Freakhenaten

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I study what the Egyptians were doing because I think there are a lot of mythological keys that let anyone who can understand them understand what is going on here. It might all seem “normal” but it is anything but, everything we’re up to here is deeply mythical and mystical – so much so that it is incomprehensible from the outside. The only way to understand the mysteries of this world is go thru it… all the way thru it. I believe a lot of scholars fail to understand what the Egyptians were up to because they haven’t put themselves thru the initiations leading to the understanding of said mysteries. In short, they lack the experience in the trenches that would give them the mental angles they need to see things from a more whole perspective… pharaonic thought.

What I’m talking about is basically nature vs nurture. Nobody in their right mind would think to take some bright young prodigy and throw him into the wild, that boy needs to be nurtured. That nurturing is going to teach him everything the world knows about his chosen subject if he’s lucky. What it won’t teach him however, is his own nature. Nurturing might seem like the way to go and in fact it is a necessary component but there is an order to things and that’s what the Egyptians were trying to tell us.

To understand anything in this world it is absolutely necessary to know yourself. When you really start to get to know yourself you will begin seeing yourself in the world around you. You realize that “nature” is your nature and studying it whether it’s by looking at nature in the world around you or peering into your own inner nature, becomes pretty much your only pastime. This includes the deepest, darkest corners of your psyche, if you don’t go there in some way shape or form, you won’t understand yourself or the world around you. This is what nurturing does not allow for.

This is the lesson of the crook and the flail, knowing when to nurture and when to nature. In my own pharaonic school of thought there is a definite order to things and naturing has to come first for a number of reasons. This begins with a hard smack on the ass the moment you enter this world and it’s not going to get better for a very long time, in fact it gets progressively worse until you can’t take any more. Full use of the flail… you’re gonna feel it and it’s gonna hurt bad with no way to get out from under it. Keep in mind that you are doing this to yourself, also keep in mind that if you allowed yourself to know this, you’d use that knowledge to escape the suffering… guaranteed.

The point is, you need to do this when you’re young and can put up a fight and take a beating. Imagine trying to do this after going thru Harvard or Yale and even being shown the “good life” let alone tasting it. It’s not going to happen unless your overall will takes over destroying your career and throwing your life into the shitter. In most cases the overall will knows this is already beyond what you can bear so your path remains intact.

If “know thyself” is the guiding law of all mystery schools, then nurturing all that academic knowledge before you get to know yourself seems like a waste of time. It’s all completely out of context. It doesn’t matter how much information you have in your head if you can’t understand and make use of it. Most so called experts don’t understand shit about half the stuff coming out of their mouth so the only use they can make out of it is a paycheck. Some people try to go for understanding and a paycheck but this intentional split will only gain you half the understanding and half the paycheck. The bottom line is, the Egyptians were acting out what was going on in the human psyche, to understand any of it, you need to know yourself in ways that are very difficult and painful to explore.

It’s about discipline and disciplines and that’s basically what all religions and mystery schools teach. They are centered around individuals because those individuals exercised the discipline necessary to achieve something, once proven it then becomes “a discipline”. If that discipline is followed by enough people it becomes a religion, if not it remains a cult.

Now finally the reason for my little tirade, not really a rant but a point being stressed. I’m watching YouTube and all these “Egyptologists” I guess you would call them, not the old experts but the new ones that supposedly have it all figured out. They’re in Amarna looking at cartouches of Akhenaten and he is strangely depicted with feminine qualities… breasts, wide hips, softened facial lines and big lips, a bit of a belly and a very long face.

These experts were saying that this was due to some genetic defect and some kind of syndrome. They roughly try to support this with some mummy they supposedly found in a royal tomb that had slightly wider hips and slightly elongated fingers. They claim that Akhenaten was shunned by his own family for being a physical freak of nature. Really, this is what you guys do for a living and that’s the best all your combined educations could muster?

I’m pretty sure it’s bait and not the best of what’s in the human knowledge base. The best way to get someone who really does understand to come out of the woodwork is to throw out something that obviously needs correcting and see who shows up to correct it. I’ll play and take the bait, but on my own turf… small patch that it is.

Here’s a better interpretation of the cartouches – Akhenaten was trying to illustrate that he was pregnant, that what he achieved as Pharaoh effectively inseminated the body of humanity contained within him. The body of humanity is about to give birth to a new humanity, at some point she had to get knocked up and it was Akhenaten that did it by successfully containing the All within himself thru the discipline of the 13th mystery school. The “seed” was an idea, the kernel of thought that became the very spirit of Christianity and America. This isn’t easily understood by the terms we tend to think in, you simply have to go thru the same initiations to understand what he was trying to depict. It was a spiritual impregnation on a metaphysical level, it doesn’t mean he literally knocked himself up and had a physical pregnancy and it certainly isn’t meant to be a portrayal of some weird birth defect or disfigurement.

