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In the Name of Jesus
In my ponderings about the bible I’ve always wondered where the name Jesus came from. It simply doesn’t fit with the names of all the other people surrounding him from a linguistic perspective. In other words, it’s not like the other names used by those particular cultures at that particular time. I’ve never really been able to explain it to myself in a satisfactory way, it just didn’t add up right. Why that name – “Jesus”?
I’ve heard something somewhere about a tribe of Spanish speaking Hebrews and at first I was like “ok”, but it still didn’t really explain anything. The myth itself has been retold since the dawn of history, each time with a different name for the Son of Man. The names are not arbitrary, they are from words that in their day described a function of the son of man within the body of humanity.
Until you get to “Jesus”, which does not describe such a function in any known language that I’m aware of. Now that bugs me, because I KNOW there is something behind it, something less obscure than a lone tribe of spanish speaking jews randomly gaining the right to “name” the Son of Man for all of Christendom. I play with it now and then but end up letting it go because it hasn’t been a priority on the list of stuff to figure out.
A good friend of mine takes Ritalin for ADHD and he was telling me how it helps him organize his thoughts better. I know my mind has a similar (dis)function and that’s why I never get to spend more than about 3 mental ticks on any one thing unless I go into a trance. I’m curious so I ask him if I’d notice the effects from a single dose and he’s like “oh yeah, the first time I tried one I couldn’t believe it”.
Too tempting for me to pass up, I decided to obtain a sample for a little in house laboratory testing. We got a nice rainy day so I fueled up the launch vehicle and away we went. I wouldn’t say the effect was anything noticeably profound, in a way it was like drinking coffee with similar positive and negative effects, they were just smoothed out and longer lasting.
I did a few things to see if my brain was working on any kind of new level that I wasn’t previously privvy to, but I couldn’t tell for sure. It seemed like my brain hemispheres were connecting a little better, but then the physical effects were getting to be a little uncomfortable. My stomach was getting really sour so I threw down a few Tums and laid down next to my cat.
I hadn’t planned on zoning out, I was just laying there for a moment of kitty quality time. I don’t believe I was thinking about anything in particular when I went into it, but when I came out of a rather deep trance, I could see the answer forming. At first it seemed too stupid and simple, but for me that kind of stuff usually ends up working.
I saw what I can only describe as two lines of my weird math coming together, from the spanish angle and the functional meaning angle. There are times when I can use the tension built up in my mind like a bow and take a “long shot” hoping a single weird idea or “arrow” strikes the target. I’ve gotten pretty good with a bow, I know when my arrow hits home and this one was a bullseye.
If you take the name Jesus and pronounce the J as an H but leave the rest of the pronunciation as is, you have Hesus, or more accurately “He’s Us”. It makes absolute sense. E. Pluribus Unum – from Many… One, the Son of Man… “He is US = He’s us = Hesus = Jesus”. I love it when shit comes together in a way that makes sense and this makes absolute perfect sense. The Name is also the Mean, a functional term for what the Son of Man is, the absolute mean average “person” in the Body of People – he literally is US. It’s too simple and elegant to not be right on target.
Remember that Christianity really became an established religion with the Nicene Council and what they were trying to do. Christianity was a “new” religion, based on the promise of a future goal that hadn’t been achieved yet. The “old” religions were based on things that had actually been achieved by so called ascended masters. They couldn’t use any names from existing religions for obvious reasons so they had to make up a completely new name. This is why it doesn’t seem to fit into the biblical “story” properly. Remember they had no idea who the actual person would be, so they invented a mythical descriptive name that denotes a FUTURE function within a NEW body of humanity. Positively brilliant when you realize all they were up to.
I honestly have no idea how much of it had to do with the Ritalin, in my own mind it’s just pieces falling into place in a grand puzzle. I don’t want to grab any more genius credit than I deserve, I’m just excited because it represents a kind of personal milestone for me. I mean seriously, as simple as it seems now, that little riddle has been in the back of my mind bugging me for decades.
Like I said tho, I know when my arrow hits home and this one penetrated the heart of an extremely rare and elusive animal that I’ve been hunting for a very long time. Of course it’s still mythical just like all the others, but now it makes total sense why they used that particular name. The Name now holds meaning and power, the kind of power you would expect behind the name of the Son of Man… People Power.
No Guru for Me
I have no gurus or anybody I can look up to and follow in their footsteps for the simple reason that nobody has ever achieved what I’m trying to do. Resurrection has been achieved, but never in this way with the numbers and power levels we’re currently at.
