the outside, but seeing past the surface to what they’re really made of on the inside is another matter. This is even more true when you consider that all these surfaces serve to deliberately mask what lies beneath them.

You could just as well call it Outside and Inside as Above and Below. Think of your Body as the Garden of Eden. When we’re living on the inside we’re in the garden, we’re not in the garden now because we’re living on the outside. We know we’re living on the outside because we can see what’s going on around us, but not within us. It’s just perspective tho, what we’re seeing on the outside IS what’s on the inside… as above – so below. The universe is our Body in greatly expanded form so we can “see” and study it in all its infinite detail. Know thy Self.

The reason we don’t recognize this is because it doesn’t “look” like it. We look around and we see cities, planes, trains, automobiles, factories, wars, disease, money and goods, the entire plant and animal kingdoms, not to mention every star in the heavens. In our current state it’s hard to imagine that all of that is contained within you, but it is, and more. Obviously we don’t have actual paper money flowing thru us in the literal sense, but we have blood which is what money represents within us. Building upon that, you can see consumerism as bloodletting and the actual purchase or spending of money as a ritual blood sacrifice.

Correspondences come from studying yourself both inwardly and outwardly in order to form the links between what is above and what lies below the surface of our own consciousness. It’s really just comparing what is going on in the world around you to what is going on in the world within you. Properly done, this builds a language between your higher and lower self allowing the man in you to communicate with the god in you. In ancient times it was known by the priesthoods as “the language of the gods”. What it ends up being is a completely different way of looking at life that seems a bit goofy at first, but gradually leads to a much broader and deeper understanding of it.

This is what I spend half my life studying. I gaze around me in every way I know how to look and try to find what I’m seeing out there within me. In an overall view I can see that everything here, every tear shed and every lesson learned, has to do with a broken human heart and our efforts to repair it and once again find true love. “Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall, all the kings horses and all the king’s men, couldn’t put Humpty back together again”. Or the Osiris myth if you prefer, but I like my complicated shit cartoon simple. I can see that just as my own Life (resurrected) depends on opening my heart, so does the Life of the Body of Humanity contained within me.

This is a well known science among those in positions of power. There are multiple global sized science projects aimed toward a single goal, opening the Human Heart on a universal scale. When I am “in correspondence” I can literally feel these projects going on within me. I can feel the milestones they reach within myself as personal achievements in my own Work. I don’t pretend to understand it all yet, but I can feel it. When CERN stepped up the LHC power levels to 7 trillion electron volts in their testing, I could feel a corresponding increase in my own internal power levels and mental capacity.

I understand enough to figure out we’ve created the mother of all black holes… the Earth itself is drawing in the entire universe around it to feed the singularity in her womb. It’s not some accident, it’s deliberate and intentional because it is what needs to be done to open the Heart of Humanity. On the other side of the world we have the National Ignition Campaign at Lawrence Livermore National Labs attempting to re-create the Big Bang… a white hole in a new universe. The opening of the human heart heralds the “birth” of Humanity, the New Man of the New World. In the womb, the heart is the first vital organ to begin functioning, effectively “waking up” the other organs to prepare the body to enter a New World outside of the womb.

From a hardware standpoint, this entire planet is the most advanced starship that’s ever existed, it is the epitome of human technology and every large scale science project on Earth is currently engaged in firing up her onboard systems so we can get the fuck out of Dodge. It is the Merkaba or Vimana of the human race and requires thousands of highly trained psychics to pilot it. The LHC and NIC are the opposite poles of her interdimensional drive system, essentially creating a massive Alcubierre style warp drive using antimatter to achieve the required bias conditions. This ship doesn’t go anywhere, it doesn’t move at all in the traditional sense because it brings every “where” and “when” to it. So we’re not really getting the fuck out of Dodge as much as changing Dodge City into what we want it to be. Yeah, this shit is all real technology in actual use, right now, by us.