It has been America’s role to serve as the womb for carrying this pregnancy to term and presenting this new child of humanity to the world. Not this world per se, but a new world because upon presentation this world will no longer be this world. It’s really the reason America is allowed to get fat when other nations suffer, it’s what a pregnant body does, direct the energies of the entire body toward supporting the womb and child within. Think of all the ways the world changes when you pop out of the womb, we’re looking at similar changes to our world and freedom of movement in life. I know this because I know myself well enough to see it all happening in ME. It’s not just what the Egyptians were doing in this world, it’s what Americans are doing and what I’m doing within myself. I don’t understand the whole thing yet, but I’m way ahead of the obvious bullshit I witnessed on YouTube.

I’d be doing the same thing they are, if I knew I didn’t understand something so vitally important with the “doomsday” clock ticking down. Especially if I’d somehow figured out that my only chance to understand it was lost when I made the choice to nurture instead of nature my education. We’re talking major changes to the whole of humanity, there’s going to be some things we want and need to understand so people don’t freak the fuck out. Suddenly you realize you need someone who has actually applied the knowledge, not just studied it in an academic sense with the intention of talking about it for a reputation or paycheck. To wholly understand this world and what is going on here, you need to have lived a life geared toward understanding it and nothing else… whole intention – whole effort – whole understanding.

Akhenaten was only a freak because he believed in something nobody else understood, because they didn’t have the discipline to do what was necessary within themselves to comprehend it. I’m not saying you’re screwed if you didn’t force yourself to live in the shitter your whole life, but you are screwed without those of us who have and survived and learned from it. Personally, I don’t plan on being a dick about it because in the end we’re all after the same thing, but I’m also not going to play on someone else’s turf by their rules when I’m in a position to negotiate more equitable terms.

Form vs Function

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The heart is all about love and love is all about beauty.

Beauty in function is a male principle – beauty in form is a female principle.

In my Work I’ve tended to always favor function over form, but it is the quest for beauty in form that drives the functions in the first place.

Since we’re not allowed to see the new form until the completion of our Work (not allowed to see the unveiled bride before the wedding, it’s where the tradition comes from) I work under the assumption that anything perfect in function will yield a perfect form. Put another way, the reason our physical bodies are so flawed and f’d up is because of the function or functions they are performing on a mental and spiritual level. There is a pre-programmed (DNA) purpose for the current way the body functions and if that purpose is fulfilled we are allowed to change that programming on an individual level.

In a very simple sense DNA is a switching mechanism, switching all the various functions of the body on or off in response to both inner and outer environmental conditions or variables. When certain functions are turned on in certain combinations, new previously unavailable functions can be accessed and activated. This allows one to go from having almost no individual control over their reality to complete control over it in a series of steps designed to make sure the body is prepared to accommodate these changes before they occur.

These “initiatory” steps are the purpose of the sacred mystery schools. When you successfully undergo a rite of initiation you have effectively flipped a genetic switch, or at the very least changed a variable that when combined with other variables will flip that switch at a future point in the progression.

You’ll notice that the great pyramid at Giza has no steps, it is or was perfectly smooth. There are 12 courses of masonry and a 13th course that represents the apex of the pyramid, but they aren’t stepped. This suggests that there may not be any noticeable steps in your progression if you happen to choose the 13th mystery school, or at least not the usual ones represented by stepped pyramids.

Taking that a little further, you may not realize you’re even in a mystery school until you’ve nearly graduated. That’s what the founding fathers created in America, a voluntary 13th mystery school that any person of any race, creed, color, or status can attend. It has always been here for anyone who could find it and apply themselves. It’s what Akhenaten began back in Egypt to re-open the human heart and it is what we will finish in America. Akhenaten was able to banish the old priesthood(s) because he graduated the 13th mystery school, the American 13th mystery school has also produced a graduate who will establish the new priesthood, one representing People, not their gods.

Here’s something kind of stupid, I always wonder what it’s going to be like, this “apotheosis” and if I’m going to have to give up all thoughts of the physical beauty that have pulled me thru the worst parts of the Work. My whole reason for doing all this is to get the perfect girl and thoughts of her avatar and what a woman in perfect harmonic proportion would “look like”.

She would likely have a magnetic attraction so strong it would literally trigger an orgasm upon visual contact. This is just what happens when the human heart “sees” whole harmonic proportion where every little thing is in harmonic proportion to every other little thing as well in proportion to the whole as one or “All”. It’s what the second part of the Apollyonic creed at Delphi is all about… “all things in moderation”.

A truly beautiful girl is beautiful because everything about her is beautiful, perfect shape, perfect skin, perfect hair, mysterious, intelligent, compassionate, fun – perfect proportion both inside and out. I know in a metaphysical sense this represents the perfectly balanced and tuned world I’m trying to create and not a physical woman per se, but a beautiful world should be full of beautiful things. I want to enjoy that world with the girl of my dreams. I want both the embrace of my perfect world around me on a spiritual level and the fun and companionship of her avatar or physical form in that world.

