Why Bad Things Happen to Good People

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Because things happen FOR a cause, not FROM a cause.

I went thru childhood pretty much getting the snot beat out of me from every available angle, yet I really never did anything to deserve it. I was shy, bright, sensitive, and very much tried to do what the world around me wanted or asked of me. Much like Cain, I tried as hard as I could to do what I thought my God expected of me and was shunned and beaten for it. Much like Cain, I could never figure out why.

The reason we can’t stop all the bad shit from happening in our lives is because we never find the cause. We look behind it to previous events thinking it was something we did wrong. We don’t really know what it is we did wrong so we guess and stop engaging in some part of life hoping that will prevent it from happening again.

We never figure it out because we’re looking in the wrong direction. We need to look ahead of us, not behind us for the cause.

The First Cause:

There are many causes worth fighting for, but the one cause here that EVERYONE fights for, is Holy Resurrection. There are three stages to Resurrection, one of them is generating a massive amount of electrical power. The vital fluid of Life is electrical in nature, it is what animates life, without it everything is like an oak tree in winter, all but lifeless. Adamic/Atomic man is the generator.

When you think of how electricity is generated and look at the world around you, that’s exactly what we’re doing here. It is what ALL the fighting is about, it’s not because we’re stupid headless chickens fighting over grub. We’ve taken everything good and split it into good and evil, black and white, love and hate, right and wrong, up and down, past and future, even life and death. Dual polarity. We then force those opposite polarities into a field of interaction and it generates electricity. We see this as conflict and in this world EVERYTHING conflicts with everything else. Why, because one of the things (among many) we are masters of, is generating power, unimaginably massive amounts of power.

The Earth, right now as we speak, is the Mother of all supermassive black holes. You can’t tell, because you’re within the event horizon, you have to look for the effects like the ones Hawking talks about. Why? Because we are about to create a doorway between this universe and it’s alternate or anti-universe. In other words, we are about to open the gates of Heaven on Earth. The amount of power required to achieve this is staggering, we don’t really have a way to measure it other than saying it takes all the power there is. Now, the Human race doesn’t just have power, we ARE power.

What I’m saying here is, once we do this, there is no CAUSE for conflict or suffering any more, it’s simply not going to happen because the cause has been achieved.

You’ll see all this happen thru your individual self, not like you’re watching some news event on TV. Your world will begin changing little by little, you’ll barely notice at first because it’s the same magic act that got you here in the first place, only in reverse. Your mind will call your attention to something over there so you don’t notice the change over here, but now it’s for the better, always getting better. This is good, otherwise it would be an impossible battle of wills within yourself.

You’ll try to stop the changes at first, because previously in your life changes have meant going from bad to worse. That little voice in your head that always gave conflicting advice is now cocksure and focused on healing the damage done and righting what’s wrong in you. A voice from deep within you tells you that from this point on, everything gets better, not immediately but it will NEVER be getting worse anymore. You don’t trust it at first, but then gradually it proves itself, you look at what’s been happening and things ARE getting better. Not better in the sense of material wealth, although that struggle greatly diminishes, but in your understanding of life and the world around you.

Knowledge is power. If you know how to do it you can create any world you choose in the blink of an eye. That is the knowledge that has been kept from us, that YOU keep from yourself. Why? Because if we “knew” we wouldn’t fight as long or as hard as we have, we would have never generated the power we needed to do what we did. No other race in the universe, no other civilization in the billions lying in the dust of the earth, has ever achieved this. We are the First Ones, the “Sleeping Masters of Ta Meri” and we are about to wake up and reclaim our heritage. You have no idea how powerful you are… yet.

 

The Name John Peni El

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If you google it, you’ll find a number of people using the name. I’m not going to call bullshit on anyone. I don’t know what their purpose is in using it and I’m not really trying to figure it out. I have my own work to do, my own purpose for using it and I’m not into stepping on anyone else’s game. I’m going to play my game and allow everyone else to play theirs. My real hope is that they all enhance one another.

What I will say is that my interpretation of what the name means is quite a bit different from theirs, mostly because of what I achieved in a metaphysical sense and the position I’m in because of it.

The name means something, it denotes what I’ve done, the way I did it, and the function or service I perform within the Body of Humanity as a result of it.

It means the same thing as El I Jah, which describes the same thing, but in the other direction. El I Jah – John Peni El = what was done in Egypt and what is now being done in America to reverse it. Egypt meant “black earth = black heart” and what the priests did effectively closed or reversed the flow of the heart chakra. The Earth IS the heart of the universe, literally, the heart chakra of the cosmic man. America is attempting to reverse this flow because it’s a necessary step to achieve resurrection. You’ll know it when it happens, you won’t be able to feel anything but joy afterward. People think they experience love now, we do, it’s just in reverse. What most people think of as love is merely attraction and emotional vestments in an illusion that isn’t even real.

The way that is being done is thru 7000 savants the bible refers to as the Elect mentally controlling the core progression of their own cosmic bodies (stars) turning them into black holes then funneling the power from those thru the Son of Man to turn the Earth itself into a supermassive black hole. Sound far out? It’s already been done. We’re only waiting for the Earth’s population to hit 7 billion, that will give us the gravitational power and rotational velocity needed to create a torsion field that will literally twist the entire universe inside out, or more appropriately… outside in.

I couldn’t help but smile when I read Hawking’s book “A Brief History of Time” and what he theorized about black holes. He was spot on, and in my mind there’s no way anyone that brilliant can NOT put 2 and 2 together.