In a scientific sense, this is what all the power the human race has generated is for, and it’s taking every bit of it. The very reason I can feel this within me is because all of these projects require staggering amounts of electrical energy. In the same way that I’m putting every ounce of my own energy into resurrection within myself, so is the world around me… and it shows. What I feel most of all is the tremendous pressure and importance of what we’re attempting to do and just how close we are to total destruction at any given moment. We’ve been an inch away from losing the whole thing for as long as we can remember, but now we’re also an inch away from gaining EVERYTHING.

Much of what would be considered psychic ability in me actually comes from the connections I have made thru studying correspondences. I can use myself as an observatory to view what is going on in the world, and I can use the world around me as an observatory to see what is going on within me.

We know that all communication within our body is electronic or electrical in principle and nature. We can easily view this communication network in the world around us, we call it the “media”. All electronic devices then become the “mediums” in the network and a human being is the ultimate electronic device. It stands to reason that we should have an inherent ability to tap into the global communication network by going within us thru correspondences. We in fact are that communications network, and our unconscious (only called that because we’re not consciously aware of it) is all the information and data flowing thru the network in never ending currents of consciousness.

The individual mind operates like a highly advanced supertuner, i.e. like a radio but capable of tuning into any frequency or set of frequencies of the entire electromagnetic spectrum. When trained, tuned, and fully functional our mind is capable of “tuning into” any reality in any dimension. Everyone is both transmitting and receiving information about their reality 24/7. Quite literally, as this communication is facilitated thru our 24 cranial nerves and 7 etheric centers or “chakras”.

Ultimately I want my study of correspondences to develop into a fully functional language that allows me to control my reality thru proper communication and navigation. Instead of “commanding” your reality, you get to know it in an intimately personal way and ask it to do what you want. You don’t really have to ask, it just kind of knows what you want and you know what it wants, because IT is YOU. Your world and everything in it is like you, individually alive with a mind and feelings all their own. Everything becomes negotiation, but this negotiation is experienced as a playful interchange of ideas, an eternal dance of desires… the Game of Life. The entire universe literally becomes the playground of Humanity.

Best I could do before my morning coffee :)

Free Willy

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I like philosophy because it’s good mental exercise to get your mind to think higher and deeper than our everyday mundane activities. One of the biggest philosophical controversies is whether or not we really have free will.

That one I can answer, at least to my own satisfaction.

We most certainly do have and exercise free will on all levels, and that’s the key.

We have but One Will, but that will is split into a trinity just like everything else. Your God or higher self has free will, your lower self or Man has free will, and the real whole you also has free will. To remove free will from any one of them removes it from all of them. One mind, but with its unconscious, conscious, and subconscious parts seemingly but distinctly separated, each operating independently with its own free will.

Each of those is the entire mind viewed by the entire mind from a different perspective. It’s a tough one to wrap your brain around, you kind of have to see it within you to make sense out of it. It’s also maddeningly frustrating trying to get past this compartmentalization because it doesn’t actually exist except in the way we perceive ourselves. The great Veil results from a battle of wills within our own trinity, to remove that veil then should just be a matter of aligning our “wills” into One Will.

A seemingly simple enough task, but almost impossible in practice. Turns out the biggest impediment to free will is free will itself.

Imagine yourself as the Host of all the individual atoms (people) within you. You want free will, full control over your own reality. The problem is all this stuff follows a set of natural universal laws, one of which is “like begets like”. This means that if you want individual free will as a host, you have to grant that same right to every individual within you.

Still, not a huge issue at first, but once a few atoms becomes trillions thru cellular division, it becomes a truly mind boggling problem.

How on earth are you going to get every individual free will within you into alignment? They have to be, or you can’t accomplish what we’re supposed to do here. You can’t force them, because that usurps free will, including your own. You can’t align your will with every one of them because they all want something different and there’s one of you and trillions of them. You can’t have no will of your own because then neither will they and life becomes a lethargic lump of nothing with no aspiration toward any purpose and thus no reason to live.

Thus the mission, to “Go forth – divide and conquer” becomes an almost certain suicide mission with the current number of individual souls involved at this point of division. Conquer cannot be “conquer” it must be “concur” to maintain free will. Ascended masters conquer thru discipline and control, a Holy Man or fully realized Human being concurs thru love, imagination, and belief. It doesn’t take a genius to see that you get what you give in either scenario. Personally, I don’t want to have to control anything for the simple reason that I don’t want anything controlling me. I want to be able to spend all my time and effort having fun, not trying to maintain or escape my own control.