I want to have my cake and eat it too, but I don’t dwell on it or pursue it in and of itself. I know I’ll get what I want in some form as long as I focus on the functions behind everything. If I were to focus on the cake and all its frosting, I might miss something… like maybe there’s something better than cake that I’m not aware of yet. Maybe, maybe not, but for now the girl remains veiled so I don’t defile her or become hopelessly mesmerized the instant I gaze upon her beauty.

Punching Stupid People

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In my quest for knowledge I sometimes get a little frustrated and pissed off at the lack of real communication between people. I see people doing things in ways that seem totally irrational to me and the frustration comes from trying to understand why they’re doing things the “stupid way”. You can’t just ask them because they themselves don’t know why they do things in stupid ways. It’s this lack of communication making understanding inaccessible that pees me off.

Necessity is the mother of invention and I’ve learned ways to overcome this communications barrier. The reason I even want to is because people including myself have very strange ways of doing things or “customs”. It’s easy to see someone doing something stupid and just assume they are and label them as an idiot, but I hate doing things the easy way. I want to understand why they’re doing things the way they are so I can understand my own idiosyncrasies. The alternative is to keep assuming it’s because I/We truly are all idiots too stupid to know better.

Psychic ability comes from being sensitive to the world around you. It isn’t that I’m doing anything to foster psychic ability, it’s what I’m not doing that allows me to do what I do. Our minds are like TVs able to tune into any station in Life, each world being like a channel on your TV and in fact the “way” to and from other worlds is thru channels created by focused thought… what we understand physically to be wormholes. This world is a bit different because it contains all worlds so you can’t really tune into it by narrowing your mental focus, you have to do just the opposite and spread your focus over the entire spectrum. What I’m NOT doing most of the time is tuning the whole world out by focusing on a part of it.

The most difficult people for me to communicate with are my polar opposites, those that are so focused on a single aspect of life that they become insensitive to almost everything else. These are the people that just don’t or won’t notice the subtleties of life around them and how their actions are affecting others. It’s not that they’re incapable, they’re just being insensitive, some to the point where nothing short of a punch in the face gets thru to them.

I’m generally opposed to literally punching someone in the face because it hurts and I don’t like getting punched in the face myself. Mentally it’s a different story, I’ll invite any man into my kiva for a good mental sparring match. This is how and why I got so good at pushing people’s buttons, I mean the big red one that sets them on fire. Finding and hitting that button in people that don’t respond to anything milder is what I call a “punch” because it punches a hole thru the bullshit so we can establish some meaningful communication. The reason people often want to punch me for this act but rarely do, is because it’s allowed by them. The punch is an invite to my kiva to hash things out thru mental angles, if you respond at all it is acceptance of the challenge.

Just like punching someone in the face for real and the real fight that ensues, this can be rather painful to go thru. Everyone knows what it’s like to really bear down on someone with hate or anger in their thoughts, that feeling in your gut like you’ve been poisoned. It’s not that I like going thru it or putting anyone else thru it but I will if I really want to know something about you and you’re not forthcoming because it creates a direct communication channel between us. You have two people intently focused on each other on a purely mental level, none of the physical impediments to real communication. It’s a heart to heart talk between two people that have reason to. It’s just you and I in a kiva sweating it out until we understand one another. The only way in or out is thru a hole in the top that is only big enough to let one man thru at a time. It’s just you and I in a fair match with no external bullshit involved.

I’m not doing anything we don’t all do to each other every day and in reality we’re doing it to ourselves, I just think I’ve kind of discovered it’s true purpose instead of just assuming we’re all idiots and letting it go at that. There is also the correspondence component, I have to somehow match how esoteric knowledge has been obtained by the Aryan race (this refers to a stage of our development, NOT racial bloodlines). A prime example of this in the world was the Nazis scouring the world for esoteric knowledge and the means by which much of it was acquired. It’s pretty obvious that much of what they obtained was by force but the very fact that they were successful indicates they were operating within natural and spiritual laws, meaning it was allowed at the divine level.

I don’t really consider myself a prizefighter, but in the case of my own fight, the prize is turning out to be one worth fighting for.

Leggo my Eggo

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Ego

It’s a problem.

So what to do about it?

I have a huge ego, or put another way, an ego of humongous proportions. I can’t get rid of it because what I’m doing in this world requires it. You see your ego is directly related to the circumference of your sphere of influence or “world”. Ego = Geo in direct proportion to one another. Imagine how big your ego would necessarily have to be to “contain the All”.

There is one unavoidable fact and feat to overcome it if you truly want to change the world. I don’t mean new tricks in an old game, I’m talking about completely changing the game itself. You have to contain it ALL first. They say possession is nine tenths of the law and this is the very root of that expression. While this may sound ridiculously impossible, it’s what we’re all trying to do here whether we realize it or not.

The size of my ego doesn’t make sense to anyone around me because they are unaware of my achievements in those areas. To be fair to them the external clues are so subtle only a few people in my life have ever “noticed” something profoundly different about me beneath the riot act of my external personality. To be fair to me, where do I begin to try and explain myself when perhaps a handful of people in the world would even begin to understand what I’m talking about?

