Help a Brother Out

Fraternal orders have taken a bad rap, but what they represent shouldn’t. I’m not a card carrying member of any official masonic order, or any other secret handshake club, but I have friends who are.

I have watched them scheme and plot against each other, cleverly taking advantage of a brother in need under the guise of help only to further their own aims. I’ve seen them witching each other and themselves back and forth with their occult practices, and I know a lot of members use the lodges as their own free private business network and volunteer labor force. All about what you’d expect in any social organization dabbling in the occult and all against their own purported standards of conduct. Why should they be any different than the world surrounding them?

I’ve also been lucky enough to become friends with a few brothers who actually know what fraternity means and are the very examples of it. A true brother is someone who believes in your cause, stands with you in what you stand for, and values that fraternal bond above and beyond all others, including blood. When bloodlines must be crossed, your fraternal brothers are all you can depend on. When you’re own family wouldn’t understand, your fraternal brothers do.

I believe Humanity is a fraternity, where the bond of being Human crosses all other lines and boundaries. We are one tribe, one blood, one eternal order, and that order is fraternal in nature. It is the Human fraternal order true freemasonry seeks to build. The stones are us, no mortar is necessary because when we finally come together as one it’s a perfect fit. All the cracks and splits in our individual character disappear letting the brilliance of our true nature and heritage shine forth once and for all. The Sons of a new dawn, born of the Gods and raised by Man… the light of Humanity breaks on the universal horizon.

WE are the light that vanquishes the darkness… let there be light πŸ™‚

 

 

Humble Pie

From everything I’ve been able to gather, the most prized and strived for personal possession in our character building treasure chest is patience. Patience displayed is humility or being humble.

What if true humility only comes from being truly humiliated? Personally I see two types of humility in the world, people who have learned to act humble and people who truly are. In general, those who truly are seem to be those who have been truly humiliated, over and over and over again.

I’m not talking about the funny kind of humiliation, where you did something stupid and it gets a few laughs at your expense. I mean run out of town by your own friends and family, raw, ugly to the bone, condemned and stoned by an angry horde humiliated. It’s the very last thing anyone wants to go thru.

But what if it’s absolutely necessary to building true humility into your real character? How far are you willing to go for it? Are you willing to be hated by your own children as a failed parent? Are you willing to be seen as a waste of life by your own society? Are you willing to try as hard as you can and still fail the ones you love? Are you willing to put your entire life into some endeavor nobody around you sees the value of until long after you’re gone? Are you willing to be completely misunderstood by the world around you with no chance to explain… ever?

Stupid questions really, nobody wants to be in any of those dreaded positions, yet here we are as much as we’d like to avoid it. Rather than just flip out a judgement call and say it’s all wrong and we’re all messed up, I’m going to postulate that we’re going thru what we NEED to go thru to build the character in ourselves that we ourselves respect and admire.

Do we or should we enjoy going thru it? Hell no! Are we putting ourselves thru hell for a damned good reason? God yes!

What we endure is temporary, what we gain from it is eternal. Keeping that in mind, it is worth it to me to go thru whatever I must temporarily endure to build my eternal character into something I can live with… forever.

Serve me up a heaping helping, because I suck at acting humble πŸ™‚

 

Stellar Core Progression

If you look at our current scientific models of core progression in a star like our sun you’ll see it corresponds exactly with what one must do to achieve ascension.

You can get the gory details from NASA, but essentially it’s a series of atomic reactions beginning with hydrogen and climbing the elemental ladder of the periodic table. It stops at Iron, because iron is the most stable of all atomic bonds and an iron core is a star’s ticket to becoming a black hole. You need the stability because the pressure upon the core is going to reach infinity, or more accurately the mass of the entire universe bearing down upon you.

So when we scan the night sky with our telescopes and see a few black holes amongst a ton of stars, those are actually people like us ascending and reincarnating. A star can be thought of like a door or gate between universes. There is a positive and negative universe, or maybe a positive and negative side to the same universe would be more accurate. We see mostly stars in the night sky because we’re on the side where things are based on predominately radial forces.