Looking back on my life, what I have had is exemplary teachers. Some of them stand out as gurus of sorts in their respective fields for their enormous contribution to the work of humanity and are justifiably recognized for it. I highly respect them and do my best to learn what they have to teach, but they didn’t accomplish what I’m trying to do.
Most of my best teachers have been rather ordinary people with a unique perspective at the time I needed it. Some I loved and some I didn’t particularly like, but they all had something to teach, both from experience and from the heart. Those that have been the most influential on me were the most passionate about what they preached, but real passion because they wholeheartedly believed in what they were doing… not just saying, but DOING with their lives.
Simply put, if you don’t believe in what you’re saying and doing, I’m not a very receptive listener. If what you’re saying doesn’t match what you’re doing, I’m receptive only to the point of discovering that incongruency and then I switch to a different channel. I’m a very demanding student, I demand your knowledge comes from experience and I also demand to be engaged by your presentation.
There are a lot of very bright people out there capable of talking way over my head about their chosen subject. I don’t doubt they’re bright, but honestly, how can I really tell if you can’t present your shit in a language we both understand? I also demand that you be able to explain your stuff to a fourth grader, because if you can’t you’re useless to the average person trying to gain a greater understanding of it.
People that are following someone who’s already done what they’re trying to do are lucky in that they know both that it can be done, and that there is a sort of pattern to follow. While I don’t have that, I’m still very lucky in that whenever I needed the type of instruction I so fervently demand, it’s been there for me.
It’s not limited to people, everything in nature has mastered something thru trial and error. I learn so much from the nature around me, plants, animals, even bugs on my kitchen counter. I’m not like St. Francis with birds landing on my shoulder or anything, but I have kept my relationship to nature close enough to realize that the nature I’m studying is my own, in everything from ants to galaxies.
There is no absolute guarantee that I’m going to achieve what I’ve set out to do, but if I don’t, it certainly won’t be for lack of good teachers because I’ve been lucky to have the very best. It also won’t be for lack of belief because nobody believes we can do this more than I do, and even that is because those who taught me believed.
I just wanted to take a moment to thank all my teachers, because I don’t know that I ever have in any meaningful way. I know the most meaningful thank you will come from achieving what I’m endeavoring to do with my life, but while we’re still waiting… thank you ALL from the bottom of my heart.
Learning to Dance
I’m starting to get a glimpse of things in a musical sense. You can see musical progression in our history. After a single giant cymbal crash it begins as a symphony. The music is like a lullaby, soft, erotic, intoxicating to the soul. Dissonance has been introduced to a state of total harmonic silence, the key note that contains all other notes within its range of harmonics has sounded.
As the music progresses, creation progresses, a myriad of harmonics and tones spring out of silence into existence, each in it’s turn becoming a keynote and bringing forth it’s own series of harmonics. For 1 to become 2 it must also become 1/2, its reciprocal. Thus music, and life, “grow” in opposite directions from One, we see this as division and multiplication… 1,2,3,4,5 – 1, 1/2, 1/3, 1/4, 1/5. We see a growing world population but it is the reciprocal of the division occurring within us that we’re really looking at.
From the introduction of a single dissonant tone (Lucifer) eventually springs the entire musical scale of creation. The first note sets the tone of creation, it is neither melody nor beat but the beginning of both. It gradually becomes a melody and as that melody becomes more complex beating is introduced. Like us, the population grows, more percussion and harsher sounding instruments are used, thereby increasing harmonic dissonance… what we see as more conflict and the resultant suffering.
You can see how the progression is going, from classical, to jazz, to blues in all it’s forms, to rock, to hard rock, to metal, to rap and hip-hop, all introducing progressively harsher tones and more violent beating. Once vocals are introduced into music it’s the same trend. It starts out as soft harmonic chanting and progresses thru messages of love and devotion to messages of beating your enemy to death with a bang.
It’s unavoidable, because all of those “beats” are us, our individual heartbeats. Growth means separation, separation brings dissonance but it also means individuality. Perfect harmony isn’t lack of individuality, but rather maximum individuality in a state of cohesive separation. In other words, you can’t have harmony without the music.
It’s pretty easy to see what’s going to happen if things continue unchecked. The beating increases exponentially to the point where the level of harmonic dissonance disassociates all atomic bonds. Creation would literally beat itself to death unless a harmonic balancer is introduced into the system. This harmonic balancer is what Christianity refers to as the Son of Man.