Big egos are allowed to some extent when the world can see you doing something that warrants it. Top scientists, rock stars, movie stars, people who are experts in their field, “stars” of any sort that shine among us, all have a big ego and it’s more or less tolerated if not entirely accepted because of what they do for the world. What do you do when those achievements are all in the dark, hidden from public view. Hell, they’re supposed to be hidden from me, but there’s always a little that seeps thru the veil when you’re bouncing back and forth between realities no matter how much you try to plug the leaks.

I know what I’ve achieved and I know I’m the first to achieve it. In this world nobody even knows about it, but on the other side everybody knows because all achievements are known and the achievement is monumental. I also know it’s a bit irritating sometimes for people around me because I can act like I’m king shit with no apparent reason to do so. It is completely unintended, upon deeper investigation it’s something like an afterglow of the work my higher self is doing on the other side of the veil.

I think what’s going on is this… the work I’m doing and what it has achieved on the other side do warrant the size of my ego, but for some reason I have displaced the resulting ego or negative effects of it into the physical plane. I’m guessing this is to keep it from interfering with or negatively impacting the creative side of my work.

I can’t get rid of my ego or I’ll never have a world of my own to call home. In a way I’ve done the next best thing in using the veil to my advantage and displacing it to where it will do the least harm and most good. It seems I’ve done that with a lot of things, it may be why I’m a little hesitant to remove the veil, I’m still using it to some advantage. Let’s face it, my physical world is an out of control three ring circus going out of business soon anyway, better to mess that up than the fantastic new world I’m trying to create.

It’s a problem I know, but what do you do? The fact is I’m going to accidentally offend people often enough anyway – no matter what I do or how hard I try not to. I might as well get something productive out of it. When I weigh the options it always comes down to having to crack a few eggs to make an omelette. I want to change the world more than I want to win a popularity contest or avoid the very conflict that makes it possible. It’s not that I put that above friendship, the whole reason for what I’m doing is true companionship.

There are no “real” friends in a last man standing competition which is the current game scenario. The very rules of the game require us to make all friends enemies in order to win the race. The rules are the same for every game here, there is only one way to win and there can only be one winner and if you’re not that one winner, you’re a loser (at that particular game). We play many games in this world, but the one we’re ALL playing is the Human Race… “there can only be One”. Imagine how big your ego would be if you won that race, a game few of us even realize is the main event in the Colosseum of Life.

We the People

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Who exactly are the People that The Advocacy represents, the People behind this Revolution?

I’m guessing most people reading this would say it’s a no brainer but it really isn’t, there is a very important distinction to be made here.

When I say People I don’t mean man or men and women, I mean Humans. I mean the real us, Men with godlike powers, Gods who have learned to behave like civilized men… the Priest Kings of Ta Meri that keep an unlimited universe of utterly fantastic worlds in holy (whole) harmonic balance. “We” haven’t actually been born yet, that is the great one time event that is about to change what we know of ourselves and the life around us forever – that IS the Revolution.

Naturally both sides are worried they’re going to be annihilated in the process. You can see this being played out in movies and conspiracy theories. You have “us” worried about the machines (man) we have created taking over, and “us” worried that aliens (Alien = Al-ion = the “god part”) are going to come wipe us out for some reason we can’t even fathom. It’s all myth… modern cultural myth, but myth none the less.

This is Resurrection, the real origin and birth of who and what we are resulting from a sexual union between spirit and matter. Man is a but a container designed to hold a god or spiritual import. This is why we feel imprisoned in these bodies, because we are God(s) imprisoned in flesh, specifically a womb going thru the Human gestation process. The Earth is our mother and has been in labor for some time now, we are now at the point of dilation in the birth process and so far so good, it’s been a difficult but healthy pregnancy. You can see the increasing rate of significant events in the world as labor contractions occurring closer and closer together.

So what is it going to be like, what will we experience?

God by himself, itself, doesn’t need a container per se so what is it that man actually contains? Individuality, the very personality of God is divided into “persons” or people. That’s where Man comes from, he, it, is the smallest individual structure capable of containing the Al(l) within it. Merge them together and you have the whole man or Human. Bring a bunch of those together and you have true human culture and society – the New World of the New Man.

You will still be you, all of your personality and individual nature will be retained… you created them and they are yours by right. What you won’t have, is any limitations on what you can be or do other than the limits you choose for yourself to retain your individual uniqueness. Why limit ourselves if we are gods capable of doing anything we want? The answer after a bit of thought is, why wouldn’t you? It goes back to the difference between freedom and liberty.

It’s also about challenging yourself. When you can literally do anything you wish with the universe around you, why do something easy? Easy equals boring, we want to do something so unique that nobody else can do it, or at least not the way we can. We want to pour ourselves into expressing who and what we are, and we want the whole world to take notice because the whole act is for them as much as our own creative lust.