When a star is born, it is gating radial forces into our universe. The force is electrical in nature, what we perceive as light and heat are really due to energy loss in the circuit. Any time an electrical current passes thru anything that isn’t superconductive, it encounters resistance which produces magnetic friction. Friction as we know produces heat, when atoms are heated they become excited, when they become excited enough the electrons in the outer valence ring transform into photons producing visible light. What is being gated into our universal circuit is electricity, not heat and light.

Anyway, it’s coming in from somewhere, and I believe that somewhere is the the negative half of the universe where torsional forces prevail. This is the astral universe, or the universe of our dreams. So one one side the people look up at a dark background with points of light, on the other they see just the opposite, a background of light with dark holes. The difficulty lies in the way they see it, which we can’t comprehend on this side because the entire universe we see on this side is as completely different as it gets.

They see it in a subjective sense, with light representing information or knowledge and the black holes as being something like memory cells where information is archived and encrypted. We see the same thing as stars in the sky, atoms that make up everything we see, and as people living their lives here. This makes each and every one of us a “tomb” of archived information. I believe what has been archived in us is entire civilizations, quantized, digitized, encrypted and hermetically sealed for posterity… our own.

I’m bouncing around between models which makes it harder to follow but easier to understand if you do.

When I first picked up my Cambridge Atlas of Astronomy and flipped it open it happened to land on the section about stars and stellar core progression. The very first thing I noticed, albeit intuitively, was that this was an intelligently controlled progression and it had to be an intelligence very much like my own. What I noticed in a pretty solid way, was that stars are doing the same thing we are here on earth, it just looks different on the surface.

The goal is ALWAYS resurrection. Whole resurrection is the most difficult and dangerous undertaking humanity ever faces, to bring our eternal selves back from complete and utter annihilation… wholly intact. Not just intact, but better than we were before because we have added a new member to our Holy Alliance, not just a new tribal member, but a whole new universal tribe. It is the complete renewal of life itself after every bit of life has been extinguished, the mighty Phoenix rising out of it’s own ashes.

The ascension/reincarnation cycle is nothing more than a series of “do-overs” trying to get it right the first time, which is every time because we can never remember the last time. You can see the entire scale of possible outcomes in stellar core progression and the different ways stars end their lives based on how far their core has progressed and what direction they took in forming chemical bonds.

Most stars never become black holes because they cannot achieve the required mass. Mass is weight on this side, but on the other side it’s the number of people archived within you as a tomb. This is your tribe within you, the bigger your tribe the more support you have to achieve resurrection from our point of view. From a star’s point of view, it gives it the required mass to even attempt the work of becoming a black hole.

Now once a star does have the mass, it has to be able to control it by “throwing its own weight around”. It’s own weight is the solid iron core which becomes magnetized by electrical friction. It is the strength of this generated magnetic field which affects how far it extends, which in turn affects how much it is able to contain within its circumference. A way to gain even more mass, because it’s going to be needed.

If the star is able to generate a sufficiently powerful magnetic field, it’s circumference could theoretically encompass the entire universe. In order to do this is would have to have the entire mass of the universe behind it… both sides. In mythical terms this means you would need the support of both Gods and Men, support of one without the other is going to force you back thru another do-over.

In scientific terms, it means a star becoming so powerful that its event horizon has expanded to encompass the entire universe… EXACTLY what Stephen Hawking predicted would happen if every technologically capable civilization in the universe dumped all their entropy into a single black hole like a metaphysical garbage can. I look at it more like a toilet, because it swirls and sucks, but the effect is the same. This world, this entire universe is made of refuse, of material rejected from star systems because it was causing entropy.

You can also see how this trend would end up. Eventually they would throw away everything, which means the intelligence in whatever star is being used as this cosmic toilet would eventually be given everything he needs to bring home the bacon for his people… free of charge. Since he literally IS his entire tribe in archived form, the real bacon is control of the universe by his people, the very same people that threw everything away in the first place, but not the same because they were tribes and he is one tribe made from all tribes. E Pluribus Unum – Out of Many… One.