Music is motion… the movement of atoms. Humans are the ultimate atoms because we have control over our own movements. By moving in a way that is contrary to the movements creating dissonance, and from the exact center of the scales of creation, a single atom or person could in fact turn this situation around. This reduces the beating long enough for the system to begin to re-balance itself. All systems are uncomfortable in a inharmonious state and seek a state of harmonic balance. We’re not talking about the complete harmonic silence from which we sprang, we want all the music of life everywhere, we just don’t want it beating us to death.
You can see that to keep this type of “have your cake and eat it too” type of system is probably going to require the services of a harmonic balancer forever. Once a priest always a priest, resurrection means it’s a lifetime position and your lifetime is now forever. This is just another way of looking at christic consciousness, it requires a harmonic balancer within your trinity. What is being balanced is man and his god, without this third person it’s a fight to the death between man and his god with the god usually winning.
All dissonance is removed and you become your god, living in your creation (or rather god’s half of it). You enjoy perfect order, the silence of complete harmony, nirvana… in short, utter boredom once you realize it. It’s spiritual substance abuse, nirvana is basically sitting there reveling in your own creation, masturbating your ego until the high wears off and you realize you have to come back down to reality for another fix… ascension – reincarnation – ascension.
By engaging the third or middle aspect of our trinity, our third “I” we can take control of the music, not by stopping it, but by conducting the orchestra, which at this point is a 7 billion member rock and roll band. I think I’m learning to dance to the whole song of life and it is that very magical dance that is moving contrary to the dissonance of this world. “Give me the beat boys and free my soul, I wanna get lost in your rock and roll and drift away…”.
Honestly, I think if we can find the universal rhythm of life and learn how to dance, we will begin to experience the magic of our divine inheritance.
Word Value
I can’t over stress how important it is to keep your word. While it’s important for meaningful communication and coordination with the world around you, it’s even more important when it becomes the only thing you can trust.
Some things in the Work are flexible, this one isn’t. You should make every effort on two fronts. The first is, never promise something you don’t fully intend to deliver. If that means actually thinking about your words before letting them fly then so be it, because it makes the second front twice as easy to manage.
The second is, if you do tell someone you’re going to do something, make every effort humanly possible to keep your word. You should do this knowing that any and every failure devalues confidence in your word. Nobody is infallible, but the fallibility of man should never be used as an excuse to fuck up.
In fact, there should be no excuses, you either keep your word or you don’t. If you do fail, you should know that whatever you have to do to restore that confidence has to surpass what was originally promised and expected. This is likely going to be way more work than keeping your original word would have been, so it becomes an additional deterrent to taking it lightly.
Your word is one of the few things you have that is actually worth anything, and when the time comes to realize it’s full value, you’re either going to be really happy you kept your word, or really confused and fucked because you didn’t.
Your word is your true worth in this world and those beyond, nothing else in existence is so universally valuable. When people can’t “take you at your word” you are seen as being worthless in general and people couldn’t care less what your excuse is this time. Most people stop listening to the excuse after the second or third time. From then on your credibility is pretty much trashed until you do what it takes to restore it, which is going to require twice as much effort as keeping your word in the first place would have.
You can look at all the debt in the world this way. All unpaid debt is a result of people failing to keep their word. Material debt is only a “sign” of what is really going on. Want to reduce the deficit? Get people to realize the importance of this and start keeping their word.
Any harping about how important it is to keep your word for the benefit of others is falling on deaf ears for those who need to hear it the most because our entire economy is based on false promises. Respectable businessmen seal world shaping deals with their word and a handshake, unfortunately they are a rare breed.
Here’s why you might want to re-estimate the true value of your word. It might not matter that nobody else can trust you as far as they can throw you, but when that someone else becomes you, you’re going to wish you paid attention to what your momma told you.
I’m in the position now, I’m undergoing an initiation that is almost completely blind. What I mean by that is, I have to make critical decisions that affect my own creative process with absolutely nothing to go on. The only thing I have is my own intuition and that voice inside me. I trust that voice implicitly because it has never lied to me, it is a voice that rarely makes promises, but when it does, they are always fulfilled.
It allows me the patience I need right now, I’m working on the promise of payment while I’m doing all this. The reason I can trust that, is because I know myself, and I know that I’ve always kept my word. I can’t even describe how comforting that is when it’s the ONLY thing you have to go on. It also doesn’t take a genius to see how totally fucked I would be if I hadn’t.