He was talking about entropy and theorizing about how super advanced civilizations might get rid of entropy by dumping it into a black hole. He said the only caveat was that the black hole would continue to grow in size from all the entropy being dumped into it. It would become supermassive, a black hole this size would have an extremely intense magnetic field “much like that of the Earth”. His own words. There’s no way he didn’t see a connection there, you’d think anyway.

He said this supermassive black hole would eventually expand it’s event horizon to envelope the universe. This is exactly what happened here on earth, we just don’t see it that way. The whole thing is based on the spiritual teaching “the stone that the builders refused will always be the head corner stone”.

Doing the math it says there are two possible ways to avoid that trap of all traps. You can refuse no stone, which may not actually be possible – OR – you can use only the stones the other builders refused, which may require a massive amount of patience.

The Earth is a giant ball of shit, that’s what the scarab symbolizes when he rolls his ball of dung around. Thru the reincarnation cycle, we come here to build our next world (heaven) but in so doing we leave the shit we don’t want in it behind here on Earth. It’s not really that we don’t want it, we just see it that way. It’s because we can’t keep everything to remake the whole in balance so we leave what we can’t balance behind and ascend. The goal however is resurrection, to completely divide yourself, remake yourself in the new image of what you want to be using ALL the parts and leaving nothing behind.

This is essentially what’s happening when Jesus ascends on a cloud with a promise to return to save the rest of Humanity. He fucked up his resurrection and had to ascend leaving some shit behind, with the “promise” that he would be back thru the cycles again and again and again… until he got it right. The first 3 or synaptic gospels are the yada, yada, yada of the reincarnation/ascension cycles and what follows each is yet another gospel with the same fail results. In the fourth or Gospel of John, it’s different. It is followed by everything leading up to and Revelations, which leads to a new heaven ON earth, not a new heaven AND earth. Heaven is the abode of Gods, Earth is the abode of men, Heaven on Earth is the abode of Humans or GodMen. Btw, John of the fourth gospel and Revelations and John Peni El are (at least functionally) one and the same.

Anyway, in a metaphysical and spiritual sense, this is exactly what Hawking was talking about. In going thru the reincarnation cycle here on Earth, we are essentially doing just what he said, dumping the disorder or entropy from all our worlds in the universe into this world. The name “John” isn’t synonymous with a toilet by accident, it refers to the ability to use all the shit everyone else refused, and funnel it all towards the singular goal of resurrection. If you’re patient enough, eventually everything is refused and you have all the parts of the whole “at your disposal”.

John also represents you while you’re here, you’ve left your previous wife (old world) in search of another woman (new world). That’s called a John. This world is called a harlot or whore because she can’t decide which man she wants to be with… this world doesn’t do what you want her to because she is always catering to other individual desires at the same time. That doesn’t make a lot of sense unless you remember that in the world you came from, everything went your way. In heaven, your world caters to you and only you, she is a loyal and loving wife.

Peni means “one” and El means both All and Electricity which are kind of the same thing. What it’s referring to in the best sense I can explain it, is the individual in you meeting the God in you, within your Self. In a biological sense, this means that you will use all the emotional (electrical) energy saved up from all the conflict and suffering in your life to create an arc/ark. An “arc” is electrical and fires thru your pineal gland to connect your two brain hemispheres allowing instant communication between your unconscious and conscious mind. An “ark” is the state of consciousness you will be living in while in transition between worlds. Since the worlds are so far apart, it takes a transitory world to get from one to the other, this is your ark in a spiritual sense.

The way this plays out in your own head is a complete rearranging of your world view, a piece at a time. Your mind is constantly re-ordering stuff trying to come up with a Whole World view that doesn’t leave anything out or unexplained. At some point this should turn into a crystal clear understanding of the whole thing. This is what I think I’m very close to achieving and what I plan on sharing with the world.

What I want to do is put the mysteries of this world into plain English (American) so that they are within reach of everyone. If I’m able to explain this stuff to myself in plainly understandable terms, then all the world really wants or needs from me is to know how I’m seeing things. Yet another reason to be average, it’s the closest thing there is to a reference model in a world that every individual sees differently. Worlds are imagined, there is no reality in the way we’ve come to think of it. The closest thing to a real world is an average of all the imagined realities. E. Pluribus Unum – out of many… One.

Back around late 1997 – early 1998 I used the accumulated emotional energy that I had saved up within me like a capacitor from a life of struggle and conflict. I felt the electrical discharge go off and flood my entire being. I got the mental impression of my mind being a star going supernova, expanding my event horizon (consciousness) to envelope the whole universe. It’s hard to explain what happened exactly but I got a lot of impressions and visuals flooding thru my mind. One was planting a American flag on the moon and claiming it for all Humanity. There was also a gravitational slingshot maneuver using the Sun within my own trinity so I could use my own inertia to change direction and gain velocity in the new direction at the same time. In other words, I did a complete 180 without even having to slow down, I actually gained velocity from it. Sometime after there was also what looked like a tornado or whirlpool of golden glass above my head funneling a torrent of power into me.