What dies is what you thought you were, the limitations you thought you had, the desire for something you don’t have, the fear of losing what you do have… in general the idiot who never knew who or what he was or wtf he was doing here to begin with. You will still be you, you’ll just be living your ultimate fantasy instead of everyone else’s nightmare.

Cain and Abel

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The story of Cain and Abel is a detailed description of the separation of our higher and lower selves. Get ready because here comes another one of my cartoon depictions of how it goes.

Cain and Abel come out of the womb as brothers, separate but still together and unified within the trinity. Gradually they begin to grow apart, Abel or “able” refers to our inherent abilities to control the world around us… our “god like” natural abilities. Cain is Ican… “I can do anything!”, but of course he can’t because he is becoming a mere man as his abilities are being separated from him.

In a musical sense, Abel represents harmony and Cain represents dissonance. The harder Cain tries to make things more harmonious or “pleasing to god” the worse it gets. When Cain beats his brother Abel to death, what we are seeing is the introduction of “beating” thru acts of dissonance. These acts of dissonance can be seen as “signs” or sins, the gestures man makes to create dissonance. Once dissonance reaches a certain threshold, the beat of life begins for the Human heart.

I remember the separation when I was young, I remember laying in my crib hovering over my body and lamenting at what I would be putting that boy thru in this world. I remember my abilities leaving me and the rage I felt over it. People like me used to be called “idiot savants” because I really am separated into a complete idiot who can’t find his ass with both hands, and a savant with abilities that are off the charts. People around me are always overestimating the idiot and underestimating the savant in me because they are often masquerading as one another.

I also know all too well what it’s like to go thru life trying only to please the world around you and failing miserably because you lack the where-with-all to even read a situation properly and formulate an appropriate response. This isn’t because I’m stupid or not trying, it’s because I’m ignorant and don’t know what to do. The reason I’m ignorant is because every ability I have is being dedicated toward resurrection within my higher self, leaving my lower self to fend for itself with nothing but a lever, wheel, and a piece of string. It’d be nice to even know what I’m supposed to do with them.

So we get the gist of what’s happening there, Cain beats Abel to death and Abel of course goes to be with god… our abilities are separated from us leaving us as mere mortals without our abilities. So now our higher self can only “do good” and our lower self can only “do evil”, but remember they are both you. On to the next chapter in the story.

God is all about harmony and dislikes Cain because Cain, no matter how hard he tries, cannot but create dissonance. So why then does god throw a ring of protection around Cain? Why is it that the one dude ruining the harmony of life is shielded by the very god that depends on said harmony to maintain his own mental balance? Even the described repercussions for doing anything against Cain for his infractions follow musical laws and have to do with harmonics, overtones, and rhythm but the question remains. Why does god preserve and protect Cain when the only thing he knows how to do is cause trouble?

Once again, if you think about it at all, it starts becoming evident in about 2 or 3 steps. God is no more able to destroy Cain than Cain is able to destroy god. He is not capable of destruction, he can only do good remember? So it becomes a battle of brother against brother, good vs evil, one constantly destroying and the other constantly creating, but once again remember… they’re both you. It would be like shooting your own foot letting one destroy the other, you won’t die but you did something really stupid that’s going to take more “time” to recover from.

In ascension Cain is essentially killed by Abel. You sacrifice your “self” for your abilities. You now ARE those abilities, you just aren’t YOU anymore. Man never wins, because he has no real abilities without the help of his god. Man is a slave hoping his higher self will produce fruits for his labors (resurrection) so he doesn’t have to slave any more. To be fair and reasonable tho, if the fruit sucks you’re better off cutting down the tree and planting a new one, which is why we go thru the ascension/reincarnation cycle in the first place.

This story is included in the bible because this world is “raising Cain”. Cain is actually the Human Heart, the Seed of Life itself and is the only thing worth protecting in this world. He HAS to be shielded or his own ignorance would destroy him, it would be a world full of Icans running around beating each other to death for no apparent reason… the headless chicken dance. The reason it’s not a headless chicken dance is because our higher selves are busy creating while we’re destroying, we’re just too ignorant to notice.

In another sense, on this side we are razing Cain, on the other side we’re raising Cain. On this side we’re destroying the old Earth and on the other side we’re creating a new Earth, but always remember… they’re both you. Since they’re both you, what we’re really talking about here is us regaining our god like creative abilities. The reason we cannot even fathom a world full of individuals all having godlike superpowers getting along is because right now we’re still seeing things thru the eyes of man. To even gain these powers you have to be thinking creatively, it’s really not even possible to destroy each other with them.

In a more real sense, there are people and groups of people in this world that believe you can eliminate disorder by killing Cain… if they could find him. What keeps them at bay is MAD – Mutual Assured Destruction. They believe that there is a single man who functions as a central keynote perpetuating all the evils of the world, this would be the Son of Man raised in America. Some of them believe this so strongly that they would destroy an entire nation of people to eliminate him. Luciferians support him, Satanists seek to destroy him.