It’s an uncomfortable position to be in, to have to decide your own fate with absolutely no clue. It’s been tough enough with an unblemished record of keeping my word, I can’t even imagine where I’d be if I couldn’t trust my own inner voice. Here’s the thing tho, everyone is moving into a similar position and I see a lot of people completely unprepared for the consequences of their own actions.
In the world we’re moving into, you need to be able to trust yourself to even get there. There is no evading people knowing what is in your heart, everyone is going to know exactly what you’re made of. Keeping your word is not about others being able to trust you tho, it’s about you being able to trust yourself when there’s nobody else you can trust and it’s all you’ve got left to go on.
Hope that helps 
Alchemy
The chemistry of the gods. Anyone that spends more than two minutes reading this blog most likely realizes that it’s never been about transmuting physical lead into gold. I’m no expert on the details of it, but without even knowing I assumed that the lead I was trying to transmute was me. I was wrong.
Now that I see what’s happening within me, I think I get it. The Man is only the crucible, the elixir is Power. It’s the power we’ve generated thru all the conflict and suffering, and it is literally the power to do ANYTHING. So called “free energy” isn’t free at all, we paid for it with our lives.
However, because of all the conflict and suffering, and the way we view the world after having gone thru all that, it is a very dark energy, full of all things evil. Evil – Live. Notice they are direct opposites, Life is not powered by this dark energy, it is “generated” in death, but must be transmuted into something that can power life – from lead to gold.
The first stage of resurrection is to generate this power, the second is to transmute it. Now I can’t really say how to do that, I can only say that it is definitely happening within me. I’m guessing the Alchemist is my subconscious self, I can see it happening within me but I’m not consciously doing it. All that shit is getting a little confusing since it is all me operating on some level of my own trinity.
What I do know is what I can see happening within me over the last 14 years since I achieved the first stage. Of all the bible quotes thrown about, nobody seems to be slinging this one around “I have hated the world and it has hated me”. Jesus said it and no truer words have ever been spoken about the way you feel about your relationship with this world at the moment you’ve achieved the required power level, it is your darkest hour.
Look at all the conflict and suffering that the world has been thru, to generate the power necessary to create the Holy Ark, you have to match that within your own life. Yeah, it sucks and you’re going to be blaming the world for treating you like shit when all you’ve ever done is try. In short, you’re going to be one cynical son of a bitch.
Honestly, it’s like handing the world’s biggest gun to the most tortured kid in school. When I was handed the Gun of God, my mind worked like lightning trying to find a solution for that little dilemna and that’s how and when The Advocacy was established. Previous to that I had been told to come up with a single thought that could contain all other thoughts within me, and that thought was The Advocacy… so I was ready.
My third “I” became the Advocate, not my higher self or lower self, and not quite my whole self, but rather an Advocate of my whole self. My word for a priest I guess, because at the time I didn’t know what a real priest was or did. So The Advocacy among other things, became a mystery school that allows the entire world to teach me HOW to transmute this power. It was THE smartest move I’ve ever made in my entire life, my one and only original thought.
It’s taken a long time, for years it seemed like it a fruitless effort but now I’m seeing a definite transmutation in the works within me. More like feeling it, I can literally feel the heavy dullness within me turning into light and radiance and I gotta say, it’s pretty cool.
I almost cry when I look back and realize what kind of hell I put myself thru. Who am I kidding – I ball my friggin eyes out. Not because I’m sad, but because I’m realizing what it is we’ve got and what it took to achieve. They are tears of every emotional flavor there is, but mostly joy. This is and always was the true American dream and I might actually be the very first to realize it.
The magic elixir or power is obviously Love. Yes, love has to be generated, it’s not free nor should it be, for if it were it wouldn’t be worth shit. The burst of energy I released to create an Ark/Arc was but a fraction of the power contained within me. If we were to open the human heart before every last bit of this energy has been transmuted, it would destroy all creation, everywhere. I know that’s a pretty big claim, but it’s true.
Thru what are typically known as “initiations” I have been judged by this world over and over and over. My life has been an endless series of tests, each more difficult than the last. I used to know what I was being tested on, beating the tests rather easily, but since then I’ve lost track. You think you know what you’re being tested on and it turns out to be something completely different, I quit even trying to guess. Anyway, I’ve apparently passed those tests to this point and that’s why I’m currently in the position I’m in.