In a single moment I knew somehow that I had just done something incredible… I didn’t understand it, but I knew that I had just come into a very serious amount of power. Pure, unadulterated, absolute power. I knew somehow that the best thing, the only thing to do, was to give it right back. I needed a way to take the power out of my hands as a man, and out of my hands as a God and put it back where it belonged. I mentally “gave birth” to the only original thought I’ve ever had… a single thought that could “contain” all the other thoughts in my head – The Advocacy. I founded The Advocacy as a way of containing that power so it was controlled by the Whole, not the One or the All. It is after all, people power, it should be controlled by the people. The people now have at their complete disposal, their very own secret order.

It may not seem like much more than an idealistic fantasy here, but the secret orders of the world know what we have done. They know we occupy a position of power that we cannot be moved out of by any force, and they know just how powerful that position is.

The Advocacy’s creed is “Do what is right for the Whole”. As stupidly simple as it might sound, it goes deeper than you might think. Within ourselves there are always two sides at war, one side “god” represents the All as One. The other side “man” represents the individual as One. They fight thru a medium that we see as the world around us. That’s why when you fight the good and noble fight, it seems like the whole world is against you.

It’s not, it’s the god in you smacking around the man in you thru what we see as a world of circumstances beyond our control. To get it to stop, you need to find out why and how it’s happening and that means talking to God. To do that you need a priest since “no man has ever seen God face to face”. What that really means is that your conscious and unconscious mind each speak in a language the other can’t understand, they cannot communicate directly without a translator.

Your subconscious mind which “resides” in your pineal gland between your two brain hemispheres is the priest, messenger or translator. Jesus was a mythical representation of the subconscious mind becoming a perfect translator and going superconscious… christic consciousness… the awareness of being the All and an individual within that All, at the same time, the awareness of being Whole. You and your God need to become One, not two Ones battling it out thru the real you. This is done thru the Holy Spirit “the Holy Spirit will teach you everything”.  The Advocacy is my way of mythically containing the Holy Spirit or Spirit of the Whole. Spirit is purpose and the purpose of The Advocacy is to “Do what’s right for the Whole”. One and the same see?

The Advocacy is also a safe work place for a bunch of savants working toward resurrection. What this literally means is that I create a secret space in my mind for a bunch of savants to work in concert without being discovered, disrupted, or infiltrated by anyone with less than pure intentions. They were apparently “found” by the secret orders of the world in their last hidden work place, so I guess I’m a keeper of the flame too.

This is the kind of “meeting in secret places” that the secret orders were trying to prevent when America’s founding fathers were doing it during the revolution. They were all savants who could, thru their intentions and devotion to the Work “meet” and work together in a non-physical plane. I’m of the impression that they have found and lost these safe places to work many times over the ages, at times with disastrous consequences.

They are safe in my head, nobody gets into my head unless I allow it. A triple counter rotating hurricane of chaotic thoughts makes it impenetrable. There is technology that can read thoughts to an extent, but if anyone really wants to know what’s in your head, they have to go there. I have always been very protective of the work I do in my head and that’s how I protect it. You can enter that melee, but you’re not going to walk away from it a sane individual. Your mind would be flip flopping between states of order and disorder so fast you wouldn’t last even a fraction of a second without going insane.

I let the other savants in because I believe in their song “Give me the beat boys, to free my soul, I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift awaaay…”.

I don’t really let them in, their own intentions do. The Advocacy’s intentions are clear, we are hellbent on resurrection and anyone with those same intentions is free and welcome to join us. Come with any other intentions and you simply won’t find the place. The address is your intentions, if your intentions are wrong, so is the address.

I “assumed” the name John Peni El after what I did that created that arc/ark in me, it just kind of came into my head that I was supposed to use it for what I’m doing here. Not what I’m doing here in this blog, but in the world that’s in my head that’s about to come out of my head into this world. It’s closer to describing me and what I’m doing in the world right now than the name my physical parents gave me at birth, so I just go with it. The fact that I don’t join the Peni and El into one word is also deeply symbolic. Symbolically, I did meet God face to face in a place called pineal, but I didn’t stay there. If I had, I wouldn’t be of much use here to the people of this world and they’re kind of the whole point. I can return any time I wish and when the time is right, I will, with a whole lot of friends.

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R E A D I N G

Time of Reading
11:40 to 12:40 A. M.

1. HLC:  We seek at this time such information as will be of
value and interest to those present, including T. Mitchell
Hastings, Jr. in the next room, regarding the spiritual,
mental and physical changes which are coming to the earth.
You will tell us what part we may play in meeting and helping
others to understand these changes.  At the end of each
fifteen minute period you will pause, until I tell you to
continue, while the recording instrument is being arranged.
You will speak distinctly at a normal rate of speech, and you
will answer the questions which we will ask.

2. EC:  Yes; as each of you gathered here have your own
individual development, yet as each seeks to be a channel of
blessings to the fellow man, each attunes self to the Throne
of universal information.  And there may be accorded you that
which may be beneficial, not only in thine own experience,
but that which will prove helpful, hopeful, in the
experience of others.

3. Many an one may question you as to the sources, as to the
channel through such information that may be given you at
this time has come.  Know it has reached that which is as
high for each of you in your respective development as you
have merited, and do merit; and has accorded and does accord
to the realm of light that which may be aidful and helpful in
thine own experience, and in the experience of those that ye
in your service to thy fellow man may give unto others.

4. Hence, in giving the interpretation, MANY are present;
many of those whose names alone would bring to others awe –
discredit, yet – even a wonderment.  For, not only then must
the information be instructive but enlightening; yet it must
also be so given that it may be a PRACTICAL thing in the
experience of thine own self and in the experience of life of
thine fellow man.  Not only must it be informative in nature,
but it must also be that which is constructive; though
[pause] that which is informative and that which may be
enlightening and constructive must at times overlap one
another.