Hawking also predicted black holes would eventually evaporate. I believe this is because they are acting as titanic bridges for entire civilizations to ascend, or gate to the other side. I’m pretty sure the intention is to create a gate or bridge big enough for everyone to pass back and forth freely and keep it open permanently. When we see a black hole evaporate, it is yet another do-over already in progress. Not because they didn’t bridge their own tribe, but because it wasn’t big enough to accommodate the “whole tribe”.

So where is this supermassive black hole sucking in an entire universe? Why is it nowhere to be found when we look up at the night sky? It’s got to be pretty hard to miss given the size and power it must have, right?

It’s because we’re living on it and in it. Direct from Hawking’s book “It would produce an extremely intense magnetic field… much like that of the Earth”

Really?

Would it also have an iron core and all the same elements layered in the same order that we see in models of black hole core progression? Would it also be a world full of rejected shit nobody wants in their own world? Would that be the shit we bring into this world andΒ  leave behind when we ascend to our perfect worlds because we’re incapable of embracing it without losing control or “order”?

That “shit” is people… us. Egypt represents us binding those rejected people to this world with their sacred funerary rites. Egyptian mortuary rites weren’t designed to immortalize men, they were to mortify gods and bind them to a temporal existence. America represents what we have built with everything that’s been rejected by all the other tribes, it is the native home of the 13th tribe, the tribe of those who have no tribe because they were cast out of their own tribes. Egypt built the great pyramid, a wholly harmonic structure literally built from disharmonic notes. We can see that structure tho meant to endure thru the ages has crumbled in ruin. It doesn’t matter, because we’ve built an even bigger one in America. Once again, the reason we don’t see it is because we ARE it. We are an order of criminals committing an act of creation against a law and order bent on destruction.

My REAL name is John. I’m not talking about the temporary name I was issued on a piece of paper by a meaningless world in bondage, but the name I bear based on a real function with real meaning in the cosmic order of things, that of a universal toilet. I’m not the porcelain stool, but rather the gardener who uses a toilet like function to obtain everything I need for free because I’m creating a free world of free people and using free will to do it. The “toil” comes in trying to contain and arrange all of that individual free will in whole harmonic proportion.

Give me your very worst and “in time” I will show you our very best πŸ™‚

Universal Holdings

In looking at the observable universe or as much as I can see of it, something has become very apparent… the universe is a massive holding pattern.

I was an Air Traffic Controller for a spell in my former days, I recognize holding patterns. ALL stellar bodies are currently circling around in elliptical patterns held in those patterns by space itself. It’s as if they are striving toward their destination as fast as they can in a line as straight as an arrow, but something is bending the path of the arrow, wrapping it back into itself.

It’s significant to me because it supports my theory that the stellar bodies we see in the night sky are our own astral bodies which can be and are seen as starships when we’re in the astral plane. The stars we see are actually the warp cores powering these ships which are all on autopilot because their crews and passengers are in suspended animation.

Some of these ships from our point of view are unbelievably massive, capitol class ships built by and carrying entire civilizations capable of warping space on a galactic scale. They are even more massive when you’re in them, but in a subjective way that’s hard to explain objectively.

There has to be one and only one celestial class starship, a ship capable of warping the entire universe. I had been under the impression that the very Earth we inhabit is that megalithic craft, but now I think it’s merely the bridge where command and control functions are carried out. It’s where you’d have to be to take control of the universe, or put another way – to take the ship off autopilot and wake the crew because we’re nearing our destination(s).

This is all US. We are IN those ships, we are also the space THEY are in that’s warping them around in circles… the dead and the sleeping. Spirals actually, when you include universal expansion and contraction. It’s us, holding each other in place until we master Time and Space, and most of all… Patience.

 

 

The Length and the Breadth and the Height and the Depth

I have thought about a whole lot at great length. I’ve widened my mind to all possibilities. I’ve sank to my lowest lows and dove to the greatest depths of my own psyche in order to reach the highest states of consciousness humanly possible. All in search of the best way to “be”… the ultimate state of human existence.