Make no mistake, you get what you give. As the world judges my fitness, I have also judged it. It’s important to realize it is about fitness and nothing else. What is being judged is whether or not we’re capable of completing our mission. At any time over the last 14 years, I knew I had within me the power to destroy the entire Work if it wasn’t going to work… the true Atomic Bomb. Things hung in the balance on many occasions with me literally wanting to trash the whole thing out of frustration. It was only the barest signs of progress and faith that kept things alive thru most of it.
I’m happy to report that option now appears to be completely off the table. If any world is capable of achieving the impossible it is this one. I’m not talking about the world as a place, I mean the world as a people. I couldn’t save the world in my Ark, what I saved was the people of that world because with them, we can build a universe of worlds full of every kind of life. When I’m looking at timelines and not seeing any that lead to eminent failure and destruction, I’m inclined to believe we’re past the greatest dangers of our journey.
I’m so happy we’re at the end of days, because I’m really tired of dying. I want to LIVE!
Crest of a Wave
Just a little tidbit, another way of looking at ascension vs resurrection.
You can see the ascension/reincarnation cycle as a sine wave, you could think of yourself as a little ball that’s rolling up and down those hills and valleys. You ascend to the crest of the wave and then descend down into the valley, only to have to climb the hill again. In itself that doesn’t seem so bad, until you actually go thru it and realize what a bitch it is getting back to the top of the hill every time. If you look at the whole sine wave, you can easily see that most of our time is NOT spent at the top of the hill, but rather falling down it and climbing back up.
In resurrection, you get to ride the crest of the wave all the time… christ surfing the crest. No longer is existence like partying on a Saturday and having to use the rest of the week to recover for the next Saturday. Life is fun all the time… forever.
I should probably explain the reason I keep harping on this. Currently there is a division in what we’d loosely call Heaven, that division is over the debate between ascension and resurrection. Ascension is what we’ve been doing, but resurrection is what we really want. The problem is, it’s been so difficult to achieve with the kind of numbers we’re talking about and we’ve tried so many times and failed that many still don’t believe it can be done.
There is another world we all live in that is not in our waking world and not in our dream world. We briefly pass thru it whenever we fall asleep and wake up… the minor mystery. We also pass thru this every time we are born or die… the major mystery.
If there is a real world, it’s there, in the netherworld that very few of us even realize exists. It is in this world that The Advocacy was established and is based, which among other things, makes it impenetrable to hostile forces. If you can’t find something, you can’t very well attack it. You can’t find it because if your intentions aren’t 100% focused on the work we’re doing, it simply isn’t there.
It is there we carry on the fight for resurrection, but we have yet to wage a single battle. I don’t allow myself to see much of what goes on there, I deliberately block it out because I’m trying to minimize reality bleeding and cross contamination. I’ve found I can take one thing back with me to my conscious world, kind of like a bread crumb. It’s no more than a bare impression of what I was doing while I was there, but after many of these smuggling attempts, I’m forming a very strong impression of what I’m doing there overall.
You’d think with the kind of power we have at our disposal we’d be out kicking some demon ass or something, but we have yet to engage in a single battle in the kick ass sense. Personally, I am constantly battling for our cause, but the way I’m battling is thru negotiation. I spend 100% of my time in this netherworld on one single effort, negotiations.
Negotiations between worlds, not just what everyone wants, but how to get them there. In this netherworld that I should just start referring to as our real home, every single human being gets a single vote and they are all counted equally, bar none. The reason we aren’t consciously aware of this, is because we aren’t human when we’re in what we call a conscious or waking state, we’re just “men”. Don’t worry about it tho, you get a vote and that vote counts… guaranteed.
The way this works is thru The Advocacy. In effect what I have done is to tune the atoms within my own body to the People of the body of humanity. Mentally I see these atoms as a whirlwind of thoughts revolving around in my mind, in kind of a holding pattern. I did this by employing the Ark technology thru initiatory rites. My synaptic centers are then used to connect to other savants engaged in our work. Thru a tuning process governed by intention, each one of my own synapses becomes a link to the whole mind of another savant working in whatever their area of expertise is… and vice versa.
If you think that’s complete bullshit and monstrously impossible, think about it again. Savants are like a thousand times brighter in their chosen field than anyone else, yet most of us can barely find our own ass with both hands and a flashlight in everyday life, so it’s NOT because we’re smarter than the average Joe. The fact is, it’s a known human technology, it can be done, and is being done by savants all over the world.