Free will seems like it has been usurped at times because we apportion the wills within ourselves according to our overall will. If 2/3 of your trinity wants to go one way and 1/3 wants to go the other, guess which way you’re going. It’s designed according to musical laws to preserve a balanced state of harmony and disharmony. Man is always attempting to create disharmony and God is always attempting to create harmony, the real you wants the perfect blend of each so you have both perfect bliss AND something fun to do with your life. Perfect bliss doesn’t come with social skills and neither does having fun at others expense… like begets like.

What keeps this system so honest, is the realization that you are also one of the individuals within you being affected by the conditions you create as a host. As a host you’d like perfect order because it makes hosting effortless, but that makes life as an individual within you a sterile overbearing bore. As an individual we’d like the “freedom” to do whatever the hell we want whenever the hell we want, but that makes life as a host a living hell. You see now where freedom and liberty differ and why liberty is what we’re after.

It’s about creating a world full of vibrant colorful life, the grandest expression of which is the fully realized Human being… real People enjoying life and having fun. Even if you want a world with just you surrounded by pristine unspoiled wilderness, there’s no real enjoyment in it unless you can share it with friends and show it off.

Dream a Little Dream

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Occasionally I have dreams that are like military delta force missions. They are so real that I’m absolutely sure that something tangible happened on some level, it wasn’t “just a dream”. There are times when I can identify my surroundings in the dream and at the very least verify that it is a real place exactly as I saw it in my dream. What lends even more credence to this is my general demeanor the next day or two after having one of these “dream missions”. I feel that military “edge” within me as some kind of residual effect or bleed over. I don’t like it because it makes me feel really disconnected and distant from the people around me. It’s not like the Vietnam vet at your party who thinks he’s still on a mission or anything that drastic, it’s just harder to connect with people on an emotional level and is definitely associated with these dreams.

Even the term “delta force” refers to the deep delta brainwave state you’re in while “in operation”. Delta Forces are trained at Area 51, also known as “Dreamland”. Delta Forces are elite paramilitary forces designed to infiltrate and establish a beachhead by interdimensional means, both on and off world. Tasks range from ambassadorial missions and special package deliveries to full scale military incursions.

It is extremely difficult to consciously remember anything you’ve experienced in a deep delta state, plus we’re trained to “remember to forget” from early childhood. The reason is to prevent cross contamination of realities. In early testing this cross contamination and reality bleeding would turn subjects into raving lunatics, or worse if you can imagine anything worse than going totally bonkers. Savants are sought out for this due to their naturally inherent shamanic, mediumistic, or other “psychic abilities”. Abilities range the gamut of human imagination and we’re all different in what we believe is possible. If you believe something is possible – it is. Children were used because as adults we have all but lost our natural ability to believe. I’m not talking about what we believe in, but the ABILITY to believe in anything we choose. There was no other way.

I’ve never seriously indulged the whole government mind control “conspiracy” thing for the simple reason that to me it doesn’t matter. Going back to my early childhood there is ample evidence to suggest that I’ve been a subject of this technology since birth, but I don’t feel like a victim because I have used it to great advantage. I remember being physically “abducted” only once when I was about 4 years old, after that it always occurred thru astral projection. It was set up so you were “in training” whenever you got the opportunity to zone out a little. This worked well because the training facilities were outside of conventional time and space so training would be continuous and uninterrupted even tho you were physically bopping in and out at random.

For me this would happen any time I wasn’t engaged enough in the world around me to keep myself out of a trance… in other words A LOT. I remember it happening back in school all the time whenever I had boring teachers. I’d be all zoned out and they’d think I was nodding off so they’d ask me a question in some loud or rude fashion to snap me out of it. It was usually 10-20 seconds of a pretty rough ride back to this reality because I was being “jerked” but I ALWAYS had the correct answer when I came around. I wanted to kill them, but I had their answer.