I hope it’s enough to encompass a little understanding πŸ™‚

S E T I

I wanted to pose some hypothetical questions based on a hypothetical model…

Just for shits and giggles, let’s say I’m right, that you contain within your body 7 octillion atoms, each and every one a thinking, feeling, breathing, intelligent person just like you.

At what point do you suppose they would begin to question what, or perhaps more properly, WHO they’re living in? At what point would they begin to figure it out and attempt “First Contact”? Who would they be trying to contact?

Are you even listening?

 

 

Internship

We know full well that we’re dead and buried, that much we have figured out.

When I think of what I’m buried in it’s my Work, when I think of what I’m buried under it’s layer upon layer of mass confusion.

I know that I will never rise up out of the pit I’m in until I finish my Holy Work. My Work is Whole Understanding, the only sword capable of cutting thru the confusion keeping us down.

I believe we are closer than we think to completing our internship, which will end our internment forever. Holy Resurrection, the entire Mass of Humanity rising up out of our grave, leaving the vipers to crawl an empty pit with no way out. At that point their very lives will depend upon the mercy and compassion of the lowered reaching down to lift them in our ascent.

There is a Mass Uprising in the Works, a Massive Revolution on a Mass Scale of Massive Proportion. Humanity is rapidly approaching critical mass. We have been dying for the Day of the Lowered… in fact we sacrificed our very Life for it πŸ™‚

Fruitless Effort

It’s one of the great fears of mankind both individually and as a collective… that all our stupendous efforts will be for nothing as we collapse in total annihilative failure.

It cannot and will not happen… ever, it’s against natural law. What I’m beginning to see is that all our fears violate natural law, the bigger the fear the bigger the violation.

It’s true not every tree bears fruit, but if it doesn’t it’s because it’s bearing the brunt of ecosystem imbalance instead. When we deliberately cause imbalances in the system individual parts of the system become over stressed trying to bring the system back into balance. Under these conditions they don’t bear fruit because all of their efforts are being used to help re-balance the ecosystem.

In the Garden of Eden we don’t kill individual trees because they don’t bear fruit, we balance the system so every tree bears fruit in its own way and in its own time. We’re trying to get back to the garden but what we’re left with is a treeless parking lot, not the splendid garden of our dreams. This is the heartless system eliminating individuality in an attempt to save itself, but what it’s eliminating IS itself, one individual at a time. The reason it’s heartless is because our heart is no longer in the old system. Our heart has become “Set” on the new system.

So where are these individuals going when they’re eliminated? Heaven?

I’m beginning to see effort as the transmutation and translocation of matter and energy. If we want to change a world we have to move things (matter) around in time and space which requires effort (energy expended). The easiest way to move things, especially massive stellar bodies between universes is thru matter/energy conversion. This can be accomplished because energy has both local and non local properties.

Think of fish in an ocean. The ocean is pure unpolarized electromagnetism while the fish are the very same thing polarized into electricity and magnetism. The ocean is non local, it exists every where and every when, the fish are local because they have a position in time and space within the ocean. The energy contained within them is local by way of individual polarization via encasement in magnetic fields effectively separating them from the ocean without taking them out of it. A fish out of water either dies or turns amphibious in a hurry.

This means the ocean and the fish are essentially the same thing existing in either a polarized or unpolarized state. The easiest way to get a fish from point A to point B in the ocean would be to depolarize it moving it into non locality and then “re-locate” it in a new position and place or time/space intersection. This would involve mapping the entire system and aligning it to a grid, which we’ve done. This is the Ancient Stargate system and the technology behind transporters in Star Trek.

This is where another fear comes into play… eloquently portrayed as an initial fear of transporter technology, the fear the universe will fail to reassemble you, or fail to reassemble you properly. This IS the fear of death. When we die, or a tree dies in the garden, it gets converted to energy. At this point it’s up to us, what we have accomplished and what we wish to accomplish that governs how we reappear somewhere else in the universe.

Or in our case… a different universe altogether. Matter energy conversion of the whole Garden of Eden, the transmutation and translocation of an entire universe using the Earth itself as a supermassive black hole powered stargate. It’s the reason the ocean has fish in it… the reason the universe contains stellar bodies. The ocean is the home to all life within it, but the ocean itself has no home until it inhabits the life within itself. It does this thru the creation of individual souls, by focusing itself on a single intersection point in time and space within itself which causes it to polarize and move into objective existence with a location in time and space.