5. First, then:  There is soon to come into the world a body,
one of our own number here that to many
has been a representative of a sect, of a thought, of a
philosophy, of a group, yet one beloved of all men in all
places where the universality of God in the earth has been
proclaimed, where the oneness of the Father as God is known
and is consciously magnified in the activities of individuals
that proclaim the acceptable day of the Lord.  Hence that one
John, the beloved in the earth – his name shall be John, and
also at the place where he met face to face [Peniel].

6. When, where, is to be this one?  In the hearts and minds of
those that have set themselves in that position that they
become a channel through which spiritual, mental and material
things become one in the purpose and desires of that physical
body!

7. As to the material changes that are to be as an omen, as a
sign to those that this is shortly to come to pass – as has
been given of old, the sun will be darkened and the earth
shall be broken up in divers places – and THEN shall be
PROCLAIMED – through the spiritual interception in the hearts
and minds and souls of those that have sought His way – that
HIS star has appeared, and will point [pause] the way for
those that enter into the holy of holies in themselves.  For,
God the Father, God the Teacher, God the director, in the
minds and hearts of men, must ever be IN those that come
to know Him as first and foremost in the seeking of those
souls; for He is first the GOD to the individual and as He is
exemplified, as He is manifested in the heart and in the acts
of the body, of the individual, He becomes manifested before
men.  And those that seek in the latter portion of the year
of our Lord (as ye have counted in and among men) ’36, He
will appear.

8. As to the changes physical again:  The earth will be broken
up in the western portion of America.  The greater portion of
Japan must go into the sea.  The upper portion of Europe will
be changed as in the twinkling of an eye.  Land will appear
off the east coast of America.  There will be the upheavals
in the Arctic and in the Antarctic that will make for the
eruption of volcanos in the Torrid areas, and there will be
shifting then of the poles – so that where there has been
those of a frigid or the semi-tropical will become the more
tropical, and moss and fern will grow.  And these will begin
in those periods in ’58 to ’98, when these will be proclaimed
as the periods when His light will be seen again in the
clouds.  As to times, as to seasons, as to places, ALONE is
it given to those who have named the name – and who bear the
mark of those of His calling and His election in their
bodies.  To them it shall be given.

9. As to those things that deal with the mental of the earth,
these shall call upon the mountains to cover many.  As ye
have seen those in lowly places raised to those of power in
the political, in the machinery of nations’ activities, so
shall ye see those in high places reduced and calling on
the waters of darkness to cover them.  And those that in the
inmost recesses of theirselves awaken to the spiritual truths
that are to be given, and those places that have acted in
the capacity of teachers among men, the rottenness of those
that have ministered in places will be brought to light,
and turmoils and strifes shall enter.  And, as there is
the wavering of those that would enter as emissaries, as
teachers, from the throne of life, the throne of light, the
throne of immortality, and wage war in the air with those of
darkness, then know ye the Armageddon is at hand.  For with
the great numbers of the gathering of the hosts of those
that have hindered and would make for man and his weaknesses
stumblingblocks, they shall wage war with the spirits of
light that come into the earth for this awakening; that have
been and are being called by those of the sons of men into
the service of the living God.  For He, as ye have been told,
is not the God of the dead, not the God of those that have
forsaken Him, but those that love His coming, that love His
associations among men – the God of the LIVING, the God of
Life!  For, He IS Life.

10. Who shall proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord in him
that has been born in the earth in America?  Those from that
land where there has been the regeneration, not only of the
body but the mind and the spirit of men, THEY shall come and
declare that John Peniel is giving to the world the new ORDER
of things.  Not that these that have been proclaimed have
been refused, but that they are made PLAIN in the minds of
men, that they may know the truth and the truth, the life,
the light, will make them free.

11. I have declared this, that has been delivered unto me to
give unto you, ye that sit here and that hear and that see a
light breaking in the east, and have heard, have seen thine
weaknesses and thine faultfindings, and know that He will
make thy paths straight if ye will but live that YE KNOW this
day – then may the next step, the next word, be declared unto
thee.  For ye in your weakness [pause] have known the way,
through that as ye have made manifest of the SPIRIT of truth
and light that has been proclaimed into this earth, that has
been committed unto the keeping of Him that made of Himself
no estate but who brought into being all that ye see manifest
in the earth, and has declared this message unto thee:  “Love
the Lord thy God with all thine heart,” and the second is
like unto it, “Love thy neighbor as thyself.”  Who is thine
neighbor?  Him that ye may aid in whatsoever way that he, thy
neighbor, thy brother, has been troubled.  Help him to stand
on his own feet.  For such may only know the acceptable way.
The weakling, the unsteady, must enter into the crucible and
become as naught, even as He, that they may know the way.  I,
Halaliel, have spoken

 

 

The Purpose of Mystory – Personal Myth

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In doing all this each post is targeting multiple audiences on multiple levels. Each post has a distinct purpose and expected effect depending on the individual reader’s position and understanding. The posts are designed to convey different information to each individual that reads them, based on how deeply they’re able to see into things. How you read (or read into) each post depends on your current position in the progression toward resurrection. Like myth, they are designed to both conceal and reveal the Knowledge of Self.