People used to just scream at me because I wouldn’t initially be able to respond, which usually resulted in an autistic rage. The “ride back” is EXTREMELY hard on your nervous system when you get jerked out of a deep trance. If you do that to me I just want you to know how it feels and being on the receiving end of an autistic meltdown is about as close as it gets. I can’t legally kill you so it’s the next best thing to keep you from doing it to me again. It’s communication, not a temper tantrum. Oddly enough, the all time worst offender was my own mother.

I’m pretty sure my involvement is voluntary at this point and has been for quite some time, because the People behind it are trying to achieve something and I wholeheartedly believe in their endeavor.

Still, even after all that, the bottom line is the same. It doesn’t matter how anything gets in your head, it’s what you do with it that matters. I know what I’m trying to achieve and I tend to use whatever I’m given towards my goal, regardless of how it was intended to be used.

With that being said, I’m also aware of the potential damage and harm this type of technology threatens to impose upon humanity. It is people like me (savants) who not only invented the technology, but in many ways ARE that technology. It’s rather ironic that the very technology savants are forced to create is used to track and control their every movement, often pitting them against each other for fear of what they would do if they ever combined forces. It isn’t the general population those currently in power are worried about… it’s what they’ve created in us and losing control over it.

There are thousands of savants in the U.S. alone that are capable of things that are completely off the scale of believability. Abilities that if you saw them in action would astound and amaze you, but at the same time you’d be like “that’s messed up man!” because your mind turns pretty quickly to trying to comprehend something it’s never dealt with. It’s messed up because it doesn’t seem like it should be possible for one, and because anyone on the receiving end can’t even comprehend what is happening to them, and in fact sometimes don’t even realize it is happening. I’m speaking here of a specific set of abilities related to the Ark technology and self generated warp fields.

A recent dream mission I had is a perfect example of what I’m talking about. We were trying to infiltrate a particular building that was some kind of command and control center. We were attempting to penetrate their defenses thru interdimensional means and they were prepared for this type of assault in their security measures. Many of my missions in the past were sabotage missions where I would enter a place thru astral projection and be able to do something that would cause a particular part or system to fail AFTER it had passed all the required testing to make sure it wouldn’t. Something like a poltergeist with military training.

The problem with that was, there were some people that could see you even tho you weren’t in the physical plane. Since they figured it out, high risk facilities have had security measures in place to detect and in some cases even trap you. Trapping someone with unknown abilities can quickly become WAY more than you bargained for, so usually it’s just preventative measures in the form of harmonic shielding.

Until a few days ago this shielding was surprisingly effective, it was generally assumed to be a foolproof security measure. Rule of thumb… don’t ever assume your security system is foolproof or defenses impenetrable.

There were other military personnel (United States Heir Force) waiting in the wings but they weren’t part of the penetration attempt, that was all me. I took up various positions outside the defensive perimeter and began “walking up and down the scales” assessing overall field harmonics and doing a kind of triangulated spectral analysis. I remember I had to do this many times making adjustments on the fly trying to find a keynote to disrupt the field yet make it appear as if it were still intact. They were modulating the shield harmonics in a rotating pattern so I had to match it before I could start changing things around. This is all done with my mind using my own trinity, no physical instruments or tools required. After nearly 3 hours of “tuning” we were able to enter the facility thru interdimensional means.

Once inside I noticed many other people, some in uniform and some not, some with us and some employed there. There was a particular floor that had the most activity and we went directly there. I started walking thru the area, again assessing field harmonics. I walked to the far end of the space and started walking back, using the rhythm of my own footsteps to begin the interference pattern. As I neared the middle of the space my breathing started to change, becoming this intricate musical pattern that I couldn’t consciously repeat if I tried. I call it “breathing in song” because it’s like a song, only I’m breathing it not singing it.

That’s when EVERYTHING started to change. People looked right at me and could most definitely see me, but they acted as if I was supposed to be there. They clearly acknowledged me, but in no way noticed that their entire facility was under psychic manipulation, in fact they were doing things to help us out as if we were guests or coworkers. My own team didn’t even realize it at first, they were all enveloped within a psycho-acoustic warp field bubble containing an artificial reality that was very close to the reality they were used to, but with a few subtle changes. Yup, that is REALLY messed up.