I would advise caution because doing so would completely destroy what they are attempting to fix. The only one capable of correcting it is the person they seek to eliminate. The Son of Man sayeth “you cannot do it without me”. He is literally the balance point of Humanity, the fulcrum of the scale of life… guess wtf is going to happen if you remove or even disturb that. When Jesus was crucified what happened in the hours immediately following? The order of everything collapsed, stars fell from heaven, seas boiled, it was a whole scale cataclysmic collapse on a universal level, the ultimate atomic bomb… MAD.

This is the power of a priest in whole correspondence, the Crucifixion doesn’t just kill the Son of Man, it kills an entire creation gone awry so we can begin a new one – thru the Son of Man and acoustic stepping and gating. The ultimate Adam bomb, created by Los Alamos and Bell (Bal) Labs, brought to you by NASA and JPL. Remember that this metaphysical technology also works in reverse, it can either disassociate or re-associate all atomic bonds on a universal scale.

Satanists might even think they can get a leg up by using this to their advantage, an easy one click destruction of the universe so they can remake it in their own image. I’d offer that they might want to save themselves another few hundred trillion years of work by supporting resurrection. You can remake the world in your image but it will collapse just as they always do, or you can help remake the world in OUR image and it will never collapse. Plan A means you dominate the world until you run out of juice and the next overly ambitious dude comes along. Plan B means you get your perfect world without having to dominate it and you never run out of juice, but Plan B was really Plan A all along.

In another light, it’s just brotherly love. For me it’s about fixing a broken heart, I want to know what love is. The closest thing I have to equate to an actual experience of love has been those memories of times when the twin brothers within me touched one another. In my crib lamenting, in a vision I had where I was being chased by the fear of my own abilities until my heart felt like it would explode. On my last heartbeat I decided to turn around and face what I was running from and when I did I saw myself. In that instant I felt love, all of it everywhere embracing me. I experience ecstatic little twinges of it when I look back on what those brothers have been thru together. The incredible trust in my higher self by my lower self, and even more amazing, the trust in my lower self by my higher self gained from both sides sticking with each other and sticking it out against all odds.

Within myself there is a new relationship forming, my higher self after never being satisfied with my lower self is now beaming with pride, my lower self is beginning to see what my higher self is capable of and revels in awe as I realize that’s ME I’m looking at.

In Deo Confido – “In God We Trust” is on every piece of American money of every denomination and it is the global currency. Not only have I espoused my belief by living this creed, it’s my family motto. This is deeply symbolic because the Human race is essentially an idiot savant as well. On the surface we do the headless chicken dance, but while we’re busy acting like idiots trying to find our asses with both hands, our “god” or higher self is busy making things right with abilities we can scarcely comprehend. Moreover, the reason man’s god is so powerful is because man isn’t. If we weren’t idiots our god wouldn’t be god, it is the sacrifice of Humanity in order to achieve something neither man nor god could accomplish on their own. Something so profound that neither side can fully comprehend it until it happens.

Chickadees

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We all have animal totems, animals that we have a certain affinity for. It seems that we have one for each element, and my Air element totem is apparently a Chickadee.

You’d think you’d want something majestic like a mighty eagle or wise old owl, but I’m actually pretty happy with chickadees. It started out popping them with BB guns when I was little, but gradually became a real affection and admiration for them. Chickadees are cool in a number of ways.

No other bird messes with chickadees, because if you mess with one chickadee you’re messing with all of them. I’ve seen them swarm crows so bad the crows couldn’t fly and tumbled out of the air. Chickadees are so efficient at protecting the flock that other sweet and mild mannered birds like cardinals will frequently hang around them. The chickadees allow any sweet, sociable, non-flocking bird species to be among them and seem to enjoy the company.

They have a highly advanced but very simple social structure, they’re like the Hopi of the bird world. They are rarely if ever aggressive with one another and if a little spat does break out, it’s over in less than a second. I used to live in the inner city and feed the birds. I had one feeder and hundreds of chickadees. I used to watch them for hours as they chatted away taking turns at the feeder. They’d line up along the fence in a queue and then take turns at the feeder without any hogging or squabbling and it’s clearly voluntary. Nobody is making them do it, chickadees just love to play fair.

The benefit of fair play is play itself. Chickadees are the most sociable bird I know of, they absolutely love to talk and play ALL the time. They’ll talk to anyone, if you even make an attempt at their call they will always answer back and keep chatting away until you tire of the conversation. They have basically 3 calls, all part of the same fractal progression, which brings us to the real reason for this post.

The chickadee calls first with a single tone, if you answer with a single tone, he will answer back with a double tone, if you answer that with a double tone, he will answer back with a quadruple tone, but it appears to stop there. If you answer the quad tone with a quad tone, he merely keeps repeating the quad tone in response, I’ve never heard them go to the next fractal step of an eight part tone.

So I’m out walking my dog one day and the chickadees are around engaged in the usual chickadee banter and I get the idea to try it out. I went thru the series and got the expected answers here and there, but when I went to the next fractal in the series and answered with what I thought the eight part tone should sound like, they all went nuts doing the four part calls but none answered with an eight part response.