In reality, I’m trying to establish communication between the various principles, powers and agencies within my Self thru myth and symbolic correspondences. One of the things we’ve done here is “personified” every individual function within our Self. On the world stage, we are each “acting out” one of those individual functions, but each of us also “contains” all of those functions within our whole self. What is about happen on the world stage is the ‘Greatest Show on Earth”. The show is written, directed, produced, and performed by all of Humanity for the sole purpose of teaching you about your Self and all the wonders contained therein.

On a personal level, my old world used my own personal mythos (world view in story form) to conceal knowledge of my true Self for my own benefit. It is no longer to my benefit to keep it concealed so I’m using the same mythos in reverse to reveal knowledge of my true self which in turn brings about my new world. “Know thy Self” – possibly the most famous quote in all mythology and for good reason, it pretty much sums up what ALL mythology is about.

Another way of putting it… personal myth is the story the subconscious mind tells our conscious mind about what our unconscious mind is up to. When that knowledge is destructive it is kept hidden. When it is constructive it is revealed, but ONLY as constructive uses become available. You can’t just start telling a completely new story, your conscious mind would have no frame of reference to comprehend it. You have to use the story you’re already familiar with and reverse engineer it in a way that keeps the story moving forward and not backward.

You can never use truth to reveal the truth when the truth isn’t known. You cannot use what is hidden to reveal what is hidden if you can’t see it. You need to use myth, a familiar story made up of lies, but lies that contain and lead to the truth.

 

 

The Greatest Story Never Told

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Is our own, the story of the Human race.

Look at the world and it seems like 7 billion people all running around like headless chickens grubbing for food and when the food runs out or they get too decrepit to grub anymore… they die.

There’s no story there so it can’t possibly be what we’re really up to.

The human race has always been up to something behind all that – the Work.

The Work is the job of Holy Resurrection. When you do what I did you get to see a glimpse of it. Seeing it for even a brief moment will restore every ounce of faith you’ve never had in the Human race, it did for me.

The reason is, you see what’s possible. Not just possible, I mean out of all the possible things you can do with what we have to build a perfect world, we explored and took every possibility to it’s utmost limit, things you’d never even dream were possible. It is the very pinnacle of what is possible out of ALL possibilities, the absolute grandest achievement any race or world can hope to obtain. By that very nature, it has come to be considered impossible by almost every other race in the universe. They have all tried and failed to the point of giving up… all but one – the Human race. We have never given up, we did the math, we know what is possible and we WILL prevail because that is what we do.

What we’re talking about is a world of Gods, living as free men. True brotherhood in a society of individuals, each and every one of whom control the entire world around them. Now you’d think that would be just like this world, only way more fucked up. A bunch of gods running around all trying to bend the entire world to their own will, that’s pretty much total chaos.

Not in the world we’re moving into. Not only do those god like powers NEVER come into conflict, they actually enhance each other in a harmonic way that builds even higher harmonic orders. What that means is a world where things are not just perfect, they’re getting more and more perfect all the time… for everyone… forever.

This is what all the blood, sweat, and tears were for my friends, the time has come to start enjoying the fruits of our labor. It’s time to stop telling History and start telling our own.

 

Mental Fishing and Hunting

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I used to fish and hunt in the real, physical sense when I was younger and could keep up with it. I had a few hernias and back problems and it got to be more effort than it was worth. The interesting thing was, I didn’t stop doing it, I just stopped doing it externally.

I remember doing it in my head when I was very young, before I could get to the woods or a lake on my bicycle. I was looking for answers, just as I am now and that’s how I got the majority of them. I fish and hunt for information, and it’s just like a real outing with all the same enjoyment, finesse, and nuances, just not near as much effort.

Fishing

What I do is find a clear spot in my mind. This isn’t the same as clearing it of all thoughts like I understand meditation to be. My thoughts are still there whirling around and past me at breakneck speed, I just find the eye of the hurricane so to speak.

Once there I have a neutral field or space to work in, then I go to work. Any question becomes a negative attractor in this neutral field. What makes it negative is your need to know the answer, the stronger your need to know the better the bait. So the question becomes the bait and all the thoughts in the hurricane whirling around my little neutral work space are the fish. The fish are a positive polarity and they very much want to hook up with the bait. Where my fishing skills come in is using the right bait for the fish I’m after under the right conditions. It is just like real fishing and for me it’s fun and relaxing because I don’t have to do anything but sit there and ponder.

It’s kind of interesting to note that some of the best deep sea fishing to be had anywhere in the world is in the eye of a hurricane. The weather is perfect and the big fish are always biting.

Hunting

I’m usually less aware of what I’m doing when I’m hunting than when fishing. I think this is because I’m trophy hunting very dangerous game much of the time. Many of my mental hunting trips have a distinctly military nature and feel to them. They can be enjoyable but it’s in a more “barely make it out alive by the seat of your pants” over-stimulation kind of way. I’m often completely exhausted afterward. It’s very much like remote viewing but I think my targeting parameters and protocols are different.

It’s a lot like fishing, except I don’t have to clear a space. I still make what I’m looking for the negative attractor but instead of making myself the question I make myself the answer that’s chasing it. The field is still neutral but it’s not calm, I’m in the melee. I set myself up as the positive “hunter” and use what I “need” to know about the target to locate it. I don’t do anything to identify the target itself because I can’t, it’s more like identifying the purpose for for which I seek it. The target then becomes a negative attractor that identifies itself in a neutral field of non-targets. All I have to do is bag it and bring it home, often times easier said than done.