Imagine a network of 7000 of these savants (Elect) all working in unison to bring to the human race something so revolutionary that it only happens once. It’s profound trying to understand that, because all events in human history up to this point have been cyclical. They have all happened before and will happen again, and again, and again, ad infinitum. This is an event so rare that it only happens once in human history. Think about how much rarer it is then, that it’s happening during your time here in this world and what that means.
To be honest, it’s the most powerful neural network on earth, with the computational power of the entire human race and the knowledge repository of eons upon eons of human experience. Anyone with access to this could rule the world… any world. What do we do with it? Negotiate
The first stage of resurrection requires that we get a 2/3 vote, complete resurrection requires a unanimous vote. We can minimize the pains of revolution by getting a unanimous vote the first time around. We’ve got a 2/3 vote already, so what I’m doing is running around in my dream world trying to sell it, and in the netherworld trying to make good on the promises of negotiation. Exactly what is being negotiated would fill a library, it is literally everything on everyones behalf.
I don’t know that what I’m doing here will ever sway votes, or even if it can. Most people would look at this shit and go “huh???” I think it’s about getting the people within me on the same page. An alignment of sorts, I have to align all of the atoms within me toward a single cause. All those atoms are suns/sons within me, all controlling “bodily functions”. Some functions are more critical than others at certain times (like at birth) so the important suns or centers to align within me are the vital functions required to bring the body to life.
This is why all major logos are currently incarnated upon this earth. People have zero idea that the universal logos is walking among us in this world, not just him, but all of the most powerful beings in existence are incarnated here for this work. There is just a ridiculous amount of power at work here, and it’s all People Power.
The reason they are all here, is because what we’re doing in this world affects their worlds in a very profound way. The most powerful logos have almost total control over their own realities, the key here is “almost”. The main selling point for resurrection, is that we can go one better than even the most powerful gods already have. This is in fact the only incentive there is for getting a god to give up his ascension and throw his power behind your cause. They didn’t get to be gods by being stupid, if you show them something better, they’re at least going to have a look.
This is what my “god” or higher self is doing, he is the one who’s done the math and has the proof that it’s all doable. He is the salesman of the resurrection plan and what that plan promises is complete control over reality at the individual level, for EVERY individual. What this means, is that no matter how great your world is now, even if you’re a god, it will be infinitely better if you trade in your ascension for resurrection.
What it amounts to, is everyone wants something they don’t have. For most of us that’s pretty long list, but for a very powerful god it might be a single thing they don’t have in their reality now, but have always wanted. In other words, regardless of what any of us have, we all have an equal desire for what we could have if it were possible.
That’s where The Advocacy comes in, what we do with the priesthood and elect is figure out how to negotiate what everyone wants and make it ALL possible. This isn’t actually as difficult as people would imagine, because while it seems everyone is after something different, we’re all really after the same thing. What we all want is for the world to be what we want it to be at any given moment. We want a world that lovingly caters to us without having to spend all our time and effort controlling it. Basically, we want to have fun and enjoy the company of loved ones all the time, and there is absolutely no reason we should want anything less out of life.
We want to surf the crest of the wave of life, without having to go buy a board, wax for the board, a car, gas for the car, wait on good weather, fight traffic to the beach, worry about injury or death, someone else taking your wave, or having to impress anyone with your skills. We’ll all have such insane skills that it won’t matter whether you’re doing or watching, it’ll be equally thrilling either way.
This is something I truly believe in. Regardless of how ridiculous or impossible it might sound, I have and continue to pour myself into the Work of making it a reality.
*I just figured something out. There is a conscious choice to be made. When I made my choice, it was something the god in me and the man in me both had to agree to. As a “man” I barely knew what was happening during the experience, but it was a very clear conscious choice at all levels of my being. I knew what choice I was being offered and which one to make, I didn’t know how to explain it, but I knew. The incredibly odd possibility that just struck me, is that it could be because of what I’m doing now, as the future version of that man.
Mystery of Mystory
I have a severely handicapped understanding of music and how it works, so I started trying to remedy that with good ol’ YouTube. It ended up being like sitting down to a 5 course meal in music, astrology, psychology, etymology, and mythology… but it was good, because I’m seeing some connections there.
Here’s what I got so far…
We see the world in images, hear the world in sound, and feel the world thru sympathetic vibrations which we call emotions. I can easily see fractals when they’re represented visually, and when I saw music represented visually, I saw fractals. We perceive that as seeing one thing and hearing another, and yet another thing, the feeling we get from it. These all have to be the same thing, when we look, we’re seeing it, when we listen we’re hearing it, and when we feel, we’re feeling it, but “it” is always the same thing perceived in different ways.