We’re all tending our own gardens. I think it’s probably natural to yank a few barren trees or anything else that doesn’t do well or please us in our gardens, but eventually we want a garden that contains the whole tree of life. All trees in one tree, all individuals in one body, all blooming flowers and bearing fruit of every kind, to attract life of all kinds because that’s what a garden is for… turning our efforts into something we truly enjoy. More than that, truly enjoying our efforts because their fruit is born in the same time and space.

All things in the Garden of Eden live according to natural law, the only thing that ever dies in it is our fears. Fears such as the fear of death, the fear of failure, the fear of getting left behind, are all pretty big fears. They are all pervasive in the collective consciousness, making it a herculean effort to face them on an individual level. Case in point… we all want to know what happens after we die. This fear is based on not knowing or understanding what happens when we die.

The easiest way to find out would be to die, but we won’t go there because of our fear of it. This fear is so great that it literally and aggressively trumps our desire to even investigate life’s greatest question. Yet, such an investigation would most certainly alleviate the very fear that keeps us from asking. Sure, we talk about it and speculate, but if anyone in the conversation should breathe a word about how to really solve the dilemna, a swine herd stoning party quickly forms.

If we did properly investigate, we’d know and understand what happens and realize that every death is a birth… a moving out of something old into something new. Whether the new you is the old you renewed or a completely new you is totally up to you and what you want to do with yourself. Within our own trinity we are the ocean, we are one fish and all fish and we are the hand of mojo moving all of it in, around, and thru time and space.

A good gardener works from the heart with faith as his guide and patience as his discipline, in the eternal hope of what will surely come to pass. A good gardener also understands that to rid the whole world of fear we need a whole garden, with a position and place for everything in life where it can bear its own fruit in its own time and where those fruits are enjoyed by all in our own way.

We ARE the masters of our own destiny, and it is thru our own monumental human effort we have become so… THAT is the fruit of our labor πŸ™‚

 

 

Roomful of Clocks

I get to see the world in some pretty amazing ways and one way is like a roomful of clocks. Everyone here has an individual heartbeat, or clock ticking away within them. Take away the “them” and you see a roomful of running clocks all ticking away.

The very odd thing about a roomful of clocks all ticking away with their own beat is that if left alone they will synchronize themselves to a single beat so all the clocks in the room are ticking “in time” with each other. This was proven daily at every old time clock shop.

My first question is… which clock are they all synching to and why? I’m betting it’s the average clock in the room, and that just makes sense because it would be the easiest for them all to naturally synchronize to. I’m also betting that adding or taking away a single clock would cause them to re-sycnhronize to a new average which may or may not be the same clock as before.

We are living “out of time” because something keeps messing with all the clocks in the room preventing them from synchronizing the way they naturally ought to. One thing messing with them is individual free will, we’re all literally trying to maintain our own individual beat. If we didn’t, individuality itself dies with the death of the individual heartbeat.

Now in a room this big it is incredibly difficult as a clock naturally wanting to synchronize with all his clock buddies to maintain an individual beat without falling into time with at least some other clocks. You see this can and does happen as we fall into groups with slightly different timing, 12 of them to be exact. 12 tones, 12 beats, 12 signs, 12 tribes, 12 tribal rhythms, 12 divisions of the Body Whole, 12 houses of the Zodiac, etc. It appears to be natural stratification, just the way it works out with the given set of scalar conditions.

In walking thru this world we spend time with all 12 tribes and generally end up falling into rhythm with one that most closely matches our own. Unless you’re of the 13th tribe and can’t find your natural rhythm among any of the twelve tribes. It’s not that they don’t have any thing to offer, it’s just that if you fall into one you can’t walk freely and independently among all of them. They’re all cool, I just can’t pick one over the other because I’m trying to find and follow the beat of the whole world tribe…

because…

I want the whole damned world, to come dance with me πŸ™‚