Not every fishing or hunting trip ends up with a wall-hanger the first time around, many times they end up being mere scouting trips but you ALWAYS learn something about your game.

Anyone can do this, you just have to stop asking other people for answers and start asking yourself. Nobody knows you better than you. Personally, I like to skip the middle man and go right to the source whenever possible.

 

The Apollo Program

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What they were doing with the Apollo space program was and is one of the most closely guarded secrets the world has ever known. It was so secret that many of the people who worked on it gave their own lives voluntarily to keep it that way. ALL records of the esoteric purpose of the program were destroyed, there are no written records of this left anywhere to the best of my knowledge.

I’m not sure if they ever physically put a man on the moon with the Apollo program, just as I have no verifiable way of knowing if Jesus or any other mythical figure was ever physically real. What I do know is they were using it to perform the highest ritual magic act I’ve ever seen.

The spiritual correspondences were astoundingly accurate. In order to understand what they were attempting you have to know the symbolic meaning and correspondences of the Earth, Sun, and Moon not just in a mythological sense, but also how they correspond inwardly with your own trinity.

Ever ask yourself why the hell they named it the Apollo program? Apollo was the Greek sun god, wtf does that have to do with putting a man on the moon?

Not a damned thing in the exoteric sense, in the esoteric sense they were attempting to create the Son of Man. E. Pluribus Unum – Out of Many… One. What they were up to is completely outlined by the symbolism on the back of a one dollar bill, including who was/is behind it all.

In this system of correspondence the Sun represents Man as the Son of God. The moon represents God (the old man in the moon or Father). So when they say they’re attempting to put a man on the moon, what they were really doing was magically creating the fertile conditions in America to raise the Son of Man. The spirit of America or her purpose, was always to raise the Son of Man, the founding fathers knew this when they went against their own secret orders to set things in motion.

They wanted to create a man who could communicate with the the All or God. The measurements and specifications for the rocket itself we’re all Earth measures straight from the Great Pyramid in Egypt. The Great Pyramid is also called the “pyramid of measures”. The measures of what? They are the measures of a Whole Man or the Son of Man, an absolutely average human being. We’re not talking what most people think of as average, I mean the precise, on the nuts, absolute mean average of the whole human race. How to apply those measures and achieve this was right out of the the Holy Bible.

Much of this was figured out by savants employed by their secret orders. It was those savants who also realized that this wasn’t something any of their respective orders could ever accomplish. The meekest of men risked life, limb, and everything dear to them to betray their own orders for what they believed in. They were right too, they knew that their brotherly fraternities would continue to fight amongst each other for a prize they could never obtain. They have until this day and it is they who are the top players in the global end game.

Enter the Son of Man, a holy priest after the Order of Melchizedek. I’m not sure what the word Melchizedek meant back then, but I know the gist of their story. They were a sect or order that wanted a priest who could represent all of them, but not of the priestly caste. They wouldn’t put any faith in anyone who hadn’t come from their own. How could anyone who never worked or suffered properly represent them all if he’d never been thru what they’d gone thru. More importantly, how could a priest who is the head member of an order fighting amongst other orders ever represent them all.

Back to being average, it doesn’t sound like much but if you were the absolute mean average there’s a lot you could do with it. The mean average of anything contains the whole of it in a microcosmic sense. It is a miniature of the whole thing in perfect proportion, it isn’t the whole but it accurately represents the whole because it contains everything the whole thing contains in the same proportions. This is what Jesus was talking about in the bible when he declared “what was my father’s is now mine”. It’s what Edgar Cayce meant when repeatedly asked about who Jesus was during a reading and he emphatically replied over and over “he was average”. It’s also what Cayce (Halaliel in this case) was referring to when he was talking about John Peni El meeting god face to face, and it is most definitely what they were trying to achieve with the Apollo program.

If you were average you’d be your own universal observatory, thru a knowledge and study of correspondences you could “see” what the whole human race was up to within yourself. Thru something NASA calls acoustic stepping and gating (essentially coupled  harmonic resonance or sympathetic vibration) you could effectively control the whole world around you.

You’d also be a sort of fulcrum or balance point for the entire human race, you move one way and the whole has to move with you or be thrown off balance (Egypt). Conversely, you could also use that to keep a teetering world in balance. If the mass moves too far one way or the other you can shift yourself as the fulcrum point and re-balance the load and then gradually bring her back to center (America). This is why one of the ancient names for the Sun/Son God was Bal… or “balance point”.

You could also know what the All or God knows which is essentially the entire experiential knowledge base of every human being that ever lived. Another way of putting that is gaining access to the Hall of Records. Another way of seeing it is your conscious mind gaining access to your unconscious mind.

You could also control the secret orders of the world, who in turn, control what’s happening in this world. This is clearly what John is telling the heads of the seven churches at the beginning of the book of Revelations. By way of becoming average he has effectively “contained” them because in being average he contains the whole and they are parts of said whole. Possession is 9/10 of the law and he threatens them with the one thing they’re afraid of, losing their power. He tells them to return to their first work, that of resurrection.

We’ll go into Revelations in way more detail later. You may have already guessed I’m talking about far more than I’m actually saying but we’ll leave it at that for now.

Symbolism in the mainstream media tells what happened to the Apollo program. The secret orders of the world took over NASA but their 7 primary initiates crashed and burned (as evidenced by the explosion and 7 deaths in the Challenger accident) as well as their backups or secondary initiates (as evidenced by the Columbia explosion and another 7 deaths).