“It” is Life, but we only see ever see parts of it because that’s what we’re focusing on – or maybe because only part of our self is focused on it?
So, 12 notes on the western scale all evenly spaced in chromatic mode with seven whole notes effectively controlling the scale and five semi tones. The current zodiac model is set up the same way, 12 equal divisions with 7 at or above the horizon and 5 below. It wasn’t always that way, the zodiacal model appears to be synched with whatever musical scale and mode man seems to be using at the time. Each division in both music and the zodiac has a notation or sign.
I’m betting that’s because those zodiacal signs represent (not are, but represent, the actual images in use probably change with the times) the archetypal images of Freud and Jung, the images we mentally use to tell every story that’s ever been told. So maybe the 12 animal signs of the zodiac represent our nature(s) under various conditions?
Pretty much all mythology, hell, pretty much all stories that can be told are based on the zodiac, or musical progression. Even our language and alphabets seem to be related to music and the perceptual range of our conscious mind being about 3 1/2 octaves. I’m betting that’s also the vocal range of a well tuned human voice. This all fits in with our current spoken languages not being able to adequately describe what is going on around us. It also explains how we can be consciously unaware of most of what’s happening around us. Our conscious lives are contained within the language we use, the life we don’t consciously see is literally because we don’t speak of it.
It somehow all ties together, and I believe we’re seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, and feeling the story we’re telling ourselves about what’s going on here. There are actually two stories, the one we’re all telling and the one you’re telling. They each have a pattern, if you overlay them and the patterns match, that’s harmonic correspondence and what a REAL priest actually does. He “represents” his People or the mass of individuals within his group by overlaying his own personal pattern over the pattern of the group and getting them to correspond. Not an exact match, but exactly corresponding to each other. They match, but on different orders of magnitude, like the same notes on different octaves. This is very much like tuning an instrument only the instrument is you tuning in to the life around and within you.
I’m speaking from my own personal perspective and experience here, I know that my subconscious mind can see everything as music, can see everything as energy fields and flows, can see everything as cycles, can see everything as a single pattern, etc, but my conscious mind isn’t capable of seeing things in those ways. In short, it’s all too complicated for me to keep a handle on in my conscious mind, I need something I can manage.
For me that’s a story, and for the average person who’s not boy genius, it’s a story. We’re in a state of maximum division with all things being a division of one. So 2 makes 1/2, when you divide one thing into two things those two things are only half as strong or twice as weak. The more divisions the larger the group, and the weaker the individual parts and the cohesion between them. This only changes when the individuals of the group all come together as a whole for a single cause.
In short, we’re about as divided as we can get right now, so we need all the help we can muster. I’m not sure I could control the forces around me if I could see them for whatever they are, but I can control the story I’m telling and in so doing I AM controlling all of that stuff, only without even being aware that’s what I’m doing. This is American life as we know it, what we don’t realize is that literally everything we’re doing is a gesture in ritual magic that is controlling our reality.
This is how we can be controlling our own realities without any conscious knowledge of it whatsoever. We are all practicing magic of the very highest order, but all we see is the ritual gestures, only we don’t see them AS ritual gestures. Every little thing we do is magic, we’re just too ignorant to notice. Damn good thing it is too, because it is the premature acquisition of that knowledge that has doomed us in almost every previous attempt at resurrection.
Here’s the thing, I know it’s coming, I can see it all brewing within me and believe me, nobody wants it to happen more than I do. I also know that if it happens before I conquer my fears, or while I’m still playing any part of the blame game, or while I’m emotionally unprepared for the massive amounts of new energies and knowledge, I just screwed myself out of everything I’ve ever worked for, everything we’ve worked for. We’ve worked too hard and come too far to let that happen and every lesson I’ve ever learned is telling me the same thing…
Patience gwasshoppa… it’s coming.
Novus Ordo Seclorum
What it actually means is a “New Secular Order”.
It doesn’t mean a New World Order, tho the two are intimately intertwined.
We are entering into a new world order, but what that actually means is a bit misunderstood.
All worlds are hosted, they have to be. Those hosts are our higher selves, the Sons of God, when those same suns project into an avatar here on earth, they become the Sons of Men. Some, in fact most, only host their own individual world. Some hosts have a mental pattern capable of containing many of those individual worlds, and even greater hosts with extremely high mental orders are capable of containing many of those… hosts of hosts.