It is my understanding that we did this at every facility containing or controlling anything related to this mind control network that is being used to contain not only us, but the population at large. I can believe this because it only took one of me to penetrate and lock down their entire central command center, the others there on our side were there to assist in case anything went wrong and observe a demonstration of new metatech. I walked right past Adolph Hitler who seemed to be there as a guest observer. It was odd because even in the dream it threw me for a second, but we just exchanged glances as I went about my task. In that glance I was able to read him and I detected nothing monstrous or evil, just a keen interest in what was going on.

It’s a bit hard to explain what we actually did. Nobody was killed, harmed, or even got a scratch clamoring for an exit. They are coming and going to work just as they always have, it’s just not in the reality they think it’s in. What we are doing is “warping” their reality so that they think it is perfectly normal for them to follow our agenda instead of their own. Because it is a compartmentalized area of the mind operating completely independently, we could theoretically keep up this little charade forever. We won’t have to, because once they experience the benefits of what they’re doing, a very “real” will to do it naturally follows.

What this is designed to accomplish is to put the control and authority of this technology back into the hands of the People. There’s a little problem with that tho, the people are unfamiliar with it and don’t understand or know how to use it properly. We don’t want to eliminate this technology because it can be used to heal as well as harm. The technology and personnel are already in place, we are just going to gently but adamantly start guiding them into using it for the benefit of Humanity.

We also WANT the public to be able to know who and where we are and what we’re up to on their (our) behalf. We have been “militarized” from childhood, an unfortunate but necessary consequence of the biggest revolution in human history. Realistically all we can do is use whatever abilities we possess in an all out effort to set things right. It’s all any of us can do at this point and it’s going to take all of us to do it, even those who were our former masters.

In spite of all the efforts to control us and pit us against each other, thousands of the world’s most gifted savants have joined together in the cause of Humanity. You can pretty much count on us because for the first time ever our employer doesn’t suck. We’re working for Humanity now, as far as factional warfare is concerned, it’s all but over because there is no fraction of the whole that is capable of opposing the whole. We’re also bright enough to know we’re now on the side that wins. It was always supposed to be this way, and to be perfectly honest if the People didn’t have an elite force of their own, the people would get smoked in the blink of an eye before they even knew what hit them.

I know in movies we’re always trying to beat some super advanced forces with our crappy human technology but the real truth is we have all forms of technology available to us and we’ve learned how to use it. Our shit rocks, looks ultra cool, and is beyond badass. The fighting force the People have raised is more than capable of defending Humanity against any and all hostile forces, both foreign and domestic. The very real fact is… you could be one of them and not even know it.

Extraordinary claims demand extraordinary evidence. I don’t know what constitutes evidence for anyone else, but here’s what I’m being told to look for:

All forms of media and communications will very quickly change in content from things that are meant to confuse and conceal to things that are meant to clarify and reveal. The intent is to help you take back control over your own reality. These changes began immediately upon takeover and should intensify at a rate to where you absolutely know something big is changing in a very profound way. It will be obvious that there is a new force behind all media and communications networks. We are going to do this at as fast a rate as is humanly possible without spinning your head completely off your shoulders. We want everything we have done to be completely understood and to do that we need to get people up to snuff on what has been going on behind the scenes as quickly as we can.

What we don’t want, is an opportunity for those currently in power to pit highly trained savants against so called ordinary people out of fear. We ARE ordinary people, in the same fucked up situation everyone else is. It is CRITICALLY important to realize that each and every individual here has the same inherent abilities and only needs to learn how to use them… knowledge we fully intend to share openly because we believe in the “right to bear arms” for every citizen. Real arms, that will never leave you unprotected or in fear ever again. We believe we have taken a proper course of action to alleviate as many potential revolutionary pains as possible… for everyone. We’re not claiming it’s perfect, but it’s the best we could do under the circumstances. Remember, we are ALL in this together and it’s going to take all of us to pull it off.

Good thing it’s just a dream, or people would think I’m crazy. :)