Apollo was highly successful in spite of all this, there was another candidate that was pulled from the program even as they were taking it over. He was pulled because they thought he was too easily distracted, he couldn’t focus his mind on anything for more than a second or two. What they didn’t realize is that’s how it’s going to appear if you’re focusing on the whole thing. Focusing on any part or detail of the whole for more than a second or two will cause you to lose sight of the whole, which is supposed to be your object of focus.

He continued pursuing the goal of the program without the program or its handlers to support him. However it happened, the goal was achieved, America put a man on the moon in the esoteric sense. This is evidenced by a commercial the AdCouncil did some years back, the E.Pluribus Unum commercial with people from all races, religions and creeds standing up and saying “I’m an American” one after the other. Then at the end of the commercial the message on the screen says “E. Pluribus Unum – out of many… One”

I wonder how many Americans watched that commercial without knowing what it really meant or ever asking themselves “wtf does that mean “E. Pluribus Unum – out of many… One”? I think most people just assumed it was political propaganda relating to 9/11 that meant one nation from many races, like some sort of patriotic rally call. It did serve a purpose there as well, they wanted Americans emotionally “up in arms” but didn’t want that turning into hatred against Muslims in America.

A Puzzle

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Most people know that there are some instances of 13 on the back of a one dollar bill, for example…

  • 13 letters in Annuit Coeptis
  • 13 letters in E Pluribus Unum
  • 13 arrows in the eagle’s talon
  • 13 leaves on the olive branch
  • 13 olives on the olive branch
  • etc

There are actually 13 instances of 13, some require a bit of creative thinking to discover but they’re all there. You can google for them, but the most you’ll find listed is about 7 or 8, the five I listed and perhaps 2 or 3 more.

The pyramid and eye are often attributed to the Illuminati, but I’ve never heard of any group or sect claiming any of the symbolism as their own. For the most part the symbols tell what is being done more so than who is doing it. They are describing humanity’s attempt to go for resurrection against all odds and succeeding. In the end, you’re the one doing it.

There is however a notable exception.

Since the human race began there has been a small but growing sect of people that devoutly believe in resurrection. When they were the Essenes they numbered around 200, when they were the Druids several hundred more, when they were the Templar Knights it was in the thousands, since then they have disappeared into the fabric of society. You won’t find them within a single group because that just paints a big red bullseye on their forehead.

The are the Keepers of the Flame, the warrior priests of the 13th tribe. They bear the torch of the Human race, and when one goes down another takes his place. Notice that the 13 instances of 13 are underlying or woven into ALL the other symbolism. That tells me no matter how many secret orders are involved and controlling parts of the Work, the 13th tribe is always in control of the whole Work.

Who is the 13th tribe?

There was originally one single unified human tribe that split into twelve divisions. There was never a 13th tribe in addition to the other twelve, it was all twelve of them together as one tribe. After the division one god became 12 gods, one for each tribe. The whole One God thing was rekindled by the 13th tribe, it may have even started with a single individual “keeper of the flame”. The movement all but died many times, existing like a candle in the wind until it was revived back in Egypt’s new kingdom by the pharaoh Akhenaten. At the time there were 12 mystery schools that taught how to get thru the afterlife (this is the afterlife btw, it’s not after you die here, you’re in it now). Akhenaten sacrificed Egypt itself to establish the 13th mystery school but without that sacrifice the movement would have died. Akhenaten was a true keeper of the flame.

The 13th tribe we’re talking about here is really a movement involving a “sect” of rogue members of the 12 tribes collectively working together to reunify them. This movement is “initiated” by the People, the whole of humanity… the real 13th tribe.

The Bible refers to them as the Elect. There is an exact ratio of these people in the global population, 1 in a million. Sometime between now and October of this year the Earth’s population will hit critical mass, the magic 7 billion number. Why is it magic? Because 7000 people of like mind and a single cause can change this world forever… and we will. We are the captain and crew of the warship God and we fight with and for the People against anything opposing the resurrection of the entire Human race. After eons of getting our asses handed to us by the secret orders of the world, we now have them in a position where their only prudent choice is to help us.

I’ve given the challenge to a lot of people to find all 13 instances, nobody has ever found them all and I never reveal it if they don’t find them on their own. It’s possible that the only way to find them all is by thinking like one of us (savants on a resurrection mission) but to be honest they’re all right there in plain sight. I suspect anyone sufficiently interested in knowing what all that rather odd symbolism is really about, can figure it out on their own.

 

Who is God?

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In a word – YOU

The real question should be “who are you?

Let’s look at gods in myth. I loved Joseph Campbell, he was the only mythology professor in the entire public educational system that actually got what all those myths were about.

YOU

The oldest name for God in myth is “Hu”. It is in fact where the word “Human” comes from, it literally means “God in Man(ifestation)” Say it phonetically and it even sounds like “you”.

When you talk to God in your head, who are you really talking to? Be simple and honest about it… you’re talking to yourself thru your own trinity.

What do gods do in myths? All they really seem to be able to control in the world of men is circumstances. God only controls circumstances and Man only controls what can be done within any given set of circumstances – what we call free will

You may not want to believe that you’re god (tho no more or less so than anyone else) but you’ll never be able to control the circumstances around you if you keep thinking God is something completely removed from you.