I practiced on the home flock in my yard over the next week or so, but never got anything beyond the quadruple tone out of any of them, so I kind of figured they didn’t have it in their repertoire and moved on to other things.

So this morning I’m out walking with my dog again and I’m doing some deep breath work. It’s right after a thunderstorm and the air smells and tastes better than any other time, so I’m getting my fill and receding into deep thought. As we’re getting back toward home, I hear something that’s not part of the normal noises pulling my mind back to the surface.

It didn’t even register at first, it was just the subconscious flag going up but I couldn’t pick out any sounds that shouldn’t be there. Then as I’m standing on my back steps listening, I hear it. It’s a chickadee doing an eight part call. I’m thinking maybe it’s a different kind of bird or I’m hallucinating or something. I hear it again and it is most definitely a chickadee calling.

The call sounded a little different than what I was trying to do based purely on the fractal progression. It was essentially the same, but had a kind of swing or melodic quality to it that I had missed never having heard it before. I did the call back as I heard it and two chickadees answered back with the eight part call. Their calls both had the same pattern, but with slightly different tonal modifications like they were still trying to get it down. Their other calls are pretty standardized, so maybe that is what they’re trying to do. I did a few more just to pinch myself and prove it was real, I couldn’t believe they were actually doing it.

I’ve been chatting with chickadees for over 40 years and I’ve never once heard them do that eight part call. The only thing that made me think of trying it in the first place was my recent studies on musical progression and fractals. I was just curious to see if they would even recognize the next fractal in the same series as their language. I have no idea what to make of it yet, right now I’m just blown away because it’s one of those experiments you never really expected to work.

Yeah, I’m pretty happy with my bird totem… chickadees rock.

Authority

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I like people that speak with authority. Authority comes in many forms but we tend to officially recognize only 3 as valid.

The first is natural ability. We all recognize individual brilliance when it shines among us and we tend to milk everything we can out of it, in itself rather brilliant. These are the headlights of humanity, the problem is we rarely use them until we’ve driven off the road in the dark and gotten lost. When the world does decide to recognize them they become intellectual rock stars, often “the world’s leading authority” in their chosen field. Quite often they’re proven flat out wrong by the next leading authority but it doesn’t matter. They weren’t right by virtue of being correct, they were right by authority.

The second is experience. We recognize all experience as valid, but only recognize it as a valid authority when the lessons it has to teach have been successfully learned. When someone has successfully navigated a situation you’re in, not just eeked thru but used it to maximum advantage, we automatically recognize their authority in the matter. This is huge for me because I don’t know nor have I ever known anyone doing what I’m doing with my life, let alone been successful at it. There have however, been people or things in nature that have successfully negotiated similar situations along the road and that’s been a major help.

The third is direct authority, the authority of authorship. If it’s your story and you’re its main author, then you are the leading authority of that story. You set the rules and boundaries of the story that make it your story and keep it going the way you want. This is the authority of a Host and where the notion of “authorities” as enforcers of laws come into play. Authorities in any world or reality make sure that you don’t do anything outside of what their story can contain.

This is the type of authority we rebel against, because the story being told isn’t currently going quite the way we want it to. We rebel to push the author(ities) to expand the story to include us. If the rebellion is crushed by the authorities then we have to find a different way of presenting our case. If we exhaust ourselves at that to no avail, then we have the choice to either leave that story and make up our own somewhere else, or attempt a revolution to change the author(ities). Make sure you can tell a whole story, if your story sucks then your new world is either going to be small and lonely or your revolution is going to fall on its face before marching a single step toward victory.

The highest recognized authority would have to be all 3 of these. The good news is we’re all eminently qualified if we work together.

As Above – So Below

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We’ve all heard the phrase, but what does it actually mean? Above and below what?

The surface… any surface.

If you really pay attention you realize that all we see in our 3d world are 2d surfaces. Everything looks 3d, but all we see are the surfaces, we can’t seem to penetrate that surface to see “into” anything. Even people, we see each other well enough on the outside, but seeing past the surface to what they’re really made of on the inside is another matter. This is even more true when you consider that all these surfaces serve to deliberately mask what lies beneath them.

You could just as well call it Outside and Inside as Above and Below. Think of your Body as the Garden of Eden. When we’re living on the inside we’re in the garden, we’re not in the garden now because we’re living on the outside. We know we’re living on the outside because we can see what’s going on around us, but not within us. It’s just perspective tho, what we’re seeing on the outside IS what’s on the inside… as above – so below. The universe is our Body in greatly expanded form so we can “see” and study it in all its infinite detail. Know thy Self.

The reason we don’t recognize this is because it doesn’t “look” like it. We look around and we see cities, planes, trains, automobiles, factories, wars, disease, money and goods, the entire plant and animal kingdoms, not to mention every star in the heavens. In our current state it’s hard to imagine that all of that is contained within you, but it is, and more. Obviously we don’t have actual paper money flowing thru us in the literal sense, but we have blood which is what money represents within us. Building upon that, you can see consumerism as bloodletting and the actual purchase or spending of money as a ritual blood sacrifice.