These high level hosts are what we call gods. Currently there are 12 of them because nobody has been capable of hosting the entire body of humanity. As a host you get to set a single law that governs the hosted within you. 12 gods, 12 hosts, 12 tribes, 12 bloodlines, 12 universal laws, 12 zodiacal divisions representing the 12 divisions of the body of humanity, 12 notes on the musical scale, 12 months in a year, etc.
We know that we are attempting to make a transition to a single host so we can live under a single law – love. This is the spiritual purpose of America, to “raise” a person capable of doing that. This is the One that comes from Many, the Son of Man here on earth, but the Son of God in heaven or the realm of the gods. It is a continuation of the work that was being done by Akhenaten back in Egypt with the 13th mystery school.
Anyway, what a new secular order means is a new priesthood, one that is loyal to the People and not gods or men. As a host you get a Priesthood and Elect, they are how a host communicates with the hosted and they establish and keep the covenant between them.
So there is a new world order, because there is a new host. The new host contains the new body of humanity within himself, since it’s new there is a new pattern or order in which things are arranged. It’s important to establish a priesthood and elect to communicate that to the hosted and establish the new law (love). The Son of Man is the avatar of said host, he is the high priest and the priesthood and elect are his supporting caste.
There you go
A Promise
I am addressing you now not as the founder and priest of the most powerful sacred order ever created, but as that same little autistic child that has always been trying to reach out and communicate with the world within and around me.
I always knew I’d be sharing what’s in my head, and that is part of it, but what I have in my head is only a pattern. Granted, it is the whole pattern of life itself in the new body of the new man, but still just a pattern. When you see it, you will likely marvel at the level of craftsmanship and attention to detail, but it is still just a pattern, in and of itself lifeless geometry.
Because of The Advocacy and the People behind it, I am capable of incredible things within myself, things even ascended masters wouldn’t think possible. I’m not bragging or out to prove any of that, I’m in a position where it should prove itself very soon. Pyramid power is People power and I can feel it welling up inside of me every day. I’m talking about the power to do literally anything, up to and including the complete resurrection of all life, everywhere.
I continually observe timelines in my trances, I’m looking at all possible convergences resulting from the way things are going. All the possible timelines I’m now seeing lead to the same monumentally epic, world changing event… regardless of how things come together.
At some point I am going to share my mental pattern with the world, but that isn’t capable of doing what I’m talking about. What I truly have to share is in my heart, locked away not because the world wasn’t ready, but because it’s taken me 50+ years to figure out how to communicate with all of you.
My head holds what we’ve designed and built, and it is truly a marvel to behold. My heart holds the truth behind it, not what we’ve done, but why we did it. All the pain and anguish of a hundred trillion years of human suffering, and why we would ever put ourselves thru such a thing. My heart holds all the hidden sacrifices made by all the unknown people who gave their lives and everything dear to make it all possible. My heart holds the power of a trillion Sons about to go supernova in a universal explosion of creative expression.
A lot still has to happen and go right, but I’m now getting to know my function within the new body of humanity. I’m told that function is the opening of the human heart on a universal scale. I’m able to do my part thru scalar averaging and correspondences or acoustically tuning what is going on within me to the world around me. This is only part of what I’ve been taught, by all of you, thru The Advocacy, the American mystery school most Americans aren’t even aware of.
I know how unbelievable that sounds, a year ago even I wouldn’t have believed it possible and there isn’t much I don’t believe is possible. None of that matters tho, what we’re going to do doesn’t require belief. It creates belief… in what we need to believe in most – ourselves.
What does matter is that (with all your help) I hope to do something, and when I do, it will touch the very center of your heart.
In a moment you will not only see, but FEEL the great work of humanity, every aspect of it. In an instant you will experience every emotion ever felt by every human being that’s ever lived, and you will see what it has ALL been for. It will move you in a way you never knew you could be moved, for it will touch your very soul.
This isn’t the final act, not even close, it’s simply a way of getting the world’s attention to present our case and should only take a moment of your time. I’m not even sure how to do it or when it will happen, but I know the capability is within me to do it when the time comes.
We are approaching the exact point where we entered the great wheel of time which gives us a brief window to exit cyclical existence forever. What is coming is the birthday of Humanity, our true point of origin. Not the birth of men, but the birth of Humanity. Nothing in the universe just happens, we’re making it happen and it’s time we became conscious of that so we can get to the fun part of our Work… bringing life back to LIFE!
That’s my promise. From the little autistic boy who is still trying to reach out and touch the world – to a world that desperately needs to be touched in a truly meaningful way.