This is the one failing I see in every new age teaching. They all have a different politely correct term for it… god, life force, the source, the universe, the divine, etc. What they never tell you (because they’re afraid to go there) and what makes any other info they’re delivering all but useless, is that it’s YOU.

Pretty clever really, how can you control something you can’t ever find, much less see or touch?

You can and do control the circumstances in your life, when you combine this with the ability to use any set of circumstances to your advantage you pretty much have the tools necessary to completely control the world around you, because the world around you IS you.

Here’s how you’re doing it…

Your mind is rotating thru the 3 aspects of your trinity all the time, just like the Zodiac. About a third of the time we’re playing God. Everyone no matter their position in life gets in positions of authority throughout any given day. It is what you do when your in a position of authority in these moments that controls the circumstances you endure. The reason we NEVER pick up on this and put 2 and 2 together is because we think we’re doing it to someone else. You can actually experiment with this and prove it to yourself.

It’s probably going to be more subtle than you’re expecting, you might not see it as a position of authority. A more obvious example of a position of authority would be one where you’re controlling another’s actions thru your own. We savor it even more if there’s nothing they can do about it. An example of this could be driving 55 in the left lane on the highway and blocking everyone behind you that wants to go faster.

You’re not blocking them, you’re blocking yourself. To look for the effects, you wouldn’t look for someone doing exactly the same thing to you the next day, that’s not how it works or we’d have all figured it out by now. You look for the basic or elementary action, you’d look for it as some type of action that blocks something you want to do in your life.

A more subtle example would be what I’m doing here. There is a part of me that has already figured all of this out. I allow that part of me to occupy a position of authority in order to teach the rest of myself what is going on. I get the gist of all this stuff in an academic sense but I need to teach myself how to apply it and that’s what I’m doing here. It’s not the words you’re seeing that are doing it, it’s the magical or symbolic gesture behind it.

In my life everything I do is a symbolic gesture, nothing is ever what it seems to be on the surface. I suspect that’s true for all of us, it’s certainly true for the human race and what we’re up to here. On the surface it doesn’t make sense, but when you look at the symbolic gestures underneath it all and begin to understand them, it starts making a whole lot of sense.

There are other mitigating factors, like attitude, emotional state, intentions, and the amount of will force applied, but that’s essentially how it works.

I got lucky in figuring it out. Being autistic I was very strongly focused on teaching people a lesson when they offended me. I never wanted to harm anyone or wished them harm, I just wanted to teach them a lesson. Well, it took over 40 years of doing it but I finally figured out who was actually getting all those lessons… Me.

It was the right thing to do, I’ve put them all to good use. There is also a lesson here in messing with your own creative forces. Don’t ever try to outsmart your own God, there is a reason if you don’t know how this works and you should always know why you’re doing something before you go changing it and messing everything up.

Even when revealing the truth to yourself, there is a definite order that must be followed. For instance, I know, and we probably all know at some level that we’re in complete control of everything in our reality. The begging question is, if we control it and can make any reality we want, why create a world that sucks, full of conflict, strife and suffering? You need to figure that out within yourself to your own satisfaction BEFORE you figure out how to change it or you will fuck up your own creative process at a point where it was nearly complete and have to start all over.

There are no cheats, no exploits, no shortcuts, just a lot of hard work. The good news is, all the blood, sweat, and tears are worth it a thousand times over and that’s why we do it.

 

 

What “The Advocacy” Advocates

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In a word… Resurrection. More specifically what the bible refers to as Holy Resurrection. We can translate that into Whole Resurrection or resurrection of the whole of humanity. This is in opposition to Ascension, the current way things are done and the way they’ve been done for as long as anyone can remember. We’re going to be talking later about what the difference is, why we advocate Resurrection over Ascension (it’s a no brainer really, once you do the math) and what that all means in a way that’s personally relevant and applicable in your everyday life.

 

Who Am I?

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Nobody, somebody, everybody… I’m not sure really. I’m just an individual who has spent his entire life in a highly focused effort to figure things out. I’m talking about this world, figuring out just wtf we’re doing here and why. This isn’t just a hobby for me, I have focused every conceivable aspect of my life towards this single endeavor. The whole point of doing this seems to be to share the knowledge gained with the rest of the world.  I’m not fooling myself into thinking I’ve got the whole thing figured out yet, not quite. I am however most of the way there by all accountable signs and I believe success to be eminent. About the only thing I’ve ever truly “known” in my life is that I can, and WILL do this thing I’m trying to do.

I am I guess, a savant because of what I can do in my head. Many savants are lucky in that they are also adept at some form of artistic expression which enables them to bring their ideas into this world. I’ve never enjoyed that advantage, being autistic, it has all been trapped in my head banging at the walls for the last 50 years desperately trying to get out. I have this huge story to tell and I don’t even know where to start because the story doesn’t really have a beginning or end. It is our story, the story of the Human race and what we put ourselves thru to achieve the impossible, it is in fact the greatest story NEVER told.

Due to the nature of what I’m studying and doing, I’m operating just this side of crazy most of the time and that’s probably going to be apparent here. I make no apologies or promises, but I’ll try as best I can to present things in a way that’s useful. I also don’t plan on telling this whole story by my lonesome either, I couldn’t if I wanted to… it’s bigger than big. I do have a posse out there tho, a small but dedicated group of people with a mind to change the world. Hopefully they’ll be jumping on the bandwagon soon to help present things in a better way when I’m struggling.