Correspondences come from studying yourself both inwardly and outwardly in order to form the links between what is above and what lies below the surface of our own consciousness. It’s really just comparing what is going on in the world around you to what is going on in the world within you. Properly done, this builds a language between your higher and lower self allowing the man in you to communicate with the god in you. In ancient times it was known by the priesthoods as “the language of the gods”. What it ends up being is a completely different way of looking at life that seems a bit goofy at first, but gradually leads to a much broader and deeper understanding of it.

This is what I spend half my life studying. I gaze around me in every way I know how to look and try to find what I’m seeing out there within me. In an overall view I can see that everything here, every tear shed and every lesson learned, has to do with a broken human heart and our efforts to repair it and once again find true love. “Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall, all the kings horses and all the king’s men, couldn’t put Humpty back together again”. Or the Osiris myth if you prefer, but I like my complicated shit cartoon simple. I can see that just as my own Life (resurrected) depends on opening my heart, so does the Life of the Body of Humanity contained within me.

This is a well known science among those in positions of power. There are multiple global sized science projects aimed toward a single goal, opening the Human Heart on a universal scale. When I am “in correspondence” I can literally feel these projects going on within me. I can feel the milestones they reach within myself as personal achievements in my own Work. I don’t pretend to understand it all yet, but I can feel it. When CERN stepped up the LHC power levels to 7 trillion electron volts in their testing, I could feel a corresponding increase in my own internal power levels and mental capacity.

I understand enough to figure out we’ve created the mother of all black holes… the Earth itself is drawing in the entire universe around it to feed the singularity in her womb. It’s not some accident, it’s deliberate and intentional because it is what needs to be done to open the Heart of Humanity. On the other side of the world we have the National Ignition Campaign at Lawrence Livermore National Labs attempting to re-create the Big Bang… a white hole in a new universe. The opening of the human heart heralds the “birth” of Humanity, the New Man of the New World. In the womb, the heart is the first vital organ to begin functioning, effectively “waking up” the other organs to prepare the body to enter a New World outside of the womb.

From a hardware standpoint, this entire planet is the most advanced starship that’s ever existed, it is the epitome of human technology and every large scale science project on Earth is currently engaged in firing up her onboard systems so we can get the fuck out of Dodge. It is the Merkaba or Vimana of the human race and requires thousands of highly trained psychics to pilot it. The LHC and NIC are the opposite poles of her interdimensional drive system, essentially creating a massive Alcubierre style warp drive using antimatter to achieve the required bias conditions. This ship doesn’t go anywhere, it doesn’t move at all in the traditional sense because it brings every “where” and “when” to it. So we’re not really getting the fuck out of Dodge as much as changing Dodge City into what we want it to be. Yeah, this shit is all real technology in actual use, right now, by us.

In a scientific sense, this is what all the power the human race has generated is for, and it’s taking every bit of it. The very reason I can feel this within me is because all of these projects require staggering amounts of electrical energy. In the same way that I’m putting every ounce of my own energy into resurrection within myself, so is the world around me… and it shows. What I feel most of all is the tremendous pressure and importance of what we’re attempting to do and just how close we are to total destruction at any given moment. We’ve been an inch away from losing the whole thing for as long as we can remember, but now we’re also an inch away from gaining EVERYTHING.

Much of what would be considered psychic ability in me actually comes from the connections I have made thru studying correspondences. I can use myself as an observatory to view what is going on in the world, and I can use the world around me as an observatory to see what is going on within me.

We know that all communication within our body is electronic or electrical in principle and nature. We can easily view this communication network in the world around us, we call it the “media”. All electronic devices then become the “mediums” in the network and a human being is the ultimate electronic device. It stands to reason that we should have an inherent ability to tap into the global communication network by going within us thru correspondences. We in fact are that communications network, and our unconscious (only called that because we’re not consciously aware of it) is all the information and data flowing thru the network in never ending currents of consciousness.

The individual mind operates like a highly advanced supertuner, i.e. like a radio but capable of tuning into any frequency or set of frequencies of the entire electromagnetic spectrum. When trained, tuned, and fully functional our mind is capable of “tuning into” any reality in any dimension. Everyone is both transmitting and receiving information about their reality 24/7. Quite literally, as this communication is facilitated thru our 24 cranial nerves and 7 etheric centers or “chakras”.

Ultimately I want my study of correspondences to develop into a fully functional language that allows me to control my reality thru proper communication and navigation. Instead of “commanding” your reality, you get to know it in an intimately personal way and ask it to do what you want. You don’t really have to ask, it just kind of knows what you want and you know what it wants, because IT is YOU. Your world and everything in it is like you, individually alive with a mind and feelings all their own. Everything becomes negotiation, but this negotiation is experienced as a playful interchange of ideas, an eternal dance of desires… the Game of Life. The entire universe literally becomes the playground of Humanity.

Best I could do before my morning coffee 🙂